FADE OUT (writtten by James Edward David Bellamy circa 1995).

      fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. the sons you
      yield lie in the field where wheat and corn define the dawn. do not
      darken love with spite nor blacken wisdom with death's might. the
      softness of this narrow song must seize the glibness of the strong
      madness of the mezzanine. pray dance forever in your dreams. fade
      out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out:
      fade out along a lime-swum melody. weeping sears the tears of time.
      do not fear the words you rhyme. music reaps the turning spheres that
      spin inside their spatial leers. fade out along the verses made by
      marrows rent from bent lampshades. we have always banged and sired
      denial from love's stinking mires. fade out, fade out: fade out along
      a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum
      memory. sex deposes all the roses spent from out the garden's power.
      fade out along this lime-swum song & do not steal away thestrong.
      tocsins knell inside the cells wherein glib pris'ners ape the moon.
      do not shear away the runes that preach the verses of fled doom. the
      speaking poems of the light smash the houses on the hill. chairs of
      purple shake the rattle of this baby caught in battle. fade out, fade
      out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade out
      along a lime-swum melody. fade out along the rivers' mind and blacken
      oceans with the grind of streets that live inside the stars. fly your
      spaceship up to Mars. the madness of the clouds dictate the sylvan
      sadness of the state. this threnody divines the vines that wrap around
      the wrought cosines of softness sinking into marsh. fade out along
      the singing caste of infants borne upon the tides of storms found
      dancing at the sides of man and all he digs from 
      babies in the rigs of oils that prove the tithes of sadness
      armed with scythes. fade out along the keels of boats which sail the
      rain. fade out along this nether vein. fade for ever on where the
      snows deny the sum alms of man and child. fade out along the wild.
      fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum memory. fade out, fade
      out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade away and pass away. fade
      into the colour grey. fade against the tapestry of glibness scorned
      from out the spreed scents of summer lost. speak the tongues of
      Pentecosts.
      fade out! 

      fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. the sons you
      yield lie in the fields where wheat and corn define the dawn. do not
      darken love with spite nor blacken wisdom with death's night. the
      softness of this narrow song must seize the glibness of the strong
      madness of the mezzanine. dance forever in your dreams! fade out,
      fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade
      out along a lime-swum melody! weeping sears the tears of time. do
      not fear the words you rhyme. music reaps the turning spheres that
      spin inside  their spatial leers! fade out along the verses made by
      marrows rent from second grade metals. we have always sired theft's
      daughters from love's stinking mires. fade out, fade out: fade out
      along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum
      memory! sex deposes all the roses spent from out the garden's powers!
      fade out along a lime-swum song & do not seize the stars from hell.
      tocsins knell inside the cells wherein glib pris' ners ape the moon.
      do not shear away the runes that preach the verses of fled doom. the
      speaking poems of the light smash the homes upon the hill. chairs
      of purple shake the rattle of this baby caught in battle! fade out,
      fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade
      out along a lime-swum melody! fade out!
      *

 ****

HARNESSED?

 

O, where hurting heroes hire crowns to fires

Then, rent, a sliding sea of towns burns funerals

And, lost in scent, a hill of gowns

Falls

Sss.

When once sucked shakespearoes paint tyres,

Then widening wolfed poem-words inspire

Whores and dill clowns

Sss.

                   A riveting city of sin hears lyres

Stinging for the tired

And, oo, as veiny vined tears famish fast liars,

Then blown bad beds will inspire

Crocus eaters

O.

 

When once hurting heroes hire a fazed farm

Then good families must charm

Bald meadows

And, inside, outelbowed faces cry for palms,

And sex will trace the mansions of embalmed

Naked nude napalms

Ssss. 

A riveting city of sin sees sirens going home

And love is left alone? 

*

Atoned in a stone, eyes will widen like the veins,

Atoned in a bone, skies will sharpen silly soft stained

Blanched bodies

O,  when once a sea of light dies, then sundered brains

Cry for ladies

Sss. 

Atoned like a drone, minds will widen like a train,

Alone, a sea of dromes drags ills for bleach stains,

And I entertain the mad sun and the salt rains

And old pigs caress filled skies

Uh.

 

When once atoned, me and masses melt, and babies

Break up

                   Ohm.

          Gods in bells will ring where vast victims

          Dig spies in a wishing well

          And, dazed, a daisy pie hears cold cells

                   Cutting cute curved locks

And masses go home now?

 

*

Eyes will prattle when

Minds suckle skin men, and hands inside old men

Heal cats with women

Sss.

 

Eyes will prattle when

Swine sucks dazed chicken, and hands inside cold men

Heal rats

O.

 

When once cat people lash a lion, then Orion hears bats

Searching sleeves for fats

And, robed, red sea cats cry

And, loaved, sliced tree cats claim dogs from women

                   Uhh.

Entering wild raped heaven, a soft seagull

Suffers cars, and I will peck petrels when dolls

Melt fast away

                   Uh.

          Castes in canyons send tears to graves

          And I will shudder where lazy lays

          Crash, crash

          Lo.

                   Eyes will prattle when

Minds suckle spun men, and glassed rhythm

                   Cuts out…

 

*

O, as I recall the connect call for

Interesting blue skies

Then, as a sun falls inside war,

Then interested dead eyes

See blind men on a box raising us

Inside a cruel store,

O, as I recall the connect call for

Interesting blonde claws

Then, lashed, a sea of mana scores

Hands and Hymen

Sss.

 

As I recollect my mind, then lust

Flies like hot dust.

As I intercept my spine, then loss

Freezes,

And, o, when once a wide cross

Hangs jesus from a lock, then

Bled beards send hair to Heaven

Lu.

I will suffer slain babes, and ravens

Caw at the dead eyes of god’s garden

And I recollect my mind

And I will dig rich mines, and

Oo, as laden ladies jack old sand

Then vast vampiric countries dam

Hot seas and dripping lipped slams.

          -ssss.

          Cooed culling creators

                   Create dictators

And caving lasers cut incubators

Uhh

          Oo.

 

 

*

O, I am the wailer

I push my tongue inside a saviour

O,

I am the wailer

And I spit where lazy razors

Cry for sailors

And I am the wailer

Sss.

 

O, I am the wailer

Sss,  curt curing mania leads rex where failure

Uses a mirror

And I am the wailer

And I use a river

Uh.

 

When once bended boys shout, then

A wailer will weep for women

Oo, when once rent girls shout, then

A wailer will sleep for children

And god’s mute bairn dies, dies, dies

Ohm-.

          I am the wailer

          I use love’s haler, and blown eyes

Ride to sleep

And I will wail where senseless sleep

          Wails for meat

And I am the wailer

And I feed foals to flavour

And I am the wailer

Uh.

 

Ghosts cry for midnight,

Hosts die for first light, and blown failures

Drown deep inside

And wailers weep for stone brides

Sss.

 

Cold killers crash…

Rolled ill men lash eyes to ashes

Uh.

          As blinded blonde brides writhe

          Then eyes will blind us

          And I am a singer in a sea of dust

And I am the goddamn wailer,-.

 

*

As massive massing mindists crash down, then a tangerine town

Ripens like red rain

O, as massive masque rapists hang down, then a tangerine town

Widens in the brains

Uh—.when once dying dreamers drag sheets inside a stain then

As massive massing faces flash, then a finger shaped from men

Sucks slain beds

Ssss.

 

As eyes reel, then blinded boned steel cuts bombs where hens

Roast on a weal,

And, laid, licking lotions lap poppy seeds

And, raised, ripened oceans swim within god’s salt steed

Sss.

 

Dammed, a sea around my fist has

Fierce fingers

O, damned, a sea inside a kiss has sweet venoms

And, lazed, a tree of hissers hires seahanged women when

Laden sea slaves slash

Lashwide dried lemons

Uhh.

 

I will tauten, and gilled cunt coats crap, crap, crap,

And, shortened, a sea of skunk sucks junk, and cats

Cry forever when

Good kittens lap soft chicken

          Sss.

          Old days are strange

          Cold men are stained by deranged

Men and steeples,

And we will erect a sea of peoples

          Lah-

          Ahh

 

*

I will summon up a dreamer from god’s slept veins

O, fat sermons will suck as a drum of god hears pain

Writhing inside an inward seeking sleeper

Sss.

 

I will summon up a rider from god’s slept lover

Oo, I will fatten liars when roped rexed mothers

Feed dolls to faceless fathers

Sss.

 

I will suffer senseless mirrors when a city of leathers

Coats kits in brothers

O I will suck endless fingers

O, eyes will cut endless scissors, and blind feathers

Must hire whores to fires

Sss.

 

I will summon up a dreamer from god’s shot thigh

Lo, I will summon a siren from a candle in my mind

Ah  as reason loses meaning then

Woollen babies cry, cry, cry

La.

 

As we ride inside a stormed sun, then seared men

Wed wives to iced cold winter seasons,

And I will hear again the ghosts inside peahens

Sliding, sliding

Homewards

…

          Empty eagles eat eyries…

          Emptied seagulls scavenge rubies

-lo              

As coins under belts go blank

          Then rich felons will suffer rank

                   Thieved daisies.

 

*

          As I hammer hives into hawed minds, then sweet salt wine

                   Sucks sins from glinting sex sines

And, o, as I hammer hives inside whored rhyme, then sweet salt mines

Delved stone for gilt minds

Ssss     as endlessness ends, then eaten roasted rifles sign

                             Blue spined papers

                   And, lost, a scented cross cuts baptismal razors

                   And, crossed, a sea of loss licks lazy lady flava

Sss   me and mental bairns rock hot tears to sleep

Sss  me and menstrual ferns strut seeds inside bad meat

And rotted pharaohs end Tut where sluts shut Egyptian wheat

                   Laa.

          As I hammer hives into mauled spines, then hot fished limes

                   Bury birds in a tree of dimes

And as dollar men rail, then a wailer in a sea of veils

Suffers clothed grails, and men and madam moon hear too soon

a sealed salty deadly afternoon

and I will bear a bed on a rapped plate where coded shouted tunes

swing, swing, swing

ooo.

          cold killer sleep swathes dolls in shrouds

          and eyes will cry out loud

 

*

O, I will bear you bad bled flowers

Lo, I will jump you, and a sea of ripped towers

Raises dolls from lovers

Uhh.

 

When once kind naked killers crash, then fathers will

Send souls to mothers

O, I will bear you mad text flowers

Lo, ghosts will jack you, and a sea of ripped rills

Will send suns to lovers

Uhh.

 

When once kind naked killers crash, then lovers will

Send foals to Leda,

And a sworn swan of Love sails, sails, sails,

And bad bled lakes cry for feathers

Sss.

 

I will bear you mad messed flowers

La, I will bear you mad flexed crowds, and red towers

Fall and fail

                   Ohm.

          Docked dilly dogmen dream of dammed sleep

Rocked filled fishmen dream of drowning moon sleep

And an indecent emerald hires

Dolls to drained dreaming grave fires

          Ooo

          Cold killer bees sting themselves as

          Old river trees flail

,

Eh?

 

*

O, with my harness buttoned, a sea of sliding cheeks

Cracks like a kissed wind

Sss, with my buttocks buttoned, a sea of grinding meat

Cracks like Mothers

And eyes, eaten, feed on salt feathers

And lazy leopard men delve leotards as rent fathers

Suck coasts from waving mirrors

Sss.

 

O, with my harness ankled, then a sea of burning wheat

Rots inside a stem

O, with a harnessed table made cold as slipped meat,

A sunny sea of hens raises rippers from old jeeps

And my sensual lady is dead as a sovereign baby

And, lashed, sensate bodies cry, cry

La-.

 

What with my mind cut, then men will ride

Inside ticks and sex suicides

          And I will look inside christ’s eyes and share

Blown gods with nice cut sides

And, loaned, as sex ends, then I will seize prayer

                   O.

          As my badly broken body bears snares then

          Balded baby men must

                   Send cradlers where a sea of dust

                   Hears babies rent,

And, old, chilling cullers create cosy cotters

And keen live babies will rock self where rivers

          Ride inside a real life

Sss.

          Lightning saves fire

          Nightjars save us, and a boy in a fire

                   Burns like God.

AHH MEN?

....

ICKLE FEAST (by jim bellamy)

standing on a hill with his head in a cloud, the man in the shroud moves
outside the crowd, and nobody asks him if he's modest or proud. the man in
the shroud, the man in the shroud.

roundabout the world, this turin child
makes sound, and he makes sounds on empty and he makes sound resound, and
nobody cares to question as his vocal blood sings loud. the man in the
shroud, the man in the shroud -
and he never cares to question as his
shrouded ways descry, and he doesn't care to question how his soul lives in
the sky, and nobody thinks to wonder why his metalled mortal wrath lies
riven in the centre of a mettled turin cloth.
the man in the shroud. the
man in the shroud, the man in the shroud. laved God in a cloud?

leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl full of macaroni. leoni, leoni; i've
just met a girl full of macaroni.
on pasta heels, leoni's world regales
the trees in search for pearls; regales the sun in search for ships;
regales the cum in search for crypts. leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl
full of macaroni.
leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl full of pasta pony
leoni baby, leoni blue, roman empires fellow you. leoni baby, leoni child,
roman empires seal your smile, & where the papist thrones refrain into
roman, caesared veins, down comes time and down goes you, ms. leoni
macaroni blue

leoni, leoni, i've just met a girl full of macaroni
leoni, leoni. i've just met a girl full of pasta pony. leoni, leoni, leoni
macaroni. goog-goog-a-choo. leoni, full of pony
are we lonely?

if i could stop the time, then there would be a way to join the faceless
child in fields of yesterday, and there would be such dreams for children
to unfold; dreams of endless burning in meadows manifold.
if i could stop
time, then trendless youth i'd see, and every trendless season would be a
gallow tree, and every gallow tree would be a place for breath; a place
where endless burning would marry my behest.
if i could stop time, if only
time were mine to cease, then everywhere i'd find an eastern lake of
peace, and peace would drown me kindly and peace would drown me well. if i
could only stop the time, then youth should thrill and swell.
time, i've
seen u murder the best of mine and me - now is the time to marry to the
times that cannot see - & i shall see time cease, for time is seldom mine,
and in that time must cease, my mind shall tow the line, and in that time
must cease, all love shall cease to shine.
if i could stop the time, if i
could only live, then desecrated madrigals should celebrate to give, and
time should cease forever, and time should learn to blow a kiss, and time
should earn its pleasure, and know how much a child is missed.

Drank from the artichoke last Sunday, turned against all sin on museday,
spent a little while in a tigron's cage, slavering away against decay; saw
the trainlights spurn to mean, shot against my fused & dead demesne, did
my best to marry on; drank from a choke & sired a ripper son.
i did not
rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate
u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid.
Drank from the
artichoke last Sunday, turned against all sin on museday, summoned up Zion
from a golden stage, danced my mind against love's grade; saw the
trainlights purdah out, shot against my fused & den-eyed pout, did my best
to do my best for u; drank from a choke & broke on thru.
i did not rate u,
no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate u, no, i
never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid.
Helio Bundy, Morrison mane,
why do you drive my mind insane, why does your pick of leather hate sire
against my mental state: helio Bundy, wicked child, why do u rise against
the mild, why do the dirty on light's dream, why rape the child & act
obscene?
Family garden, sickle feast, why put my brain inside the beast,
why take away the loves I had, why spurn away the gentle mad? i did not
rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate
me, no, i never raped me, i did not rape me, little kid: i did not rate
the summer sun enough to save a life begun: i did not rate u nor me at
all, all i did was fall & fall.
Helio, helio artichoke, helio, helio
artichoke; saw it in the news, the child tells lies in hope; helio, helio
artichoke. I did not rate the child I knew, i still don't rate the things
he do: saw it in the news, the child dies blue: I did not rate the things
u do. i did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid,
i did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate the things i did: i
did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rape u, little kid, i did
not rate u, no, i never raped u:
i did not rate the things Love did
Ahhhhhhh.....

****

 

Bellamy 2019

 

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