a further speed-written songsheet

  • A PALEST SHADE (because of dylan thomas?)
     
     
    Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch the den-eyed children writhe,
    sense the screen-fat cholesterol to nothing - in the mind, let wasp-skies
    summon.
    No more zen-tithed warriors at one, just the scam-boys almed
    against the sun; no more truth, no more plain love, just the screen in
    shrouds above.
    Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch the den-eyed
    children writhe; seize the siren in the filmic kiss - in the mind, let
    fusion's fist, set on braining, seizure out of seeing - televisual
    syndicate, let love lose being.
    Searching for summer in the beam of death,
    No Man summons on the bridge of breath: storming into cancer, with
    capricorn a womb denied, televisual syndicate of being alive.
    Televisual
    thunder, fusing as she sunders; televisual king bees, deposing of all
    wonder: with jam-skeined mentals seething under metal, the prison cell of
    creaming lams the scentimental.
    Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch
    the den-eyed children writhe, sense the screen-fat cholesterol to nothing
    - in the mind, let wasp-skies summon. No more zen-tithed warriors at one,
    just the scam-boys almed against the sun; no more truth, no more plain
    love, just the screen in shrouds above.
    in the beginning of poetry's mallow, from first to last, the chiming face
    fawked across the skies laid fallow; one shower of motion sired the waste;
    and, like cyphers in conjunction, muse and fire mixed as they raced.
    in the beginning of poetry's mallow, syllabic & tarry as a filthy smile,
    from the births and heirs of mallow, round the heavens span the child;
    & after came the gyring waters, touched & torched upon rhyme's dial
    in the beginning of poetry's meadow, that set alight the sparring spark,
    time & tide sent forth their fellows, & the tunes of magma's Ark,
    flailing where all seas lay narrow, wired the jaws of jesu's art.
    in the beginning of poetry's swallow, which, from sky-slit aces grooved;
    in the misgivings of the secret brain, rhyme and tide sent forth their
    moods,
    & the runes of madness lammered, & the moon of mourning roared;
    in the beginning of poetry's tarot, before & after was the open door.
    in the beginning of poetry's pillow,
    before and after
    was the open door.
    Where the rivers bend, we see the hero's splendour: Thebeian shapes of men
    in rivulets of cinder: where the rivers gyre, we sense the shape of man:
    Thebeian shapes of wisdom, destruction's in our hands. Stoned are all our
    barricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, we sense
    the seas embalm: down from ashen seances, the ghosts of god assume: stoned
    are all our barricades, stoned womb, stoned womb.
    Later, in light's restaurant, the Lord of laughter lams on by: sickle
    rhythms sunder & siren, transepts sulphur by: where the rivers gyre; where
    the hapless eremite lies maimed, into burning capitals, we sense our
    hearts inflame. Stoned are all our barricades, stoned are all our charms:
    in the palisades of grey, the oceans storm & charm: down from hero logic,
    led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs of scarlet doom, our barricades lie
    staved.
    Yesteryear, the spheres were strong; yesteryear, God's loving lived:
    yesteryear was rilled with song; yesteryear, the passions fibbed: now,
    with eyes on empty, the sickle moon is filled with blood: menstrual are
    our passions & menstrual are the skies above. Stoned are all our
    barricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, the oceans
    storm & charm: down from hero logic, led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs
    of scarlet doom, our barricades lie staved.
    Stoned womb, stoned womb, the palest shade of love is all: stoned womb,
    stoned womb, the palest shade of passion crawls: stoned womb, stoned womb,
    the whitest veil of love is truth: stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we
    get is cloven proof; stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we get is cloven
    proof.
    Sideboard breaker in the side of the mind: a homestead full of slaughter,
    the sun of Hubris shines. Cut from cloven woodchip, with pallish reason
    cast from time, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in
    the side of the mind.
    Sideboard breaker in the heart of the moon: a
    homestead full of water, the river's murder spumes. Cut from cloven
    hardback, with pallish reason severed at womb, sideboard breaker,
    sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in the slide of the moon.
    Sideboard
    breaker in the soul of leavened day: a homestead full of spirits, the
    child of living raves. Cut from cloven woodworm, with pallish reason
    buried in the grave, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard
    breaker in the side of the day. Sideboard, sideboard, sideboard breaker:
    Bo Diddley maimer, song defamer, do you know the world's creator?
    Sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker: tell me, Lord, are you forsaker?
    Sideboard breaker, broken home deranger, sideboard shaper
    (cigarette shaker?)
    ahhhhhhh
    let's boogy for a vineyard snail!
    AMEN?! See Less
    ...
    jdb 2019
     
    endlesss songsheets like this:   i write them all the time!
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    BLOOD SONG (by jim bellamy)


    Bearing loaves & fishes, going gung-ho for the Son, into rooms of tender,
    the moon fires like a gun: set in Cimmerian slaughter, like a flunkey
    diamond filled with chaff, slittering the wrists of daughters, the Ghosts
    of Judas flash. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the
    Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are
    u going to the Summer Seance? Mute in verbal gossamer, snapping twigs with
    zen-eyed glee, pastelling after spider tombs, the Christ of Heroes swims
    the sea: dread is the thunder's whisper, motors thrum in eyes above;
    slittering the wrists of tarantula riders, the Ghosts of Judas deny all
    love. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the
    Summer Seance? Eighteen lazy pharaohs, like sickle spies, cleave pyramidic
    dreams: pyrrhic victory under rainbow, the sword of duty breaks its
    scream: screened on widow windows, like a seminal river maundering by,
    slittering the wrists of iron sidlers, the Ghosts of Judas siren high. Are
    u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
    going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer
    Seance?
    Late in graves of powder, setting no store to the cannon of doubt, sat led
    ded in canyon chowder, the clamerine angels spume & pout: summoning
    sermonics from sulphur, like a wheat-eyed fairy, Mary sighs: slittering
    the wrists of Zion's pariahs, the Ghosts of Judas haunt & fry. Are u going
    to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to
    spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    No more to fields of rapine azure, no more to Indians spitting rhyme: no
    more the gas, the permeable prism: no more the light inside the spine: no
    more the spike-skeined sentries, no more the soldier in the lung: no more
    the leather under breath, no more the lovelorn graves of cum. With beauty
    under cancer, a rose tattoo of bludgeoned fear, the metal Ghosts of Judas
    rise upwards from the spheres. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
    going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of
    abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer
    Seance? Are u going to break thru to spiritual pleasance? Are u going to
    the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    ahhhhh....
    Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run
    -life destroys as peace defines - come take the womb & make it grind.
    knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run.
    The moon gets cold & the stars grow older; no more the moon, just look
    over your shoulder - the darkness maims as the summer declines - no more
    the womb, just destruction in the mind.
    Your palls of white are closing, lady; four palls of death, four palls of
    closet red - night is the madness, all-deposing - no more the womb, just
    destruction in the head - we've seen the summer climbing softly - the
    truth is dreaming, a million tombs behind - no more a life, just birth in
    rumour's posing; no more the womb, just destruction in the light.
    Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the sun, lady, knife the sun;
    knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the goddamn sun. come on a trip
    & the acid heart shall seize; come on a trip & the heart shall greet
    disease; come swallow rot & sense the heart run red; come swallow rot &
    see the child run dead.
    Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife all the men you've ever won;
    knife at the wards, at the hospice in the lung; knife all the men you've
    ever won.
    Loved loud women, always did; loved loud women since just kids; -
    come take this Lord away; loved reeled crime since we raped day.
    Inveigal my territory as if it were sanity, strike at my history as if it
    were air: summon up demons, let music murder me: in the sun's charity, let
    madness flare. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in a
    cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
    sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
    I never knew the sun of
    Simeon, I never felt the world inside my words: truth is all darkness, an
    artless state of sentience: a nightbird in purdah, my soul denies its
    verve, suffers under murder & buckles into sadness, leprous as a sinner
    whose senses curve.
    Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in
    a cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
    sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
    As if I ever knew the
    gunshine of moving, as if I ever knew the bullet laid bare: as if I ever
    knew the riflers at my pocket: seldom knowing any, no God on high answers
    my prayers.
    Pall walls, or is it something close to recusance; something
    close to subvention that makes my soul decry? To search for passion's
    sentence is all & all love's presence: pall walls, or is it fury; more,
    the devil in love's eye? Never finding thunder, just stalking after
    ravens: setting no light to harvest, this song of ether reaps the poor:
    lying backwards in a chamber, seeking moons in wells of night, the life I
    lead is seldom waking, its breastmost way, a cloven spite.
    Pall walls,
    endless under prism; a prison of spectral torture, the gaoler's hands
    decree: sermoned under lightning, struck dumb by passion's raping,
    entombed in endless blackness, this man of bone receives.
    Pall walls
    around me seek to find security: locked inside a cage, the bird within me
    sings: inveigal my territory, strike down my destiny; let go the spires
    that music might win.
    ...
    This is Planet Birth: let no man tell you birth is glad: this is Planet
    Birth: let no woman make you sad.
    Under fire & under azure, Planet Birth
    is all to see: let no man tell you birth is plenty; Planet Birth came from
    the trees.
    This is Planet Birth: umbilical as lust, the cradle's yawn
    disproves: this is Planet Birth: let no child tell you birth's amused:
    under mud & under oil, Planet Birth denies its toil: let no God tell you
    birth is plain, Planet Birth came from the rain.
    Planet Birth, Planet
    Birth, Zioning in the Dark, beneath the earth, like ded zephyrs from red
    skies, Planet Birth comes flailing by: wailing under hammered sirens,
    beneath the sun, the earth must fail: Planet Birth, Planet Birth, let no
    gladness see birth wail.
    In the tombyard, sundergrinding, abortive as the
    Son of Love, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, the boom of blood
    drops here... See Less?!!!!
    ...

    jdb 2018

     ...

    BENEATH THE EARTH


    I recall my mother child, shining in the venturous wild, storming in her
    apple smiles, mother child, mother child.
    I recall my mother kith, smiling
    in her venturous kiss, saving me from darkness come, bearing me love's
    kingdom come. Mother child, Mother Mary, here to bear to birth love's
    theory; here to mould a world of fire: mother child, mother spire.
    Mother
    child, Mother Mary, here to rend away God's eyrie, here to clip the
    eagle's madness, here to rend away God's sadness. Mother child, Mother
    Mary, here to bear to birth love's theory; here to mould a world of fire:
    mother child, mother spire.
    Mother child, Mother Mary, here
    to rend away
    God's eyrie, here to clip the eagle's madness, here to rend away God's
    sadness. Lion of changes, lion of flame, how shall childhood come again?
    Never till the stars go out, never till the angels rout: lion of changes,
    lion of derangement, how shall childhood shend contentment?
    Never till the
    world replies to the pyres within its eyes. Mother, mother, mother child,
    shining in the venturous wild, time shall come, but won't know how, death
    gone after, a Golden Bough.
    anorex, anorex; women r anorex. eat a little, eat a lot, eat a little, eat
    the rot. anorex, anorex; women r anorex. don't matter what u try to say,
    don't matter what u try to do - woman is anorex; woman breaks on thru.
    eat
    to die, eat to fade, eat to wharve away decay; eat the moon, eat the sun -
    eat the endless food of none. anorex, anorex; women r anorex. seen it in
    the cinema, seen it in the streets, seen it under kinema; this world is in
    defeat.
    anorex, anorex; women r anorex. eyes on empty, eyes gone nowhere,
    There once was a man from cork
    who was terribly fond of pork
    he ate thin and thick
    and was terribly sick
    then he popped himself with a fork. ..... !!
    Bearing loaves & fishes, going gung-ho for the Son, into rooms of tender,
    the moon fires like a gun: set in Cimmerian slaughter, like a flunkey
    diamond filled with chaff, slittering the wrists of daughters, the Ghosts
    of Judas flash. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the
    Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are
    u going to the Summer Seance? Mute in verbal gossamer, snapping twigs with
    zen-eyed glee, pastelling after spider tombs, the Christ of Heroes swims
    the sea: dread is the thunder's whisper, motors thrum in eyes above;
    slittering the wrists of tarantula riders, the Ghosts of Judas deny all
    love. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the
    Summer Seance? Eighteen lazy pharaohs, like sickle spies, cleave pyramidic
    dreams: pyrrhic victory under rainbow, the sword of duty breaks its
    scream: screened on widow windows, like a seminal river maundering by,
    slittering the wrists of iron sidlers, the Ghosts of Judas siren high. Are
    u going to the Summer Seance?
    Late in graves of powder, setting no store to the cannon of doubt, sat led
    ded in canyon chowder, the clamerine angels spume & pout: summoning
    sermonics from sulphur, like a wheat-eyed fairy, Mary sighs: slittering
    the wrists of Zion's pariahs, the Ghosts of Judas haunt & fry. Are u going
    to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to
    spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    No more to fields of rapine azure, no more to Indians spitting rhyme: no
    more the gas, the permeable prism: no more the light inside the spine: no
    more the spike-skeined sentries, no more the soldier in the lung: no more
    the leather under breath, no more the lovelorn graves of cum. With beauty
    under cancer, a rose tattoo of bludgeoned fear, the metal Ghosts of Judas
    rise upwards from the spheres. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
    going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of
    abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
    ah..
    Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run
    -life destroys as peace defines - come take the womb & make it grind.
    knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run.
    The moon gets cold & the stars grow older; no more the moon, just look
    over your shoulder - the darkness maims as the summer declines - no more
    the womb, just destruction in the mind.
    Your palls of white are closing, lady; four palls of death, four palls of
    closet red - night is the madness, all-deposing - no more the womb, just
    destruction in the head - we've seen the summer climbing softly - the
    truth is dreaming, a million tombs behind - no more a life, just birth in
    rumour's posing; no more the womb, just destruction in the light.
    Inveigal my territory as if it were sanity, strike at my history as if it
    were air: summon up demons, let music murder me: in the sun's charity, let
    madness flare. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in a
    cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
    sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
    I never knew the sun of
    Simeon, I never felt the world inside my words: truth is all darkness, an
    artless state of sentience: a nightbird in purdah, my soul denies its
    verve, suffers under murder & buckles into sadness, leprous as a sinner
    whose senses curve.
    Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in
    a cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
    sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
    As if I ever knew the
    gunshine of moving, as if I ever knew the bullet laid bare: as if I ever
    knew the riflers at my pocket: seldom knowing any, no God on high answers
    my prayers.
    Pall walls, or is it something close to recusance; something
    close to subvention that makes my soul decry? To search for passion's
    sentence is all & all love's presence: pall walls, or is it fury; more,
    the devil in love's eye?
    endless under prism; a prison of spectral torture, the gaoler's hands
    decree: sermoned under lightning, struck dumb by passion's raping,
    entombed in endless blackness, this man of bone receives.-
    This is Planet Birth: umbilical as lust, the cradle's yawn
    disproves: this is Planet Birth: let no child tell you birth's amused:
    under mud & under oil, Planet Birth denies its toil: let no God tell you
    birth is plain, Planet Birth came from the rain.
    Planet Birth, Planet
    Birth, Zioning in the Dark, beneath the earth, like ded zephyrs from red
    skies, Planet Birth comes flailing by: wailing under hammered sirens,
    when we get out of town, our kids must drown?..
    ..
    copyright jdb 2010.

     

    note: always writing in this vogue!