SOME OF JAMES BELLAMY'S SPEED-WRITTEN RESPONSES TO THE SONGS & POEMS OF 'THE DOORS'/JIM MORRISON
These poems are dedicted to the utmost genius Jim Morrison, original name James Douglas Morrison,
(born December 8, 1943, Melbourne, Florida, U.S.—died July 3, 1971, Paris, France),
American singer and songwriter and great poet who was the charismatic front man of
the psychedelic rock group The Doors.
NEVER MIND!
That every word I've said is sane. No need to fear the flailing rain
No woman here may purge my pain
I'll never see into mad eyes again.
Can you see what you have done by working for the healing sun?
My mind is filled with strange refrains - no need to say sad words again,
No safety in disguise again. The words I speak are taught by hollow men
Who reign on stars estranged from earth by the yellow scars of birth.
The moon is bright and far away. No need for thoughts that do not pray.
This paraclete is untouched by Medusa's foreplay.
No need to know the words we say or hold our hands in strange display -
The world still spins, from day to day?
Can you feature in the films about the moon's conquest
Of madness on the rise from the murdered tameless West?
Walt Whitman said 'go west'. Walt Whitman said 'go west'.
Do not fear the words of the huntress in her carmine vest.
Ride my mind, ride my mind - do not seem unkind and
Ride my mind, baby. Do not rape the blind and
Ride my mind, baby. The mind is cold and its sin is manifold.
Ride the mind, ride the mind - do not kill the blind and
Ride my mind, baby.
The killer he awoke before the dawn and then he rode the thoughts of gloom
And then he rode the halls of wicked Spain
Then he looked around and he saw god's son
He said - " Jesus, you are crucified one billion times. You must go blind!
There is no vacant room here for your feinted fucking painted reign!"
Lost in the mind, with things we cannot feel, and all the things we do must
break right through:
All the things we do must break right through - why hear the shallow schemes men
prove?
The snakehead is calling us, the snakehead is calling us.
Athena rides the thoughts we played when we was young
And Hera speaks about the women girls have laid
No safety in disguise again
I'll never look into your serpent mind again?
This is my mind. Do not be unkind. This is my mind, this you will find -
That every word I've said is sane. No need to fear the evening train
Man's mind is filled with strange refrains.
I'll never find a way to seize this mind from day.
The snakehead is calling us, the snakehead is calling us.
Estella, where you sharing us?
No need for safety nor surprise. God's mind goes wide??!
The mind is the best the mind is the best.
Walt Whitman told us all to take the highway west.
Driver, touch the wheel
Driver, touch the wheel -
Do not taunt nor steal?
The snakehead is calling us, the snakehead is calling us.
Medusa, tell us, why do you catch the rural bus?
Driver, touch the wheel, driver, touch the wheel
Do not taunt nor steal.
This is my mind. Don't be unkind. This is my mind, This you will find
That every word I've said is sane. No need to fear the fallen veins
No safety in disguise again
I'll never look in to mad eyes again.
The snakehead is calling us, the snakehead is calling us
Medusa, tell us, why do you take the rural bus?
Rural Bus, Rural Bus -
Do not trust the words mankind has driven into dust.
Rural Bus Rural Bus -
Driver, drive this school-room in to words men trust.
Rural Bus, Rural Bus -
Drugged drugged drugged drugged by twelve blue eyes,
Worthless words spit from the serpent skies.
School-bus School-bus School-bus -
Estella, meet us at the back of the classroom.
Fuck Fuck Fuck
KILL KILL KILL.
This is my mind. Don't be unkind. This is my mind, this you will find -
That every word I've said is sane. No need to fear glad words again.
Desperately in need of some mad preacher's game
I'll never look into mad eyes again.
This is my mind. Do not be unkind. This is my mind - no safety in surprise again No need to fear mad words again
This is my mind. Do not be unkind -
Pray Kill me?
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PAID Copyright © JEDB, 1991
THE END REVISITED written by jdb 2005.
(after The Doors' "The End") same no. of lines as the bona fide "The End"
Dastear & Bellamy, 2005
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ESCALIER 2 (re. The Doors' 'The End') more than 135 speed-written lines.
"Here come the solemn brontes we always watched them come and their mad eyes always glared
And
they read 'Bibliobus'??!!
This state is unkind, do not read my mind This state is unkind, do not think again
No time to fear the mortal sun No time to watch the falling rain
This state is unkind, do not think again The
madness of sin strangles with pain
The softness of lies and deaths hereafter Injected with stars, this city of shame
Sodomises fields, filled with grain.
The brontes were bibliophiles The brontes were bibliophiles I saw
the gorgons standing where
The classroom screamed with laughter.
Driver,
touch this steering-wheel Driver, touch this steering-wheel Do not taunt nor steal
Do not taunt nor steal I saw the classroom scream with laughter
The son of man lies half-stoned where Mankind takes a long vacation
And
characters of sand lie near The glassy eyes of the staffroom.
The green-line bus calls us The green-line bus calls us
The Brontes were bibliophiles Their students read Escalier
I saw death's classroom scream with
deadly laughter.
The mind awoke, with a shake, And taunted death then strangled pain I see there is a rolex-drink
Worn on the wrists of mad children And children have no mind-thoughts
And their teachers are insane Waiting
for the renal brain-drain.
The brontes were bibliophiles Their students read Escalier I saw the gorgons standing where
The classroom screamed with laughter The mind is just too goddamn good
The mind is just too goddamn
good The brontes were bibliophiles James Joyce lived in a Martello Tower?!!
This state is unkind, do not read my mind This state is unkind, do not think again
I'll never see into the eyes of the insane I'll never see into the eyes of the arcane and i say, once again,
That the brontes were bibliophiles
And death's Students read Escalier
I saw the classroom scream with laughter OO i saw the glassrooms shrill for lady easy Fathers
Do not read my
mind - instead, kill me.
Do not read my spine - instead, fill me with cobra crones and curried sugar-chromes
Do not dare heed de Time - instead, wash a wallet under sloanes and take a camera for a groan..
Ev'rybody turned
the light down Ev'rybody please turned the light down: Tom Baker
Means Sweden Ehh? Did James Joyce lived in Germany or did Virgina rule god's book-makers?
Ev'rybody turned the lights down
Ev'rybody please turned the goddamned
Light down Ohhh:
Tom Baker means Holland: Ophelia holds a hollow candle
There
are films to groan Films to moan Films to snare Cartons to drink from
There are kilns to stone Files to hone with canny fanny-thumbs
There are films to own Dreams to loan Films to share macadam and bones
..
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please every single babby turned the light down
Tom Baker is a
triptych wasp; Jamieson means 'Osnaburgh'?...
If these words seem stupid Accept your sex is strangled If your parents lisp
Please lie with the devil's emptied children
Ev'rybody turned the light down Ev'rybody please
turned the light down
Wet sex is dimmed.
Fielding means
Housman Housman means H Auden means Phil Larkin; Ohm!
Red Tatlin drank don perignon,.
If your teachers are stupid Please lie for your children
If grey preachers seem rancid, then go cry after crazy cats and evil chickens.
There are films to moan Films to groan Films to snare Cartoons to shrink from.
Mind
is too long Mind is too long Mind is just too goddamned long.
If you hear from your parents Please lie with your children
Stockholm means Tom Baker Jamieson means Osnaburgh.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody
turned the light down
Ev'rybody please turned the light down.
There
are films to groan Films to moan Hamlet was Hamnet
Shakespeare thrilled his children Ophelia was a buzzing wasp.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rybody please turned the light
down.
Flesh is eaten And fleshes are children Bread cabins burn
And
brandies are salved By the tears in love's eyes.
Boards must break Beds benite The penis of the hollow moon.
If you make no sense Please accept that you have tried
To poeticise the fields of rhyme
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rbody please turned
the light down.
There are rolex drinks And milks to drink from
Candles
to burn Bibles to kill.
Take the highway west Take the highway west To the fields
To the fields
To the Aalu-fields.
Ev'rybody
turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Tom Baker means Norway This perfect place is shrunken
I frequently used a candle.
Stockholm means bastard Children live for zero Scissors and knives die in
Germany.
The easter foods for xmas rot: Ides Will shadow wrought iron
If
your teachers were stupid Accept your words are polos
Do not devour the lotus-flower.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Dylan Marlais Thomas was the Elohim James Joyce lived in an
expansive tower
Ev'rybody please turned the light down.
The
zero deed, the shuttle need, The eunuch seed spurts from shaved shoe-leather
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rybody please switch the light off
Here and Now!!!"..
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copyright jdb 2005.
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ONCE UPON A MIND
Once
upon a mind, I dreamed in a nightmare
of a world of eyes & a world of flares;
there, where the leaves fell madly from the trees,
i sensed eyes cleave into madness & despair;
and here there were eyes that slithered in black
& here there were eyes that danced on their backs,
& where time loitered & flew quite away,
my memories were cloistered in
the eyes of decay,
&, o, what a world was here constrained
in the eyes of the spheres & the ravaging rain:
ah! what a wasteland was here seen,
where the waifs & the strays slid into eyeless dreams:
as if from a cloud, or some native
place of tears,
the shroud of deception serried into fears...
forest forge of metal heroes:
deep in
dogday crucifix, the ark of summer burns;
like a tauran epitaph, with destruction slit in mind,
under domes of lightning, the dreams of
summer grind.
Coda lantern, language in denial -
light, what for the hearse of God?
In which room of leather, under which dark wing of tides,
beneath which summer river, does the dark
avenger ride?
Spatial summer, stabbing force of
fuse inside the head:
wind swiper, sweeping softly, how now shall recusancy tread:
what for the metal peeples, the hedoned
herods under glass:
what for steepled injun stones,
what for bones beneath the vast?
I am the one who opened the sun, I am the one
who opened the moon,-..
...
I am the one who opened the tongue,
I am the one who opened the
womb,
I am the one with eyes on empty,
I am the one with zen-tithed skin,
I am the one
with eyes on enemy,
I am the one with lizard sin,
I am the one with snake-skin sentries,
I am the one with snake devise,
I am the one with
the no.
on my casket,
I am the one with
rattlesnake eyes.
Spatial summer, endless sunderer,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me penury,
shend away the spheres
behind all wonder,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me century;
rend away the asp, the Abaddon sheet,
rend, shend, bend; burn the summer from
my meat.
I am destruction, a circuit circus
turning endless:
I am seduction, the bud of Oedipal demise:
777 is the no. on the transept, 777 is the no. on the drum
777 is the no. on the signet, 777 is the no. on the gun,
777 is the no. on the
magnet, 777, magenta blood is all,
777, the snake of ashen conflict: 777, the serpent thunder
on the crawl. ..
&, one day, in opening your door,
the strange
sun?...
uh..
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Copyright JDB 1999
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NOT TO TOUCH ON BIRTH (after Not to Touch the Earth)
Not to touch on birth, not to seize the guns,
nothing left to do but murder
as we run - let's run, let's run, let's run
Beneath the roman rill, womb is rotting still
meadows in red breeze,
death beneath the leaves - let's murder as we run,
let's murder as we run; come on, babe, let's run - Run with men u do not
know, run with pirates, thieves & crows - never cease till
time let's go -
run with pirates, thieves & rogues.
The mercury man is one million moons
away: serried in the hand, the graveward world decays:
serried under fire,
tombstones fry: let's run, run, run; let's run against the god's eyes
Run with
men u do not know, run, run, run; never let love
go - never cease till
death must flow - run, run, run; never let love grow.
Some routlaws pray
by a cell in the spine; the pentecheuchal daughter
is a maiden doing time
- life schemes forever, life prays as living maims - gone west as Hero's
slaughter, the ark of heaven stains.
Blood is
a Bible, blood is aspen
rhythm; blood is the spectrum that shends away the prism - routlaws,
doubtlaws, men inside the mind - the pentecheuchal daughter is a maiden
doin'
crimes. No man knows the heaven's reason, no man knows the heaven's
treason - No Man breathes beneath the mystic earth - No Man is Man & Man
is smirf - I am the schiz swing, here to
cure a gold ring; I used this wing?
Ahhh murder me with your flava and your power
uhhh snap my city razor
la, cut a kissed wasp-flower
the patient of Adromeda is interfused with swinged
dog deaths and canine statues
run with me, run with me: let lobbed masses
swing for the pirates, the thieves, the crows
ehhhh?
hedons hear hearsed fallen ashes
dragging dolts from fuel-tongued hashes
and the keen ghosts of sex-sundered veins
cum deeply for
chapped daughtered doctored sex war
cum, come with us:
claim life inside us as a gaoled daddy dreamed bus
STOPS
Dead!..]
uh!
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copyright jim bellamy 1999
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This Is The Time
this is the time, this is the time -
the time of graves in the mind.
this is the time, this is the time -
i'll never save you from the wind.
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time.
this is the time,
this is the time -
the moons above do not define.
this is the time, this is the time -
the stars of summer fail to climb -
this is the time, this is the time -
i'll never save u from the wind.
this is the time, this is the
time,
this is the time.
this is the time, this is the time -
the time of madness on the grind -
this is the time, this is the time -
the serpent in the sea of mind -
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the
time.
this is the day -
the storm of sadness fails to save -
this is the day -
the storm of sadness flails to rage -
this is the word -
the shended winter on the rise -
this is the day, this is the day....
this
is the night -
beneath the web of thunder,
translucence spirits worlds apart:
no more the way it was when young,
just abaddon's counterpart.
the sea of death is reigning
over hills in galilee -
build your ship, for
u shall need it -
build your ship of death...
this is the time, this is the time -
the time of our elaborate spines -
this is the time, this is the time -
i'll never save u from the wind -
this is the time, this is the time
this is the time.
in the word, in the whirl,
in the never-ending swirl:
in the tide, in the rain,
in the never-ending brain:
in the maw of the war
that rages on the shore:
as much as death divides,
the way
ahead must claw.
this is the time -
the time of dreams that never come -
this is the time -
the rended way in orizon:
if we seek the lunar temple,
what for the men who do not care?
if we seek the lunar temple,
what for the sirens in the air?
this is the time, this is the time
this is the time, this is the time -
no more the stars, just death run blind -
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time..
went out to seize my
woman -
the way ahead was wealer-deal -
went out to seize my woman -
the way ahead was neon steel.
the archer's skein is burning,
is burning cancer-black:
went out to seize my woman -
the night behind was
pearled
in strap.
this is the time, this is the time -
i'll never save u from the wind -
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time.
& out where man is living
for eight long miles of endless spite,
the spirit
in the Northern Wind
lies raving where there is no night -
for loves that live forever,
for spaces rilled with river dreams -
for all the birds of pleasure -
each way man lives,
his woman screams.
this is the time,
this is time:
the sickness in its neon spin:
this is the time, this is the time:
the mad, the bad, the madamed kin.
to raid the dark, to reap the blank -
no more to seek just time to die:
to find the iris in its clique,
to move the stone of jesu's cry -
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time -
for chiliads of eastern truth,
the day ahead must seem uncouth.
this is the trime, this is the time -
i'll never save u from the
wind -
& in the word, & under all,
and in the word, & with The Fall -
beneath the sap of christ in bud -
the bracken spiels
against the blood.
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time.
this is the time, this is the time,
this is the time.
this is the end
of
rhyme.
......Copyright JDB 1998.
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THE ELEVENTH HOUR
The voice is slow and deliberate at first, then
Meanders into a spindling notch of a horse-whisper
And the room sways and the candle-dark
Contends and gutters.
"Davies?" says the Voice,
"If you can hear me, give us a sign!"
"Davies?" says the voice
"Davies!" at once hissing and commenting,
"Davies! You must tell us about the War!
Why did they shoot you?
How exactly did you die?"
"Davies! Davies! Give us a sign!
Davies! Knock once if you deserted!"
Captive, we place our hands together as,
Pie-eyed and delirious, we squint
Beneath the candle dark
"Davies?" says the voice, "Davies?
Can you hear me love?"
And it is then that the knocking begins.
From far below us, somewhere whence
Nothing stems, a shocked rapping
Proceeds to galvanise us all
Into a fearful temper
And the rapping grows stronger, and
The rapping reaches a coursing crescendo,
And the rapping thrums about the whole of us,
And the rapping causes us to clench our gathered hands
In a sweaty orgy of incandescent terror
And the rapping at once gutters out,
And we are left extinguished by the nature of this mortifying world
As the candle dark splutters
Into neon divisiveness.
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Copyright JDB 1998.
FUSION HRS (FROM A MYSTICAL PSYCHODRAMA The Parable of the Preacher Man) 256 speed-written lines. Copyright JDB 1998.
Flowers, towers, fusion hrs,
magnesium rotors, helio powers;
palisades of burning light,
skeins of fission, endless night.
Towers turned ashen, Asian madness,
forging Zion, lion of sadness;
limitless dolls of metal, spurning,
Israeli sun, Holocaust yearning.
Flowers, towers, fusion hrs,
hatchets, signets, zen-tithed suns,
domesday stories, scarab drums:
flower of plenty, flower of pain,
flower gone empty, enemy brain -
in the window on death's widows,
endless spume the hangman's pillows.
Flower of duty, flower of passion,
flower of sadness in confession:
from the sun, red spheres unite,
on the run, red spheres ignite.
In the hearse of storming fuses,
haloes purse in cryptic uses;
danger manger, sulphur sermon,
in the darkness, death is certain.
Flower, multisony, petal's mission,
flower, multisony, green-skied kisson;
flower, power, tower of maiming,
in the mind, all thought's deranging:
in the angelled eye of time,
angled flows the spirit line;
in the rivers
of the moon,
angled flows the drumming womb;
in the axis of death's love,
carring axles bear black gloves:
in the wick of Herod's name,
carring candles burn in shame.
Light destroys, night defines;
in the flames, fission climbs;
in the veinmost ark of fear,
fission climbs & deaths endear:
harpish son of modern man,
on the run, destruction lams;
in the timepiece on love's shoulder,
madly trips the minor's moulder:
in the canyons, under anvil,
madly furls the spirit wrangle.
Like a beast beneath the mind,
fusion hrs define love's spine;
like a beast beneath the womb,
fusion hrs define red doom;
in the hills of petrol music,
fusion splits the atom's permit;
in the rainbow, under fission,
fusion deifies & christens;
in the prism, under water,
spectral fission drowns in mortar:
flower, tower of burning flux,
under oceans, deaths construct.
Wreck of Christ, Deustchland scream,
in the furnace, madness gleams:
latent spume of panic's mania,
in the furnace, madness slavers.
Dead in veins of funeral summer,
past all passion, rifles sunder;
murder, purdah, flower of sadness,
under anvil, light strikes madness:
in the sequence of time's tearing,
stuttered fire the guns of staining;
flower of fusion, flower of murder;
purdah, murder, den-eyed stirrer;
flower, tower, river of delusion,
time must come, but time's confusion;
time must come, but won't know how,
death, denuder, time's last vow.
Moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened bone,
tomb, moon, summer sky,
i am the one who opened die -
here today, gone tomorrow,
gone westways with autumn's sorrow -
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened moan.
moon, tomb, summer lie,
i am the one who opened cry,
summer sun, winter croon,
i am the one who opened doom -
here tomorrow, gone today,
gone with winter, stormed away -
moon, tomb, summer sun,
i am the one who opened come;
tomb, moon, summer gun,
am the one who lung -
here with scissors, here with rumour,
i am the one who opened humour -
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened drome.
summer skein, mystic cry,
i am the one who opened spy -
here today, gone tomorrow,
gone westways with no-one's sorrow -
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened groan,
moon, tomb, summer stave,
i am the one who opened grave,
moon, tomb, summer spine,
i am the one who opened crime -
under water, under season,
i am the one who opened reason
- moon, tomb, summer levee,
i am the one who opened prayerfree.
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened Rome,
moon, tomb, summer sphere,
i am the one who opened tear
- here together, here as one,
together ever, one on one,
i am the one who opened love,
i am the one who opened glove.
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened loam,
moon, tomb, summer slave,
i am the one who opened stave -
in the graveward art of number,
i am the one who opened thunder -
storm of music, storm of murder,
i am the one who opened purdah;
moon,
tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened chrome.
moon, tomb, summer rave,
i am the one who opened rage -
inward seeker, sentient christ,
i am the one who paid the price -
here today, gone tomorrow,
gone westways with no-one's sorrow
- westward ho, westward dreamer,
i am the one who opened river,
westward river, westward tribe,
i am the one who opened live -
under spring, under seizure,
i am the one who opened fissure
- here today, here forever,
i am the one who opened pleasure.
moon, tomb, summer stone,
i am the one who opened dome,
moon, tomb, summer State,
i am the one who opened rape -
under horsehead, under hero,
i am the one who opened Nero -
friend to every, friend to low one,
i am the one who opened crow one.
moonsign, sunsign, starsign kith,
i am the one who opened kiss,
starsign, moonsign, sunsign manna,
i am the one who opened hammer -
no more no man, no man none,
summer sun lives on the run -
moonsign, sunsign, heaven drift
, i am the one who opened fist.
this is all the worlds we know -
moonfist, sunfist, flailing snow -
this is all the worlds we gain -
moonfist, sunfist, flailing rain -
this is all the vein of summer -
moonfist, sunfist, alien drummer;
moon, tomb, summer sky,
tomb, womb, summer high;
summer seance, summer ghost,
i am the one who opened host.
no more pain, just passion's proof,
no more rain, just fusions couth -
moon, tomb, summer sizer,
i am the one who opened rider;
under water, under music,
love is love and love is permit -
love is grace and love inflames,
love lives on beneath the brains -
moon, tomb, summer stem,
i am the one who opened gem -
here today, gone tomorrow,
gone westways with no-one's sorrow.
No more summer, no more love,
no more sons of rainbow doves,
no more fear, no more madness,
no more fear, no more sadness -
moon, tomb, stone of choosing,
i am the one who's days are losing -
no more peace, no arks to maim,
i am the one who opened name.
moon, tomb, summer silence,
i am the one who opened license -
no more the streets of scarlet hue,
just the streets that broke on thru -
under summer, under seams of gold,
i am the one who opened fold -
no more
love, no more pain,
just the temple under mane.
love is death, death is choosing,
choice is death and death's confusing -
i am the one who opened December,
i am the one who opened member -
under lamb, under shepherd grease,
i am the one who opened fleece -
here today, gone tomorrow,
westward angels do not follow.
moon, tomb, summer light,
i am the one who opened night,
moon, tomb, summer score,
i am the one who opened door -
under mortar, under shine,
i am the who opened dime -
here today, gone tomorrow,
westward angels do not follow.
moon, tomb, summer road,
i am the one who opened toad,
moon, tomb, summer kith,
i am the one who opened drift -
under rain, under scarlet scanner,
i am the one who opened grammar -
here today, gone tomorrow,
westward angels do not follow.
moon, tomb, summer shape,
i am the one who opened ape,
moon, tomb, summer stain,
i am the one who opened maim -
stars denude, moonfields fellow,
i am the one who opened yellow -
under water, under river,
westwards angels gyre and shiver.
No more death, no more schemes,
i am the one who opened dreams,
no more breath, no more any,
i am the one who opened many,
no more summer, no more rock,
i am the one who opened lock -
here today, gone tomorrow,
westward angels do not follow.
moon, tomb, ilex, angle,
i am the one who opened wrangle,
moon, tomb, ilex, lung,
i am the one who opened none -
no more love, no more leaving,
i am the one who opened breathing,
no more fusion, no more science,
i am the one who opened defiance.
moon, tomb, womb, summer,
womb, tomb, moon, thunder,
womb, moon, springside hitler,
i am the one who opened mitla -
no more can the heroes bring
death to death and wing to wing,
no more can the angels sire
seraphic strangers from their fire.
Weep, wane, rondha rumble
, wane, weep, foam disemble,
wane, weep, den-eyed mist,
i am the one who opened list -
under chapel, under cavern,
under chapel, under ravine,
i am the one who opened nought,
i am the one's whose ways were bought.
moonsign, starsign, summer code,
starsign, moonsign, summer lobe,
no more love, no more the empty,
no more love, just heaven's sentry.
moonsign,
starsign, summer raid,
i am the one who opened brave -
love lives on beneath the tides,
love is death and death decides.
......Copyright JDB 1998.
WHOOPS, I SCARED U
Whoops, i scared u; i guess i always did. Whoops, i scared u since u were
just a kid. Whoops, i scared u; the sun is in the sky. Whoops, i scared u;
i guess i almost died. Whoops, i scared u; tomorrow is a shore. Whoops, i
scared u; tomorrow is the Law. Whoops, i scared u; destruction is a chain.
Whoops, i scared u; seduction breaks the brain. Womb of summer, womb of
madness, rend away these skeins of sadness: under hammer, under natal
blood, rend away these lizard buds - come, let searing scissors swim -
never die till death gives in. Whoops, i scared u; i guess u always knew.
Whoops, i scared u; i scared u out the blue. Whoops, i scared u; i scared
u with devise. Whoops, i scared u; i scared u with my eyes. Whoops, i left
u; guess the seas are red. Whoops, i left u; guess red seas are dead.
Whoops, i left u; guess the creatures wail. Whoops, i left u; guess the
seasons fail. Womb of summer, womb of sadness; womb of fusion's scientific
madness, come, let woman crawl upon her knees; come, let chilldren suffer
under weed. & she smokes a star and she smokes a car & she smokes a
diamond behind red bars & her baby's bad & her father's a god & her lady
man wields a golden rod & she does her best to die away & she does her
best to turn bright grey & she doesn't care for reptile shit & she does
her best to heal the sick & she smokes a star & she smokes a car & she
smokes a diamond behind red bars & she lives in the hills & she lives in
the rain & her lady man is a million summers vain & i guess i scared her
since she was old & i guess i scared her since she was told & i guess i
meant to & she's going south & i guess i meant to & her soul is in my
mouth. Whoops, what happened; why didn't u care? Whoops, what happened;
what happened to prayer? i saw the cars, saw the vehicles ravel by - what
the hell happened to the roads in the sky? & i scared my woman & i scared
my mother & i scared my peeple & i scared my brother & i scared all the
folks who'd ever lived to kill & i scared all the folks who wrote me a
will & i do not care & i do not care to think & i do not care & i do not
think to blink & i do not care & i do not think to mind & i do not care &
the skies are going blind. Woman! baby! child beneath blood blue! woman!
baby! child beneath red hue! woman! baby! tell me what to do;
tell me what
to do or else break thru; tell me what to do or else break thru. Whoops,
she scared us, i scared her; whoops,
i scared us, she scared her; whoops,
no more, just stones inside; whoops, no more, just wicked brides; whoops,
no more, just
wicked eyes; whoops, terror, whoops, derangement; whoops,
feather, whoops, containment; indian summer, doctor of estrangement;
indian summer, doctor of displacement! No more love, no more news, just
the rider singing the blues - no more love, just leather kings; no more
love, just menstrual wings - & she smokes a car & she smokes a star & her
husband's a devil & she's behind bars & they know & they grow & they
always did & they learn so fast & they have no kids & she is he & he is
she & there is just no more to see & he is she
& she is mister blood &
there is no law, just bones in skies above & there is no law, just bones
in skies above
& there is no law, just bones in skies above.
.....
THE GRAVEWARD DREAM
i sensed
so many people die - inside their minds, the winter raved.
i knew the word inside the world - so many men, so many.
i sensed
the Earth about me change, from life to death, to deity
i sensed so many people die. so many men, so many.
**
loss, denial, death, reproof:
stunning the sun, the word is real.
beneath the rain, inside the brain,
dark as winter, dreams denude.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I must know, the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
the light that flails below the mind,
is seven more than death behind;
& should the witness in the cave
console the seas, the sun would die.
loss, denial, death, reproof:
shended come the ides of breath.
dark inside the deity,
words in words are
cold as theft.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I must know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
the orison, without a wheel,
can only rend away love's spiel:
each way the winter raves aside,
the phallic heist can only ride.
the warden in the steeling blood,
has nineteen eyes, all bust in bud.
the graveward dream, the gravward dream;
& I should know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size
away the stars.
I saw the woman in the wreck
depose the moon inside its seam;
so many man, so many girls:
this earth of fire is bound in pearls;
& should the sickness in the rose
lie shended with the heart deposed,
then man & child would live forever,
raving where all death is pleasure.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I must know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
the blackness,
in the lobes of theft,
lies riven with the arcless mind;
so many truths must come to none,
as rended as the mourning one;
& should the witness in the rain,
lie serried with the graves of pain,
no man nor child would come on home,
to greet the reaper in the dome.
the
graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I should know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
loss, denial, death, reproof:
the murderer is on the
roof;
the word lies railing, in a cage,
as cruel & cold as hero's age.
the cosmos sees no cellves ahead,
nor rakes away the golden bed;
nor man nor child come close to kill
the seraph on the neon hill.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I should know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
i saw so many
children die,
i saw so many peeple fly -
the doctor in the iron kiss
lies serried with the graves in fist.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I should know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars.
the graveward
wish, the naveward stage -
the cellves of time can only cruise,
away, where death must deify,
away, where death is real.
the graveward dream has scarlet skeins,
as native as the scarlet brains
of crime & cause & red macadam:
the world inside, is duel abaddon;
& should the day I came to see
the winter in the casuistry
reveal the witness in the light,
the life inside
would reap the night.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I should know the graveward dream;
& I must know the face of god,
& greet the aaron in the rod.
the
shended day, the rended way,
the crucifix, in iron sun -
all, the christ within the vein
must raid the womb of everyone.
there is a word that no-one speaks,
nor any heart can choose to seek -
eyes have known the heart of death,
eyes have opened, eyes have screamed -
the idol in the church of lies
must reel away, or else not die!
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I must know the graveward dream;
& I must know my meadow-child,
& i must seek the endless wild,
& i must know the ligron's whirl,
& seek the sinner in the furl,
& man shall come, & man shall live,
& love shall rave, forevermore,
& where the moon is out of sight,
the ark of dreams shall raid the bright,
& christ shall cut & christ shall groove,
where girl in man deprives the mood,
& light shall live, forevermore,
where graveward sickness knows no war.
the graveward dream, the graveward dream;
& I must know the graveward dream;
must rage, where love can only
size away the stars...
......jdb 1999.
....
ARE
U GOING TO THE SUMMER SEANCE?
Bearing loaves & fishes, going gung-ho for the Son, into rooms of tender,
the moon
fires like a gun: set in Cimmerian slaughter, like a flunkey
diamond filled with chaff, slittering the wrists of daughters, the Ghosts
of Judas flash. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are
u going to the Summer Seance? Mute in verbal gossamer, snapping twigs with
zen-eyed glee, pastelling after spider tombs, the Christ of Heroes swims
the sea: dread is the thunder's whisper, motors thrum in eyes above;
slittering the wrists of tarantula riders, the Ghosts of Judas deny all
love. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance? Eighteen lazy pharaohs, like sickle spies, cleave pyramidic
dreams: pyrrhic victory under rainbow, the sword of duty breaks its
scream: screened on widow windows, like a seminal river maundering by,
slittering the wrists of iron sidlers, the Ghosts of Judas siren high. Are
u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance?
Late in graves of powder, setting no store to the cannon of doubt, sat led
ded in canyon chowder, the clamerine
angels spume & pout: summoning
sermonics from sulphur, like a wheat-eyed fairy, Mary sighs: slittering
the wrists of Zion's
pariahs, the Ghosts of Judas haunt & fry. Are u going
to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to
spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
No more to fields of rapine azure, no more to Indians spiting rhyme: no
more the gas, the permeable prism: no more the light inside the spine: no
more the spike-skeined sentries, no more the soldier in the lung: no more
the leather under breath, no more the lovelorn graves of come. With beauty
under cancer, a rose tattoo of bludgeoned fear, the metal Ghosts of Judas
rise upwards from the spheres. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of
abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance? Are u going to break thru to spiritual pleasance? Are u going to
the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
.. jdb 1999.
LAMERICA
(KRYPTON SPACE-ENEMY?)
interhouse. here today, gone tomorrow, gone westways with no-one's sorrow.
we are the soul inspectors,
we are the soul defectors. eyes on empty,
LAMERICA, eyes like twenty, LAMERICA. in the house, under house, over
house, interhouse. where guards refuse, the words push through, where
guards refuse, the words disprove. in the house, under house, over house,
interhouse. here today, gone tomorrow, gone westways with no-one's sorrow.
fusion, confusion,
denusion. confusion, fusion, delusion. in the house,
over house, under house, interhouse. over house, under house, interhouse,
endless house. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LA
Child, LA Wild,
LA Wild, LA child! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! denusion,
fusion, confusion. confusion, denusion, fusion. denusion, fusion,
confusion.
LAMERICA! (Collusion). LA Sun, LA Womb, eyes on empty, eyes in
tomb. graveward manna, graveward mania. LA Womb, LA Labia. under house,
over house, over house, interhouse. seek the sick
before they die; ever
seek till angels fly. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! krypton sex empery. LAMERICA!
LAMERICA! voided state of century. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! siege seed thunder
under love. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! gold bead empire under glove. interhouse,
under house, over house, splinterhouse. cimmerian sucker, phaphosian
number. interhouse, under
house, LAMERICA Rumba. fire beneath fire, world
beneath whirlwind. chemic priest of blood, alchemical pearlwind. LAMERICA!
LAMERICA! wild child rumour. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! wild child
humour. source
of chimera - the lamb of love lies whipped to death. source of ephemera -
the lamb of love lies whipped by breath. summer knows no centre, nor do
any
chieftans gyre. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! romantic sickle wire. interhouse,
over house, under house, splinterhouse. splinterhouse, sphincterhouse,
endless inter-questing house. the monday men
are coming in, along
comesIsis, cold as sin. beneath the rose, the world lies spielling.
beneath the robe, the snake lies reeling. world on fire, sun on fire, moon
on fire, endless fire. the word of god is martian surrender. world on
fire, this birth's no splendour. moot accord of eaten women - womb under
womb, the gate is open.
the fence of death is wrought from laughter -
herod, give me light's hereafter. interhouse, under house, over house,
splinterhouse. tender come the schemers, rended is the night. bird
of
tomorrow, take me on your flight. naughty demon lover, naughty demon lady
- heroic is death's century, as dead as heaven's baby. denusion, fusion,
delusion,
denusion, fused confusion. LAMERICAN Dream, pyre under pyre,
LAMERICAN Scheme, fire under fire. eyes, first optic of the box that
sweats. eyes, first optic of the rock that wrecks. eyes,
as endless as
the hunter's suffrage. eyes, as endless as the neon meadows. eyes, this
girl gathers shells for her furies. eyes, this girl farms the shores for
truth.
eyes, no man is the endless sickle sentry. eyes - underhouse, the
fire's uncouth. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! fist the fusion,
make her scream. LAMERICA! the serpent dream.
LA Child, LA Wild, LA Wild,
LA Child. the home is burning, let the winter come. the home is burning,
let the madness come. the home is burning, as wicked as the sea. the home
is burning - let sulphur be. the home is burning, as trendless as the
dawn. LA Wild, LA Child - no more peace, just form.
........
jdb 1999.
**
of the mural thrones; summoned up love from a sonic state of screams;
sired into red steeples the graves of endless dreams
& the Mojo's riding,
& the Mojo's riding: the Mojo's riding
in an automatic tomb, an automatic
tomb, an automatic tomb, an automatic tomb.
Well I took a little reason
from a summer gun, let fly the seed of rages & summoned up the sun;
summoned up murder from the freeway in my brain; sired into red steeples
the graves of endless flame.
& the Mojo's riding, & the Mojo's riding: the
Mojo's riding in an automatic tomb, an automatic tomb, an automatic tomb,
an automatic tomb.
Sickness schemes its thunder high, cloven rockets
pierce the skies: up with angels, mania thrums; in cranial beauty, demons
drum. Past the palace of descent, in widow windows, under vents, as the
Lord destroys all love, God's eremites deny their blood: sickled in the
ships of hell, shopshadows whistle down the cells; no more blue love, just
trendless shame, just endless whispers in the brain.
& the Mojo's riding,
& the Mojo's riding: the Mojo's riding in an automatic tomb, an automatic
tomb, an automatic tomb, an automatic wound-
Mistress maiden, Madam Death,
in the Ark, let thunder's theft, like a sword of azured light, sever wings
from angelled night: Mistress maiden, Madam scarlet, in the Ark, let
thunder storm: under Phapos, let God's darlings rape away the Golden Dawn.
& the Mojo's riding, & the Mojo's riding: & the Mojo's riding
in an
automatic tomb, an automatic tomb, an automatic tomb, an automatic tomb: &
the Mojo's riding, with city spirits driving, & the Mojo's dying...
GARY SKIES 2 by jim bellamy: new form?
Gary Skies, i've been painting me the gary seas gorilla taping all the rings that slide inside a poppy tree
o Gary Skies, i need know why blue Gary Skies cut opal seed
lo
gary gary gary./..
bad boys, pistols and plums, - makes my heart seem
chilled as mute apples up above
o
Gary Skies, i've been painted me the gary leas vanilla caping alll of the kings which heed gold hanging babylon babies....
oo a bed of bone digs cellves as dogdayed teas
reel inside the East
la la la la...
they put pills in our motorcars -as cat-cured sunned war drove crowed stars then we danced inside rocked sleeved
sleasy ratty reeds
&
we rained adown inside a seagulled town .. O-YA
the sons of lovers leapt high - ah, clowns caressed berry bombs & the Ides of Death tricked a salt sound
to sea-hang funeral facing chicken dons ?/
gary skies, oo, gary slides - we've been
weeping, weeping the sleeping mind of God hears gold weed
& a daggered steed raises Gary from Laden Ladies
...bad boys raid the radios teased toys raise light's rodeos &, oo,. vagina hill is close behind such mod mumbos must be fucked
-
mind winter goes to Hell
Gary Skies rings a prison-bell
& bad Mummy studies fist-ducked
keen cavvies of men & woollen
scope-sheeted rosed women....
oo Gary Skies, i've been painting me the gary seas gorilla-taping
all the keys which drive
inside the poppy trees
oo gary skies, i'll never know why gary dies
oo gary, gary, gary-.,.
gay gobbed horses net a naked room, as wives
widen into Buddha...
la la la lahhh uhhh././
bad boys,
pistols & ploves makes my heart seem the heart of a rose bad girls, pistils & plagues makes my heart seem as old as the grave
& old handed weepers raise gary skies from out his gary sleeves
& we jump for a stereo's noisy need
,.
Gary was god's Minotaur
Gary was love's centaur spy
Geary Gary was god's kitchen door
Glad Gary heard the Mission asking why
men and Ghosts get high...
-i-i-i-i-
self is a Lie??
..
gary gary gary skies never needsto
answer why gary gary gary skies Nobodaddy licks the tides
& we run to sleep where a green Ide
locks kiosks into fingers.....
..
Fishy men of Alcatraz
study dry eyes..
Lo
GARY SKIES....
...
Copyright JEDB 1994.
...
& I WILL LAY THEE DOWN
& i will lay thee down in a cuckoo-cage
& i will ravage sex with lumber
o i willl lay thee down
& when the slides of christs dam rage
then eyes will lay thee down in sex-age
when once an oceaned promontory slaves
after sex & ruin
then the arks of screw-ins will
dedicate dolled hearts to a stroking hill
& i will lay thee down in a cuckoo-cage
ah, i will suffer thee under
easy lips & lamping northed thunder
& ice will squeeze you
& a heady north-ship will spew you
over & always under
dark masks & dunny dilly Father....
O the hands of the
sage
limb-lock lovage where a tree's stave
will sup a gold supper- & bent lays
lam us when god's tundra
shows no idle mercy.
& i will shake you under oven-burning
& we will take hay long when
snaped cradlers
issue men of yearning
studying for a cuckoo cage..
this side of the dark, a rider of the dark
dons a feather & a sky
lo this city dart dazzles daddy's mark
& a cuckoo face will sear cooked sky
& ken will cage
an oiled house
Ahh...
the budded brined wrists of old Mars
suck a cloth from out the moon
& sizzlers of a salt tryst
heap holdals where a starry mist
misses tar-roomies!
...
when wide of the past & stained
then timeless carriages
ravel into old times
& i will marry youth to tines
& the robin's coat will grind
away, away, away
& i will lay thee down in a cuckoo cage.
~
*
Copyright Jim Bellamy 2019.
**
VOCAL BLOOD
standing on a hill with his head in a cloud, the man in the shroud moves
outside the crowd, and nobody asks him if he's modest or proud. the man in
the shroud, the man in the shroud. roundabout the world, this turin child
makes sound, and he makes sounds on empty and he makes sound resound, and
nobody cares to question as his vocal blood sings loud. the man in the
shroud, the man in the shroud. and he never cares to question as his
shrouded ways decry, and he doesn't care to question how his soul lives in
the sky, and nobody thinks to wonder why his metalled mortal wrath lies
riven in the centre of a mettled turin cloth. the man in the shroud. the
man in the shroud, the man in the shroud. the man in the shroud.
leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl full of macaroni. leoni, leoni; i've
just met a girl full of macaroni. on pasta heels, leoni's world regales
the trees in search for pearls; regales the sun in search for ships;
regales the come in search for crypts. leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl
full of macaroni. leoni, leoni; i've just met a girl full of pasta pony.
leoni baby, leoni blue, roman empires fellow you. leoni baby, leoni child,
roman empires seal your smile, & where the papist thrones refrain into
roman, caesared veins, down comes time and down goes you, ms. leoni
macaroni blue. leoni, leoni,. i've just met a girl full of macaroni.
leoni, leoni. i've just met a girl full of pasta pony. leoni, leoni, leoni
macaroni. goog-goog-a-choo. leoni full of pony.
if i could stop the time, then there would be a way to join the faceless
child in fields of yesterday, and there would be such dreams for children
to unfold; dreams of endless burning in meadows manifold. if i could stop
time, then endless youth i'd see, and every endless season would be a
gallow tree, and every gallow tree would be a place for breath; a place
where endless burning would marry my behest. if i could stop time, if only
time were mine to cease, then everywhere i'd find an eastern lake of
peace, and peace would drown me kindly and peace would drown me well. if i
could only stop the time, then youth should thrill and swell. time, i've
seen u murder the best of mine and me - now is the time to marry to the
times that cannot see - & i shall see time cease, for time is seldom mine,
and in that time must cease, my mind shall tow the line, and in that time
must cease, all love shall cease to shine. if i could stop the time, if i
could only live, then desecrated madrigals should celebrate to give, and
time should cease forever, and time should learn to blow a kiss, and time
should earn its pleasure, and know how much a child is missed.
A SIGMA SEANCE
1.
Spatial summer - led ded asteroids collide & bruise: a comae on a fender,
like ashen love, our vehicle lords disprove. Set
red beneath the hashpipe
- a sigma seance - the ghasted gods conceive: spatial summer - like
wicked truth, the ark of
death deceives. Demnotic mumma, semen drummer,
when once the ghost began, what news?
In which angled park of angels;
beneath which road did time confuse?
Under dicta, under spanish fervour,
which the sword of light
that carries us back home.
Spatial summer, sunder, thunder; dogdayed rite, which way love's dome?
Spatial, the sickle, first purdah ghost of israel; spatial, the number,
the cretaceous hero's war; spatial, stained suckotash, skein of
ultraviolet; spatial, adolf stickla, the scream behind the maw.
Spatial, demeter, ruined ruby of red sacrifice; spatial, the void, the
glove-gleamed scent of hero's death; spatial, the winter, the staining
artifice of emptiness; spatial, spatial sumner, doom deriver in the fuse
of breath.
Whispered acritudes in ferment, such are the fusions love can't keep: sat
in churches full of eagles, led ded as
summer, death dements our sleep.
Sapt at veinmost, thundered under metal, scarlet under sadness, our
laughing heroes wail.
Like a womb-tomb ghostling, burned where birth is
madness, a knifeling in a rumour, this spatial summer rails.
Spatial summer,
drummer, sunder, thunder - slammed in hatred's hand, the
Freudian chieftan rules: sirened under mania, in a bonded state of
failure, under dreams of empty hallways, hallucination spools. Spatial is
our fusion, spatial, our confusion: spatial, sickness summons; in petrol
pools, we hear light's flames:
spatial is our rumour, the coming of all humour:
spatial, our cloven vestuaries, our
schemings under rain.
Licking the phallic towers, coming down from dementia,
our spatial drum, denied in beats of maternitizing
scream, like the
druggard gut round the heart of the sun, dignifies the ghoul in the pastel
wards obscene;
slitting wrists of powder, letting no ghost go.
Spatial summer, drummer, sunder, thunder: slammed in hatred's hand, our
summer truths forego.
Spatial, the sickle, first locker ghost in scarlet;
spatial, the number, the cretaceous hero's war;
spatial, drained
suckotash, skein of ultraviolet; spatial, adolf stickla, the dream behind
the maw.
Spatial, demeter, ruined ruby of red sacrifice; spatial, the void, the
love-lamed scent of hero's death; spatial, the summer, the staining
edifice of emptiness;
spatial summer, doom deriver - led ded fission under breath.
Spatial summer, zero thunder, spatial, spatial summer:
spatial summer, delusion; fusion sunderer,
spatial, spatial summer.
2.
Meadow baby logic, madam hypnogogic: baby, lady, Sexy Sadie's rocket; for
these bad fruits, I rail
& sail into a century of masochistic sockets; &
then the shogun berry rolls, rocks & rolls adown my pickled chin, & meadow
baby is Sexy Sadie & Sexy Sadie sires me
a meadow wind, & meadow is mellow
& meadow is yellow & meadow baby logic is a chinless halo, & meadow baby
is Sexy Sadie & Sexy Sadie is meadow baby king.
Meadow baby logic, madam hypnogogic: baby, lady, Sexy Sadie's rocket;
gorillas going sonic are the sermons in a bonnet, & meadow baby,
crabber-locker
lady, is pornographic sonnet to the sea, & pornographic
sonnet is a rocket going sonic & rocket going sonic is a mad oak tree, &
Sexy Sadie is crabber-locker lady & crabber-locker
lady is meadow baby
spring & crabber-locker springtime spreads its wings.
Meadow baby logic, pornographic sonnet: baby, lady, crabber-lock laconic;
if
I take me to a dance, shall the crabber-lockers rave; if I take me all
a prance, shall a crabber lock my grave? & if Sexy Sadie ain't meadow
baby, might the crabber-locker lady cry?
& if meadow baby ain't Sexy
Sadie, might the crabber-lockers reach the sky? & if meadow baby ain't a
crabber-locker lady, where the hell might Sadie fly?
Meadow
baby logic, crabber-lock bubonic: sonic, sonnet, proof-reading in a
bonnet: Sexy Sadie, crabber-locker baby, sonic, sonnet, crabber-locker
tonic: if the meadow flies, shall the meadow
maidens rise, or shall meadow
mellow eyes come tumbling from the skies? For a meadow is mellow & mellow
is halo & halo is as mellow as a yellow blade of grass, & meadow is
halo &
meadow baby yellow is Sex Shakespearo & Shakespearo under glass is meadow
baby logic, is the hypnogogic vast.
3.
I've been driving all day long, I've been driving past all wrong: tell my
wife I won't be long. Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel. I've been
driving home to you, I've been driving wheels of blue: save my life, for
now I'm through. Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel. At the wheel,
time's timeless cell sees into you as roadways pass, sees into you, as
dead motels empty their pities into the past. Asleep at the wheel, I
hardly dare suffer enough for God this day: as I go through gears &
tunnels, I return to no true fray. Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the
wheel, Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel. I prefer telephone to
home, pendant home, telephone: tell my wife I'm all alone. Asleep at the
wheel, Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel,
Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel, Asleep at the wheel.
GOODBYE SON......
4.
Spatial summer, spherical azure void:
in the screams of endless
thunder,
time's red asteroid,
like a scarlet sickle rumour, lams aside the sun:
like a womb of endless number, the tomb within us drums.
Moon, dawn opus,
forest forge of metal heroes:
deep in dogday crucifix, the ark of summer burns;
like a tauran epitaph, with destruction slit in mind,
under domes of lightning, the dreams of summer grind.
Coda lantern, language in denial -
light, what for the hearse of God?
In which room of leather, under which dark wing of tides,
beneath which summer river, does
the dark avenger ride?
Spatial summer, stabbing force of
fuse inside the head:
wind swiper, sweeping softly, how now shall recusancy tread:
what for the metal peeples, the hedoned
herods under glass:
what for steepled injun stones,
what for bones beneath the vast?
I am the one who opened the sun, I am the one
who opened the moon,
I am the one who opened the tongue,
I am the one who opened the womb,
I am the one with eyes on empty,
I am the one with zen-tithed skin,
I am the one with eyes on enemy,
I am the one with lizard sin,
I am the one with snake-skin sentries,
I am the one with snake devise,
I am the one with
the no. on my casket,
I am the one with
rattlesnake eyes.
Spatial summer, endless sunderer,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me penury,
shend away the spheres behind all wonder,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me century;
rend away the asp, the Abaddon sheet,
rend, shend, bend; burn the summer from
my meat.
I am destruction, a circuit circus
turning endless:
I am seduction, the bud of Oedipal demise:
777 is the no. on the transept, 777 is the no. on the sun,
777 is the no. on the signet, 777 is the no. on the gun,
777 is the no. on the magnet, 777, magenta blood is all,
777, the snake of ashen conflict: 777, the serpent thunder
on the crawl.
No more for news, no more for blues,
no more for vendors on the rise,
no more for news, no more for clues,
no more the summer in disguise:
no more the idol empty,
no more the graveward mind,
no more the angel emery,
no more the razors
in God's spine.
I am the sun, the Cimmerian guardian:
through doors of gold, my haloes razed away:
I am the one, the Cimmerian guardian:
through doors of gold, my heroes broke away.
End, crucifixion, the lizard in
the nave of death,
end, crucifixion, the lizard in
the nave of breath,
end, crucifiction, the lizard in
the nave of tears,
end, crucifixion, the lizard of
the graveward spheres.
Spatial summer, here today,
gone like sorrow's number:
like a cobra in a cave, the tiger's guile
destroys love's thunder;
like a river full of fusion, the spatial summer's
a fist in bud
spatial, spatial, spatial summer,
gone away like hero's love.
spatial, spatial, spatial summer,
gone away like hero's love.
..
Are we on the knife-trip?
Copyright JDB 1999.
WORLD ON FIRE
World on Fire! Look at the plans we're making: World on Fire! Look at the
stands we're taking: there's
nothing to do but go away & meet the flames
of another day.
World on Fire! Look at the hands we're making: World on Fire! Look at the
hearts we're breaking : there's nothing to do but melt away & greet the
many pyres of day.
World on Fire! Wheels take the brunt of aching: World on Fire! Fields
shake the shunt of making: there's nothing to do, we're all on fire: no
man may beat except on fire.
Wheels within wheels, ice within ice, shields within fields, Christ
within
Christ, man within man, womb within womb, mass within mass & molecule.
World on Fire! Look at the plans we're making: World on Fire! Look at the
stands we're taking: there's nothing to do, we're all in the fire; where
blows
a flame, the pyre grows higher: there's nothing to do; we're all
aflame: where pall-bays flow, the price is flame.
Wheels within wheels, ice within ice, shields within shields, heist within
heist, man within man, doom within doom, mask within
mask, tomb within
tomb.
World on Fire! the wheels take the brunt of sharing: World on Fire! the
spiels shake the shunt of breaking: there's nothing to do, we're all on
fire; the taste is true, we're on the pyre: there's nothing to do,
we're
all aflame: where choices blow, the price is fame.
THE UNSPOKEN WORD
It's an unspoken word at the base of the brain that everybody deserves
just what they constrain; an unspoken word that chilldren suffer
time: O
it happens world over, but no-one seems to mind. It's an unspoken word in
the centre of the dust that each of us perverts just what consoles our
lust; an unspoken word that misery is fine: O it happens world over, but
no-one
seems to mind. It's an unspoken word in the swirling of the sun
that nothingness accords just what we've never done; an unspoken word that
life is merely crime: O it happens world over, but no-one seems to mind.
It's an unspoken word in the
wastelands of the womb that everyone is
stirred by the madness of the moon; an unspoken word that tyranny must
shine: O it happens world over, but no-one seems to mind. It's an unspoken
word, a deadly word between us all that emptiness conserves
our only
clarion call; an unspoken word that poets seldom rhyme: O it happens world
over, but no-one seems to mind.
LICHEN
I am silk, I am ancient lichen: in the villas of the night, I am the power
of Zion. I am the teacher
& the weather in the light; the preacher & the
pilgrim, the reaper in his might. I am the soul to you; the dictum & the
drum, the chuff & chaff of grain, the mitre & the sun. Where I fall to
earth, I am the gentle rain;
the harpstring & the birth, the doctor in the
brain. Come to me on a weary night, & I shall show you yore: the musket,
drum & pike, the devil & his shore. I am silk, I am ancient lichen: I am
silk, I am ancient lichen: I am
silk, I am ancient lichen: the power of
Zion.
EYES OF WROUGHT DEVISE
eyes of wrought devise, eyes that swim the tides, eyes that never care,
eyes that blind with prayer; eyes in summer moons, eyes in summer tombs;
eyes, eyes that despair, eyes, eyes have no heir. music, take my sun away,
music, let my people play, music, let mad eyes now see, music, come, let
madness be. eyes, these are the LA dunes, eyes, these are the scarlet
rooms, eyes, these
are the sonar flares; eyes, these are the eyes of air;
eyes, eyes that seldom do, eyes, eyes that break on thru, eyes, eyes that
live to kill; eyes, eyes that seldom thrill. music, take my sun away,
music, let my peeple play, music, let mad
eyes now see, music, come, let
madness be. eyes on empty, eyes on fire, eyes on empty, eyes of wire, eyes
on empty, eyes of pain, eyes on empty, eyes of rain - i have seen the
summer dream rape away the eyes in scheme - eyes on empty, eyes
of fire,
eyes on empty, eyes of wire. music, take my sun away, music, let my peeple
play, music, let mad eyes now see, music, come, let madness be.
Copyright JDB 1998.
PALL
WALL
Inveigal my territory as if it were sanity, strike at my history as if it
were air: summon up demons, let music murder me: in the sun's charity, let
madness flare. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in a
cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
I never knew the sun of
Simeon, I never felt the world inside my words: truth is all darkness, an
artless state of sentience: a nightbird in purdah, my soul denies its
verve, suffers under murder & buckles into sadness, leprous as a sinner
whose senses curve. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in
a cage, the bird within me sings:
inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings. As if I ever knew the
gunshine of moving, as if I ever knew the bullet laid bare: as if I ever
knew the riflers at my pocket: seldom knowing any, no God on high answers
by prayers. Pall walls, or is it something close to recusance; something
close to subvention that makes my soul
decry? To search for passion's
sentence is all & all love's presence: pall walls, or is it fury; more,
the devil in love's eye? Never finding thunder, just stalking after
ravens: setting no light to harvest, this song of ether reaps the poor:
lying backwards in a chamber, seeking moons in wells of night, the life I
lead is seldom waking, its breastmost
way, a cloven spite. Pall walls,
endless under prism; a prison of spectral torture, the gaoler's hands
decree: sermoned under lightning, struck dumb by passion's raping,
entombed in endless blackness, this man of bone deceives. Pall walls
around me seek to find security: locked inside a cage, the bird within me
sings: inveigal my territory, strike down
my destiny; let go the spires
that music might win.
PLANET BIRTH
This is Planet Birth: let no man tell you birth is glad: this is Planet
Birth: let no woman make you sad. Under fire & under azure, Planet Birth
is all to see: let no man tell you birth is plenty; Planet Birth came from
the trees. This is Planet Birth:
umbilical as lust, the cradle's yawn
disproves: this is Planet Birth: let no child tell you birth's a muse:
under mud & under oil, Planet Birth denies its toil: let no God tell you
birth is plain, Planet Birth came from the rain. Planet Birth, Planet
Birth, Zioning in the Dark, beneath the earth, like ded zephyrs from red
skies, Planet
Birth comes flailing by: wailing under hammered sirens,
beneath the sun, the earth must fail: Planet Birth, Planet Birth, let no
gladness see birth sail. In the tombyard, sundergrinding,
abortive as the
Son of Love, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, the womb of blood.
EIDERDOWN GIRL
eiderdown girl, in her eiderdown world, furled
under furls, with petrol
face inclined; what for the words you wreak against the birds, what for
the winter you sleep within your words. eiderdown girl, furled under
furls, with petrol face as cold as pearls; what for the number, what for
the thunder, what for the summer in your distant rumba. eiderdown girl,
furled under furls, eiderdown girl, as
old as the world, eiderdown girl,
furled under furls; eiderdown girl, eiderdown girl.
THE DANGEROUS MOONLIGHT
I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight,
I'm in touch with the dangerous
moonlight; see, see, see how I just don't care, living in touch with a
dangerous heir. I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight; don't stop me,
I know I'm right - the moon comes up, the tomb spins round, living in
touch with a dangerous sound. I'm in touch, I'm in touch, I'm in touch
with the dangerous moonlight, I'm in touch,
I'm in touch, I'm in the touch
with the dangerous moonlight. don't stop me, for I'm in love with the
dangerous powers and the dangerous blood, with the dangerous powers and
the dangerous sea, with the dangerous you and me. I'm in touch, I'm in
touch, I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight, I'm in touch, I'm in
touch, I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight.
I do not go where the
men must go, I do not flow where the women know; do not fly where the
angels cry - I'm in touch with the trees, and so I die. I'm in touch, I'm
in touch, I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight, I'm in touch, I'm in
touch, I'm in touch with the dangerous moonlight.
Copyright JDB 1999.
NURSES OF SADNESS
TRY TO HEAL BRUISED LIES?
nurses of sadness try to heal bruised lies
o a box of deadliness snips grabbers
& a beam of wilfulness mocks flown fathers
.
once aside of us, where a star-lit leader
rode on Leda's back,
then we swanned after xmas...o, fevers
wash sex down when old male craps
cook dirtied rolled potato
..
nurses of sadness vie for killers where
rites reap a
radio from idle sea-stairs
.
o
the widening bedders of a mucking mane
rot where lions burn
o, a tree of iron yawns after fens & pain
pomades dolls wth fathers
^& i shall jack my fathers?
slaim boats spring
towns ahh- we rain
down, down, down
& fossils of mermen will always drown.
yeah yeah yeahhhhh
!!!!o o oo oo la la
eyes issue blind tissues
.. hands fear rams & coded red nudes
wash three hot hands
o eyes
issue blind tissues
wivers of radios turn a Digital drip
deeply down where riddles
rock for swung sense
ah
easy cuddlers carry pain where lips
run dry..
FOUR HEADS
FALL AS WE
SLEEP
four heads fall as we weep after
cabinet halls
o five devs fall as we sleep under
citied gold brawls
ahh
night-strokes bang in blue lumbers
oh a tree of green times
trips for thunder
ahh
ghost men with
sea hands sunder
all gods & all rings...
the trippers of the hill trilled sing for
slain silence
o a slitter of a hot ring must score
pain-painted violence
& a sea of guns shots a sex-store
/
when once we murder
eyes then
will shall supper for starved hens
& gemeralds of fear
must rock and roll where tears
ignite candlers
..
too keen to die, alone, saviours
must sweat for siren gods
& we drug a fat fire & we layer
rude rulers of cliffs & curved sods
eh.
LEADERS OF BALSA WOOD
DON LOUD FEVERS
leaders of balsa wood don loud fevers
o,. fathers of eagled blood
sweat for a miscarriage
o, & we rise from
wheat as marriage
separates curd from whey
where we turn to day, then we stray
deeply down inside a cage of stayed
boncy gold graves
..
leaders of balsa wood axe red knees
& a bine of flava bloods faceless steeds
to mare-high pony plays
& we have horse-statues in our heads
& we have mule-sude shoes under beds
..
where we turn to grieve, then we lay
hot rocky sirens.
osiris under horus ingests apex flowers
o, eaten fathers
fawn to tv powers & a bone of sin
swings for razors
& we sing for sunny feather-dimmed
birdy boxed blayers
osiris under old dust worships winds
& a vast cat's soul
taunts her holy mold with spind
scissor grass
...
leaders of a balsa blade bed wine
& we scutter for true comb-kind
/
.O
JINGLRS OF DEUS DRIPS
DREAM OF A DUNNY WORLD
jinglers of deus drips dream of a dunny world's
intensive bay
of creams
la a bod of Zeus nips a screen & wild pearls
swing, swing
ahhh
i have suppered for nude thieves.. & kings
napper after mined trees.
..
once again, friends, where we jump hymns
then we rage for brigades
of dolly gyms
& we learn about a face where bled bees
slapper a bedded dancer....Oh, we will see
odes to anal canals made cold as girls
& we will stun christs & we shall unfurl
bodying bruisy carpets where rugging dweebs
dollar for bones & dried scissory
slashers of rats & canine mirror-seed.
....
jinglers of deus drop deans under Loss
& mnethna's daughters drool on the Cross
& a dude of winters heats a sun's bossed
sandle-fire
...
we have come to understand nothing
. ahh we have cum inside love's thrumming
& a bed of wights lights up fay thumbings
.,.
Endless men shake when emptiness ends
dolled up with grease & papery dead friends.
O AS WE LINGER UNDER SWALLOW-SPITS
o as we linger under swallow-spits then we raise high
the masses of lifeless sea-spies
-& a road of runes counts the devil's beat as lies
loll inside a spleened tongue
..
once aside the dead, we overtook a car's eye
o, as we burned love's sea then we swarmed sky
& a baited shipper has no good mien, &, la, dives
dollop a ginger squat upon a nest of lungs
..
o as we linger under willow, then
we sear gums
& we chomp as we chew
& we supper for lips where red-headed guns
shoot aside a brassic nude...
lemurs lap a layer of loss as a baker's snoods
snapper for nice mean slides
& we leap away from cheesy cunt-cries
& we watch swirls sweeping under rude
body aces...
On a sea of mites i tottered under milks
o aside eye-whites, where i span, silks
softened my world with a pyramid...Ilks
held my headpiece way up high as felts
dammed
a dolly heel with glassy sea-pelts
..
once upon my mind, i swam for devils
la, la, i am love's grind & i swig hovelled
green greased glasses
.& whittering washes ram fairy idols
^& ideal odals of Americans cap rivals
with
a walrus lantern & a beetle-suit..
.
when juicy ivories worship emperies then
keen heated ebonies sing for god's men,Ahhh
once upon lopped swine, i overheard Mamma
spoon-easing raping hearts to holy DaDa
..
On
a sea of mites, i teetered under hilts
o aside spired tights, i harnesses red kilts
& i will always sun-love a celtic sea-tilt
ehh...
THE CABBIES IN A CAVE
ARE WORKING NEAR US
the cabbies in a
cave are working near us
& we, pled for age, have to pay for dust
& we lean against a tragic bone-fire...Tusks
shoot god's elephant
& we swig from a sea-rant
& we kick lungs....
once inside a wolf, a bomb of
winter slants
against a sperm-scrammmed bud of plants
& eyes ride to the right
& eyes ride to the left
& we are left to own the waxer's theft
& we are lent to deaths loaned cunt..
i heap my hairs up high when
gold junk
spunks up, up, up... Ahhhhh
we are the whales we knew...Old monk
melts within a pan of pulley wind &
we cook a false dinner for a blue scar
..
eyes in eyes ease a tree of glass
into red macadam.I will heed glass..
eyes in eyes will sadden
easy boys with pearly tears...Masks
must city-shroud a ben of fears as fasts
find anorexic gods made thin as masts
/./
On a sea of mites, i remembered when
lippy had smeared coats upon children
&
we wove a dammy damsel when hens
donned full-frontal music.
As fullsome music has hens
cracking at an egg-wind, then
bad boys must taper for stereo ostroegen.
la lahh uhh unhh unhh oooo
do we taste rain as she calls
ooo
do we do a crab for balls
....?/
the sun is out of times when
all blue egits fill winter-men,.
END..END.. we chatter as we bend...
yeah...yeah..yeah... amen?!!!
THE CHUCKING HEADS
OF KEEN
CURVES
the chucking heads of keen curves
lay waste to gallowed heaven
o the sun's wet heat burns...& cold burrs
bollock for optical birds
..
when once we dream of raisins
then we bake a sweet-eyed prison, oh
once upon a jack, we danced for clothes
& we hear hirelings
draggling for seers &false ceilings
...
the chucklings beds of tentative reason
have no true meanings
& we swiften for creamings as odes
cut seizure-ships from county robes.
nurses of curing hate heal over
headed cut lovers
o, a horse in racing seals after
doctors of healed laughter
when once we chant, then ghosts
collonise a body-stain
& men & kids will always
host
dizzy evil parties
...
nurses of curing rapes peer inside
woven beaks when
slayed grained miction rams
dollars for pursing tribes
.
oh we must hear a solid moon
crying, crying, dying
..
ooo
AS WE PART
FISHY TIPS
as we part fishy tips then we wish for
guilty feline female mermen
o as we gut fishy nips then we fish for
openings under peahens
.
when once we go inside, then doors
may have to open
on the meek
& i have learnt about deaths..Wards
warp a nave as an altar reaps
mental dead Gods..
as we part fishy frips, then we fish for
eaters of wide wetted church-crawls
& we must pray for prayer
& we must
cry for lost air
..
once we enter in to dust then we
saunter when a bowl of naves cross
mad men & old history.
bowels of flowers fix a flashed life to
chapels of truths
& we study truth when holy nudes
mess
us with bad boys & dilly snoops
& a nuke of loops
sinks a coil into mushed grounds
& we swagger after humming coops
..
washing men haggle for rolled newts
o, as blue earths wed an eft to suits
then we suffer glan's
fever
..
bowels of flowers fix a fast christ to
mettlers of mess & money
uh...
we will study heat as we hear truths
cutting pretty liars.
if those pretty lies come near me then i shall
summon death for skies
o if coded cities end me, then i will writhe
& a bay of bone brawls after celled minds
..
once aside a stave, i sweated after swine
ah, a peach of plum pealed lemon & times
dolloped tape on crossed eyes
& i heard
heroes jeering at fast mines
.
eager eaters of Japan cry for sun-grimed
evil God...& god is freed & god is slimed
the dogdayed dolor of a dune-man drugs
easy liars with eaten lugs
o as faces think of a swung jam then
old clogs click where dolly women
stop dead
ahh
we have the names by heart.. Old men
sweat cold glass as
we summon dollars from british glass
& we are dodged under mills
& we are swabbed under hills
&
we will listen out for windmills
ahh
the digger of dangers drops the past
underneath graded killer cadavers...Masks
melt for pillars
& we arouse rivers when seas of flasks
drown no more.....Eaters of sadness
starve...
WE WALLOP WHERE
WE WALLOW
we wallop when we wallow
ah we gallop under trees & a widow
funnels for sheer bells where dark shadow
drops sex inside a tank
what with biscuits in cisterns
& what
with silk-lips in a u-bend, then
hot grey wank has never had it so good...
we wallop when we wallow
la we dollop dirty soups inside shallowed
dogdazzlers
& we rob a rolling smile from meadows
& we glance aside the mirrors
& our mirror stands upon a hill
...
native ladies to pain trap Isis as rills
swarm up for a storm of fishy frilled
winos whose ginny body appears filled
with u-bends & candy pistons
...
what with hens on fire, we
will iron
love's pluperfect face
& Aaron suppers space as old Zion
must shield whores from Israe
.. & we draggle for loaned space
Ah?
LIMEY LOATHED TREES
limey loathed trees that weep under
widows
hears a heated mind-cat
mewling after droned wives of sex-bats
& we suffer wine when a glass of rats
capture collies with five hands
...
when once a sea of minds drops, then
a star-dyed transfer of spined chicken
must rock a glass bar
...
limey loathed leaves sleep under mallows
& we heed snapped stairs
& we fall down a fatal snared
blown british body?
when once a bine of sparks fuels prisms
then we see arise a feline-moon
& we suffer trippers of titty prisons when
dogdazzlers walk wavy digger dunes,
.,.
i have seen the death of day dreaming for
faceless dolly iron... & as we snapper rooms
then we stride down emptied hallways
O as the
empty binaries of Britain bend
endless nuked balloons
then we study strippers as we die..
odes to rivals suck tit cartoons & lies
loop a dancy dressers down blind tides
.
once, when we lost night, then cocoons
daubed
a doggy prancy chin-hen
slopping vavoom where a sea of gems
ginned after dolors of deathly runes
..
eyes inside eyes will terminate wives
lo, a stall of scribes sells mess to tides
& olden odals anoint a urine-bride's
cat-depressing
sauna of bread-bites
..
O as the families of England end
then pushers ply after guilty gin.
AND I HAVE USED
A ZIMMER IN A STORE
.
and i have used a zimmer in a store
and i haver accused
easy shoppers of melting into war
and iced chilling buns
serve
a candy cave to sweet lungs
a bedside table has to shatter
all bedside books and dreamp-smatter.
Deaths drip for cock
Sex
fucks a clock
and we have the city names by heart:
the dullards, the boobies
uh uh
and i have used a zimmer inside a
focal
local pluperfect cinema
and ideal whores wee in a car
and men under women succour
a vast bald head
.,.
a bedside candle always causes
intense and fatal fire.
Daring dotty darlings drop fire
and a gob of a real God
stops
old Heaven.
good and excellent mad-minded reason
lays keen hands upon
good and fantastic man-woubded
rolls of
fattening mind-guns
o a bird of prey
summons up a chicken feast
and cold rainbows fall in the East
a bedside candle
burns up when
houses catch fire
a shed of eyes scatters ferns
under forced fatal chinese burns
O
i have seen
at close of endless day
the statues of pure midnight
and i toast the sun
and i toast sad rain
and the moon must
always pray
.
keen grey stars look down.
Death becomes us
Sex hears sound on a red bus
and
a seam of sheet lust drowns
THE IDEAL HUSBAND
OF A RAPINE WOMAN
the ideal husband of a rapine woman
raises sex from drums
a ideal old wife of an asexual son
raises death from children
and a bob of a head hears the guns
shining in live young
O a hymn of praise swings for lovers
O a skin of day
swings for false Lord Jesus
eyes eat under
wind-wells
spies spew kodak as cities swell
up, up, up
beneath a blind sky
and ideal male killers cry, cry
and wedded sails
set a dead boat afloat
and a car of rage drives a milk-float
these hollowed days when I
crammed my fingers in a pussy-pie
must linger on forever and ever
Uh
ODES TO DROWNING
DOLPHINS
odes to drowning dolphins
drag a patent sea for fire
odes to drowned endorphins
drag a latent lea for a pyre
and we tread upon a pyre when
old apes and old men
cause shitting to happen in public
eager riders of grey lips
ride upon a flyway of desire and
guilty sand men
drop sand upon wailing eyes
and eager bridlers
mount
blue horses where bikers
speed into tigers
..
the moan of a murdered tomcat
hastens to set light to fat
the
groan of a sundering old bat
abuses sonar
and we sleep for a dying day
and we reap soft toilet paper
because we
cut our hands
because we cut bollock hands
because we feel for islands
we will surely deify
dizzy singers with genius-wives
..
the sealer of a bad bald body
tit-feeds a tomtit with a baby
o a bench of rocked tench slides
inside
an evil paedophile tribe
,
THE EASY RIDERS
OF THE CITY RAIN
the easy riders of the city rain
crane down
upon a dreary salt-train
the easy riders of a city skein
drags hot christs for
coded teeanged salt-war
and a neon
pool pisses upon grain
and a xerox fool
shines upon an eaten body-bed
O
the islands of a sad mind mentalise
swinging vined baby wives
and a bud of flame
answers to a dead christ. O, veins
cut into a Lady
and
the easy riders of the city rain
crane down upon a dreary ghost-train
and we watch an infant fairground
dying as merry children
chant a blue mantra
O
the easy lovers of Numbers hears pain
washing sex with window-panes
ah, trafficking traffic lights
rotate
upon a bench.
Death becomes us
Self benumbs us
..
ruddy fatal factories suck upon dust
bloody
faked promontories
sharpen skulls with husks
and eyes seize bed-vision when musk
hisses across cold kray-fish
..
END
I WENT TO A DEADENED
SHOP
i went to a deadened shop where
i used a gun for spending money
i went to maddened cop-shop
and my eyelids turned inside out
and my penis got sex-blinded
where
xmas and easter shout
out aloud in a christmas fayre
easy lazy female sex-shows share
eager hot cum with
slashing crazy prigs
and a night of pain summons air
and a mind of rain
sheds false clouds
,,
eyes
turn in
sky turns out
dead curves spin for naked crowds
and a star of life
looks down upon a female christ
and bad intensive head-ache
swills a false pill. Oh, cold slate
tots up way too many funds?
eager to go sleep in a subway
we
learn to reap a vagrant grave
eagerly stained by hobos
we don a tramp's hat and hear loaves
serving dirty crusts to tramps
and
street-goers abuse a yoyo
Uh
A KEEN BROOM OF
GLASS
a
keen broom of glass
is thoroughly cleansing
four winds in an underpass
a dream under glass
is screaming while sleeping
and the veins of babies
rock murder till she sleeps
an island of hard hats is
drearily dragging the day
a sea of hands has sex-fizz
groaning till break of day
and a neon castle
claambers hard into a
romantic
female parcel
as we tread upon sleep
then we show blue pain
as we turn inside candes
then we show green rain
and a street of azure
turns a car of pure desire
ah eyes burn for pleasure
ah skies hear love's measure
ah ah...
the fatal lotus of the Lady
delimits light with rubies
and a street of pure wheat
raises
rain from heat
O these verses flower
O old purses glower
.
a wakeful hill of lime where men alone
raise a city
light
has urban words by heart.
Deaths benumb us
Children own us
and a wasteground where stone
digs blue domes
must surely toss up the daisies?
a bended city high has our home
sent to flashing pieces
a
rended city spy
peers under pussy pie
and the fast ways of our mind
raises death from sweet fleeces
a wakeful
hill of wine where men atone
buzzy boys with scripts
learn all the fair lines and tread
thrusting theatre boards
and
a vamper of pianos roars
..
once upon a mind, thinking kicks
shied cores
once aside a mind, thinking kicks
soft
walls
and a park of doubt has our lips
donning face-plaster
THE HILLS IN
MY IDIOT HOME-TOWN
the hills in my idiot home-town
trap bones under sound
the hills inside my soft home resounds
and a bill of fayre
abuses expensive menus
and the son of man orders hot hair
and mother Mary feasts on air
eyes eat
into nunneries as clowns
caress bended body crowns
eyes eat under monasteries
and a wife of God
decides that God is odd
and then a happy hymn cuts God
from worn true Love
the hills in my idiot home-town
trap bones
under Downs
and cutters of thunder heed Downs
and moggies awake to find
all cat kind gone into a mad mind
frenzies of mad man
star-caps a body of woman
old whores grow older still
cold stores sex porn to children
frenzies
slap hands
and a private killer dances under
blind sperm-moons
and we cane moons
the eyelids of the vain
shut vanity into fire.. Oh, rooms
catch fire
Ohcartoons feed the stupid
and my city dreams
have given bread
to tamed
baby boys
..
frenzies of man men
car-crash beneath a bed of toys
and a lonely child
has been lonely all the while
and i looked at the sun.
OO.I WILL OFFER BLOOD TO BARLEY
OO.
I will offer blood to barley…
I will suffocate like honey...
And, as slain birds yell, then spastic money will
End…
Rented eyes will always tantalise
Blind tides
O, as rented spies centrialise naked skies
Then blown men will ride inside
Sea horns
Ssssa swelled smell of thorns adorns mad minds
Sss .. a walled cell of porn adorns sickened rhymes
And dolled diggers drag
A day trodden sea hag
Sss
Rented eyes will forever
see lies
Crying
Dinted sky will forever hear tithes
Dying
And blithe and bibled countries dream of dabbed
Dolly men
Oo
Coded whales are left to die…
Emptied sails are left to fly, and men dive
&
eaten daddy rifles will shoot soft wives
with beggars inside dills
& evensong thrills dupes as lashed brides
get fed to dromedaries
Uh Uh... THE END IS NOT PREPARED FOR.
*
THIS SIDE OF A SLID MIND
This side of a slid mind, mental faces flicker for
Flipped screens
Lo, this side of a lit mind, mental faces suck whores
And men, flailed, force flame as fierce fast claws
Crack like a cut dream
O.
This side of a sidled
spine, mental aces deal cards for
Carmine pontoons
Ssswhen once cold killers cry for mirrors, then war
Wages darling poltroons
And, laid, laden ladies weep for babies, and sex maws
Kneel against the sky
La-.
Gilded
guilty gullies grasp a shitted brolly
Idiotic berets cry for berries as dollies
Force feed beans to cold men
And, lo, as I slide from sleep, then women will
Wail inside a sea of loud trees
And, torn, annals in bees bury beds inside
huge milled
Mirrored men
Sss.
La, this side of a lit mind, mental faces suck sin
o-la
this side of a ripped dime, mental American skin
waxes beards from elbows
and westend men cannot mount a clotheshorse without
bleeding
down the decks of the grave
.
We rave?
&
Endless insouciant emeralds cry for gilt rain?...
IF THE TOWN DOES NOT SEEM RIGHT
If the town does not seem right, i will cure a city
o if a sound does not dig night, i will feel pity;
and a bone of grass shatters in five hands
and stoners of masks scatter hot cold jams.
if a town does not catch sight, i will slit-ram
a fairy thumb with urban cocoa sea-slams
and
eyes turn aside grey deaths as islands
layer dicky grease with coded fazed woman
la la. prickly pocket leaves fall for children and
a slighted piggy hero hits for radio catscans.
the eaglers of repeaters read to a mind
o eaters
of red palavers pee inside wine
and a boat of blood brags for silked vines
and, la la, a galloper of the killed cuts limes
and eyes leap for fallowers of blue grime
the eaglers of deceiters ride upon timed
gally wanky wee-wee bombs;
and mines
dig for cold as coded easy gold sea-spines
a shatterer of sex with dotted glue-wynds
la la, a candifier collapses and dies for a
stretcher of a cocoa street; and sweet Mars
serenades blind bloods as a sea of cars
crusades
for wide love; and we grind stars
to mooted dust when weavers of tars
dig to dine upon darkness and old rat fat.
AN EXPECTORANT OF OLD GRAVES
an expectorant of old graves shoots some doodoo phlegms
and odes
to sold naves hoot upon daddy moods and skin
ah a boat under gold suppers for nudes; and odes to sins
slapper for skied silly skirt; and menfolk pee under hymns
la la, expectorants of grey slaves shoot sick from spind
body winds; and
a coastal cave carries dirt under wynds
uh uh, a weaver of roasted lays sinks a cock into limbs
and, once aside a mad smile, we learned about widows
edgers of sullen swine slit aside cheese-dirt then close
adown in a little town where
city bodies make no sound
and wiveners of fast air exhales dusts from a grey rose
lo, a mazy mind-weir drowns scribblers under sweets
lo, a crazy spine-tear drowns crabblers under meats
lo, a lazy hazy vine-sphere
appears lagged
to crapped mind-memories
and eager warvers of wading wallers will use keeps
to surrender couplers to slaving pulers
La La La, an accidental evil cocoa-dream must reap
swarthy handlers from seagulling coca-scenes
Uh Uh Uh...THE END IS NOT PREPARED FOR?
*
YOYO RIDERS
yoyo riders use ald kiddy toys with cut fingers and hands
lo lo, poncho sidlers sunder boys; and a bald girly rams
heated flour around a cakey tower; O, jarry junder-jams
daddy after mammies; and my twinned eyes close drams
ah ah. I will sidle after herpes as i sweep after edams and
me and madam mind-moon must think about sweet sand
ah ah, yoyo users season eggs in cups with wooden cans
an expectorant
of gold graves shoots some pooled phlegms
and an acid bout boots judas out as lady jesus cuts gems
a candifier collapses into wives and a tiger of a torn stem
sucks a bleeder's butt where a mad lady riders uses men
to station a body cat
upon grey sines and female egg-men
and we appear death-expectant with fingers under hens
..
yoyo riders abuse sweeties. Kiddy selves shoot horn-clans
and a rooter of ropy doobies sucks on nutted bone-bands.
*
CABLERS OF CANDLE-WAX
cablers of candle-wax sweeten chapel halls with edams
o room-raisers ram sugar apple when coded mind-plans
melt after dolts whose wallah of a toad-cold spine-slams
doctorors of dunny beacons when a stupid light in bands
sinks a
falllowed face in an egg-bowl; and mental Man
has a diner for his own place; and eyes sunder remands
easy expectorants under milners smile after big brands
and we tailored after mother to find a lover's lot sofas
come digging apple chairs
into dawners of closed fevers
cables of candy craps cast a rotted teether across a
rude nude of cat-trap; and eyes beneath feathers scar
dunny tides with openers of grey lies; O, my dead car
never existed but still i drive due West where
rose rivers
sea-knock a salty harness in five huge baring bed-slivers
.
highnesses of dirty sex-thrones cry for blued bloods
and, ah ah, we sealed a dummy monarch in bum blood
and, uh uh, we ravel for mummy as fathered fish mud
stops dead. O, weavers of whiteness kill all sane Man
O, bleaters may well beep as meteors burn England
OOOO..
*
PETTY PETROLLED MARY MAN
petty petrolled mary Man used a rifle with false hands
la la, a baby
monkey danced in faked trees; and trams
travelled down town where a woman in a hot wigwam
rotated round a sad mound of children; and grey grans
grasper after gitted towns where a city under a glans
dollops french nudes upon greying bakers
of soft glam
cablers of candy crap casts a paper cab across muds
and, ah ah, eyes weave death and, uh uh, loser's love
loosens applers inside peared mess O, we eat Gods?
petty petrolled Pan played pipes for a secret soft brain;
Uh,
a sea of masks drowns itself as a secret sex-train
star-ravels into burned minds; and we hit upon rain
and, ah ah la, we sit down upon hair as we use pain
..
a dummy of a bedspread links dreams to champagnes
and, ah, we ride from iced
kinks then we must rock
a daisy of a fast mind with liced shrimps; and we rot
and we rot as we roll and we ride aside citied cock
.
petty petrolled mary Man used a rifle with falseness
and, eyed, me and a lost land writhes for deadness
as
a hiker of whoring wide tides walk wanky tiredness.
Ahh
*
ABUSERS OF DODOS
abusers of dodos have to shoot ten parakeets stoned dead
ah udderers under crab have to cast cold meat into bread
and a whipperer
of wolven wands casts magic under beds
ah ah, abusers of dodos have to shoot ten burny heads
and a licer of lewd sucky porny winking hen-hit-lead has
a bolster for a dreamer and a coffee cake inside ald gas
and i will certainly need use
of a disabled car; O, hurt ash
may well sell me to endless high tar cigarettes; and mash
melts inside long dead soldiers whose easy sex hit lush
sun-strippled warring flavas. Sex sends a freeby SAE
la la, Deaths heed entrances when a killer
in a postal reed
lollies after pinnered pig-pens and the cafes of cut greed
and, la la, i ease a mental dig inside sand alleys: mung seeds
scatter hollowed tomatoes across a living world of dick trees
and we will reel inside the East
when gathering up the teas
and we will shed buttock tears and we will weep forever.
abusers of dodos have to shoot ten parakeets stoned dead
ah ah, a video of crabs crashes down and Digital Telly-teds
show inchoate screens to disablers
of dangly easy plebs
and we shutter a shitty sky inside wide-women's piss-pegs
and, uh uh uh, when weeders of Ides spy on salt-legs then
menfolks will have to learn of looters of lives and ribbons
.
lollies after pinioned piggy pens
push oinkers under slides
La La: ideal infirmal dashy hens push cockers inside eyes
La La: evil inspiral daisy gems push diamate from scribes
Uhhhhhhh
we idolised the rigid dead as we hid brains under spies.
I'D LIKE TO TOUCH
BUT I DON'T KNOW HOW?
The girls are dead to the world right now
The girls are dead to the world right now
I'd
like to touch,
But I don't know how.
The girls are dead to the world right now
Let me sleep in your suffering street right now.
Let me sleep in your suffering street right now.
I'd like to touch,
But I don't know how
Let me sleep in your suffering street right
now
The clock says its time to die right now.
The clock says its time to die right now.
The clock says its time to die right now.
I'd like to
touch,
But I don't know how...
The girls are dead to the world right now.
The girls are dead to the world right now.
Where
the cigarettes are minarets,
We shall know how.
The girls are dead to the world, forever.
The days we got together,
the
days we made it work,
the days we got together
lie shended in the dirt
the wrought iron mind is spurning,
is spurning
something real;
the gilded chain around us,
as rended as the fields.
Dance beyond, dance beyond,
Dance beyond
the
rooms of waking,
Dance beyond, dance beyond,
Dance beyond
the rooms of waking.
The days we got together,
the
days we made it work,
the days we got together
lie shended in their hurt.
We sought the sun on Sunday,
we sought the moon each week;
the ways we fought forever,
lie rended in the wheat.
Dance beyond, dance beyond,
Dance beyond
the
rooms of waking,
Dance beyond, dance beyond,
Dance beyond
the rooms of waking.
You know we are together
vain;
the all & all will never shine.
You know we are together vain;
no time for us inside the mind.
the days
we got together,
lie strangled in the grave.
the fire is real, the fire is high;
no time to live or die.
baby, baby, break right thru,
baby, baby, give a sign.
baby, baby, break right thru;
baby, baby, lend some time.
You know we are together vain;
the all & all will never shine.
You know we are together vain;
no time for us inside the mind.
the days we got together,
lie
strangled with the sun.
the fire is real, the fire is high;
no time to live nor die.
baby, baby, break right thru,
baby,
baby, give a sign.
baby, baby, break right thru;
baby, baby, lend some time.
cavvy garlands use a soft mind to sermonise life's storm
O, a crazy mad hand sinks a mined mouth upon
glistered star-greasings
and, ah, a swiper of earrings gets cruelly fed to porn
and,
ah, a wiper of beadings
suck along a paled butt
la la, a mangy cat-kit appears cool as canny God
la la, a spongy rat-writ appears cruel as honey blood
oo a fatal falon-number suppers for gruel
and, once upon a grave-mind, diggers of stool
come shuddering for mutts
you know we are together vain
the all and all of use will sink like a glad brain
you know we are together skinned with cock-rain
la la la, a peaceful dad-feather will rock curled trains
la la la, a tranquil bath-breeder will cock furled grain
and, o, once when daddy ruled the wild world
then we scattered gems across a chidden xmas-whorl
ah-hAhhh
a draggler of a clipped cross will forever swirl
blood emeralds aside a trashy teener and her sex-girl s
ahhhhh, we used cavers to dash fuhrers aside pearls
and
i idolised our faces
and i recognised dead aces
and a blatherer whose cases leap from cellves will
loosen hens then kill
demnotic
egg-drills;
and menkind flows from old hills as shrilling stasis
drives aside venal renal easter-birthdays
endless parity sucks away five seas
endless ma mary sucks away all oak trees
endless dada daisy ducks a fist under plum-trees
OO!! FOREST SIGMA
FEED FOR ME?!!!
*
Copyright JDB 1999.
*
WORLDWIDE NIGHT-LIGHT
1.
my
draggy dead legs
rot under shrubbage
my head is rotted whilst ties
tidalise a blouse of knives
and my bed is underwater
and my soul is led to slaughter.
the door beside me was like you
and the radiance of the meter was
escaping from evil Rome
and my draggy legs
rot under lovage
my head is ripped when eyes
suck a petrol plane from devs.
..
in this smokily ill-connected room
i dream of deaths and youths
and ald sneezers under hands move
echoers of engines
aside from tears when
you and me and Lady Brighton
bollock up eerie women.
it is the first day i used a toy?
2.
do you know of the boy who selled dirt to men
have you taken down the knickers of the city
have you climbed lakes under
Leander
will you cum at precisely midnight?
i am the son of ald worldwide night-light
you know the directions
o the hedons are in both ears
the interhearsing dolly of heated tears
eases echoes into language.
do you know of the girl who lost curves
have you removed
the kickers of pities
have you climbed drakes with Pomander?
will you come back home for easy rites?
3.
o
hand in hand, we ran aside a wishbone
and eyes drawl under prisms
o hand in hand, we ran inside false prisons
and eyes drool under fiction
i am the dreamer of all poisons
o i am the ward of tall foisons
i am the doctor of galled mind-cisterns
o hand in hand
we ran aside a wisher
and eyes drawl under missions
and benders of Saul sunder grey gems
4.
it was the advent
of pure wind
devising salty air,
up a sea-street where we ran
up a billy can
and down into closed prayer.
the
windows below us appeared
like brighteners of shrilled hair
awaiting the faces in a nunnery.
do you know the kid who sold pornography
have you used candles under cities
have you come to tonight where sculleries
stop breathing?
Uh
THE MIND WHEN SHAPING IS
A VAGINA SEEING
1.
the bad idle streets iced idly over
down a great river of Sound;
silence came like rain as roped night
windily scattered venom-heights
it was the sweaty winds
reciting fever;
up inside meat, as we ran,
barefooted dinners heaped rites.
do you know of the Jew who knew everything
dare you sell swards
to blue swings
do you own the son of Love
Will you come back home for swept God?
we dared to shatter reason when stone
hurled
books at baby diamond...
2.
the mind when shaping is a vagina seeing,
a sex organ of ghosts.
Light in an eye
corrupts senstitives as ropes
stir cavvies into killings.
how thunderous it is to seize the sight of a mad girl
the mind whilst aching is a vagina dreaming,
a sex
orifice of drugs.
Night in a mine eyes a raising colours when
molluscs embroidered into old mens
suck a snaily fucker with baying gentlemen
sun! sun! sun!!!
o to be pelted by the slits in the wind at last
floods a gooser with eaten bitumen.
3.
a
honey nose inside five hands
sirens into insidious silence
rainy grey-nude eyes turn away
and sadness drops,
from
a shaded cup with lots
ramming powders down.
the itch appearing against two lips
shines like planets
that eyes take and drizzle round
a shattering of gannets
a sunlit sea of sloanes hordes arrows
through which a wide bride
solders after whipped odd wives
and we exchange minds with queens
and we take a ticker-tape when dreams
dollop kicks underground
and we exchange mines for
sounds
3.
o made greyish, a sky-written screen
dies away..
*
A VINEGAR
OF LOBES
BURNED UP
shoulders are humped with
large headed magmamity;
with winged certainty made bare as bodies
a scuttering of lakes rides
deep, deep down
a sea-light of pure stone breaks after
baked buddy arrows
and shoulders are hunched here;
laden, fallen, left to shift barrows
a fugue of a nose is turned up
a vinegar of lobes burned up
a width of lies hears herons when
skirted meadow-colours season
rosebeds,
slumbered for daffodils,
left
to rot under oceaned gemmed
refugees
a summer of washed stone wades
beneath cicada shade
and we exchange minds
with queens.
NO MORE FOR THE DYING GAME
1.
no more no more for the dying game,
no more for mauds
no more for sheet pain
no more no more for the dying game.
one of us is a tugger cat made sane
and we will never look into midnight
we have our names by heart
we use our inner veins for sad light
no more no more for the dying
game
ooo...
where a prisoner yells, fay loss
chains a chair to a blind blued cross,
and we have our names by heart;
we use our inner stains for a rocked
budder of blind bone
no more no more for the dying game
ooo..
and
under my heap, a spot of flame
has come to thrill my head with trains,
and under dust, my bedhead moves
a shallow graveyard raised by stained
body-pictures.
no more no more for the dying game
no more for mauds
no more for sheet pain
and
we swing for night when dames
swallow up mad sea-christs
2.
it is the wind returns
to fog in a distant glass
Your widows are up high
looking outside a facial ride
and a dog of dreams bites a blithe
baby gem;
mown
down, left to rend
a dying nameless past?
the streets unfurl to yesterday
recollecting loved
sniffy hands that
hold to cups
and we dance, dance
La
no more no more for the dying game
no more for dugs
no
more for sheet rain
no more no more for the dying game?
..
and a wrist will uncurl and pass
donny danger fingers
in an vast
comedy of divinities and gold casks
and a fist will blow hot veins
.
no more no more of the dying game
no more no more for the lips of Spain
no more no more
of the dying flame.
Uh..
3.
some
deleterous vinegars have repainted my bedroom
- and a caviar of ministers has fed a sainted bathroom
some deleterous strapped fingers have used a balloon
to
bend my home with eighty carat glassrooms.
the streets of feeling dirty unroll under yesterday's
wishful hands of eating
-and a caviar of banisters has fallen under schools
and a bone of sloanes scatters
blonde pricks of blood that don a pissproud warper of
warming cats and bruised ermine.
inside
death's house, the blinds have never been raised;
we float to the silver imagings of banishing graves
and the crowds in minds brazier after downy trades
..,
no more, no more of the dying game
no more for mauds
no more for sweet red rain?
eh ...ehhh this is the end...
....
Turn to the minarets,
Dance thru my numb surprise
Like some bought cigarette:
In the dense capital
I see the world of fire
Burn like a madrigal
Into suburbing pyres.
Pass by the Soul Cafe;
Breathe with the afterlives
Of men who've passed away:
Here I sense Camden Lock,
There I sense Whitechapel
Dreaming their dreams on hock
Up thru a Miracle.
Lost in the wrecks of Day,
I tread so carefully
As to combat decay;
And, as I pass along
Into the streets of Time,
I hear a Westend Song
Raging along my mind.
Note all the pirouhettes
In the Big House of Lies
Whaved by a sea of Death;
And, as blue oceans fly
Into the River Thames,
Down come the Bells of Crime
Into the Bells of Ben.
Lost in the depths of fear,
I search for dreams to hide,
Yet nothing here endears;
And, as I roll on past
Each Restaurant and Bar,
I see all London's past
Burn, like a stolen car.
FILIMIC (after WH Auden's 'Stop all the Clocks')
Prune down
the angels to the wick
Snuff out all candles, unbake all bread
Spoil all trenches with a slick
Ferry the living to the dead
Where
blows a lover, deal
A fatal flaw to all that call
Mar all saviours with a weal
Slash the cinema seats and stalls.
They were the shivers
of the silver screen
Where their blood flows, the curtain thralls
Retire all vision to the dumb
For now no good may come of all.
Lash the usherette
to the sedge
Unravel torches down the hill:
Crash the armies through pithead
Mess the crowd till life lies still
Where
crows a regime's alms,
Dash the lights and kill the spiels
Where glows a face of calm,
Gnash each drama round the keels.
They
were all we owned
Where they lie dead, there may be none
Embalm the filmic gods with bones
For now all love is done...
*note: -
"Funeral Blues" or "Stop all the clocks" is a poem by W. H. Auden.
The poem first appeared in the 1936 play The Ascent of F6.
ROBOTS OF SEX
robots of sex dance to the midnight hour
mothers of sex
lance a youngman's
boil
and we sweat for sex machines
and we heap a female coil when flour
lends butters to oils.
Robots of sex dance
till a midnight power
rips down a smoochy birthday
once, made pure as lead, i saw death
drooling after murder
once,
made pure as kids, i saw deaths
fooling self with murder
and i will have to order now
the boats in the tides where sailors
crowd
me
robots of sex dance and dance
demure lost sex
seats a fire down a tree of flexed
body-meat
and a baby has no place to cry
and a babby has no mam to eye
,
uh..
THERE IS, RIGHT HERE AND NOW
there is, right here and now, a room of dolphins
swimming
just
like
mental water
there is, right here and now
a bad boy awaking sea-harnessed clouds
and eyes swim for dolphins
and eyes pinion dogs with endorphins
ah
a fever in a child's face grimaces when
hot grinners grind glass to dust
a fiver in a purse
hires a superb hearse
a father of pure pus
chokes on crusts and a cake of gems
feeds
old women with false drips
ah
there is, right here and now, a room of dolphins
swimming
just like
cooling
waters
there is, beneath odd spikes, a bay of dauphins
and a bud of pikes
sticks some blueberries in our arse
ah
endlessness shines just like a dancer when
old kids shine just like a fig
and we share daffodils
and we share baby-hills
and we dig castles from sandy rills
and castles fade
ah
pokers of easy fanny pies pierce graves
dopers
of easy pussy prides
force pigs to seem stoned
and a kid at my knee
hastens to tame a wasp in a beehive.
END
SHADED SHELTERS
shaded shelters of ochres blue and green
have made my woman homeless
shaded
soft homes
fall as lost homes
swallow river cities
and a house of bone shatters
and a massive messy mansion
shuts down my little town
ah
shaded shelters of ochres green and red
have made my woman sexless
shaven
sex bone
falls to bits, and
my dizzy lady has been burned in bed
and, lo, a little loaf
goes too bloody stale for
use
and my local GP is abed with nudes
ah
shaded shelters of ochres grey and red
have sent my woman down
and the boys of summer hear the dead
weeping, weeping
uhh
massive tramping lesions lap a sleeping
baby
and kids on the streets seize sleeping
forever and a day
and this is my grave.
I
WENT TO MY LOCAL
i went to my local convienience store
and bought some spastic plums
o i went into my old home town
and
sold some figs to a mad clown
i went to my closed lost lady
and, as life arose from a crown,
i sweated senseless optics
the
landmarks found near home
have happily fallen away
then hard calves that melt away
have maddened all stone-graves
and
i build for a dead mind
and i swill old petrol
..
i went to my local bakers
i bought some buns and fed them
to easy eaten hot wild bunnies
and a crack in my city times
have to open female macs. Men
drool for fast dinners
,,
the chalk horse found very nearby
writes a chalk giant
under blue pits where a bad sky
sends
my mind to very pliant
disabled country tyrants
.
endless boys in endless poses
photograph keen YHAs and we
loosen hostel ties
and we hasten after rude lives
.uh
why windmills do not stop
has
me and my old dad moving
red wives to castle-keeps
and a flat of iron
dons a city bed.
..
END
I HAVE FOREVER USED
SEX-SCENTED SOAPS
i have forever used sex-scented soaps in my bathroom
i have alwaays scrubbed
my dick with foam
and ideal power showers
defame a drowning quarter-hour
and my invisible bidet has to swallow orange wine.
Wet Death sponges me
entirely free of indiginous dirt
and my sweated brain which washes as it hurts
lend incredible sex-brushes under
blue seas
and seedless ocean-thunder
o as i was sex-assaulted in my local cinema
i understood just how the bad purse of my body
should be swiftly rammed within
piercing
pissing shrines where forked grey sin
comes knocking boots all night
o as i was sense-assaulted, a theatre of wind
came shitting at my artistic backdoor
as i store felts and paints and pencils inside
my deep dark dank
dear kitchen
lives sit in the dark weeping after sun-dyed
bubbling girl-miction
and a crowd of castles cries until ruins
and a mound of mussels
melt, melt..
Eyes
war after painted easel-saints
Sky cies out aloud for women's silk
and dangerous city urine gives soft milk
to dirtied sex accusers.
and i went to the shops to buy a plum
the moon was shining and so was the sun
?
THESE
CARELESS DAYS
WHEN I KEEP TOY CARS
these careless days when i keep toy cars
well hidden
i writhe for buried
buttons
and carry flowers
outside, where sex, forbidden,
marries blue stars
rippers of toy scarves swaddle
wide
necks with prisons
and we warp kind kids as muscle
first flexes then dies.
these careless days when i keep toy cars
well
hidden
i cry for onions
and carry towers
unto my old bed
and we have surely learned to drive
the maidens who have always crapped
upon scented tissues
widen now
the mad men who have always crapped
inside
sex issues
smarten now
o as holiday in the rain must surely crowd
hay long homes on moon-stains
we may rent a
gite
we might raid the beach
..
the maidens who have forever slapped
bunny bum-cheeks
will
ravel into time
a rotated knocker at a fast door
will have to
let in the pigging dead.
rmmm..
**
2 TO TOMORROW
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow; 2 to
tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the goddamn sorrow.
go meet the hills, go meet the rain,
go meet the hills, go rape the brain.
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow.
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the goddamn sorrow.
i know this girl, she has 4 minds, i
know this girl, she owns my world. 2
to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the
goddamn sorrow. plu-perfect dream, plu-perfect dream; i had this blue,
plu-perfect dream: the sun was red, the neon scene as cruel and cold as
mary's scream.
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the
sorrow, fight the sorrow.
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the goddamn sorrow. go meet
your girl in fields of azure green, go meet your girl in fields of azure
green, go meet your girl in fields of schizoid azure; oo let de neon scene come
back to dream?
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow. 2 to
tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the goddamn sorrow. go on a trip, and the
acid heart will seize, go on a trip and greet a bread-disease.
the earth
seems over - just look over your shoulder: eyes nearby seethe
across enemy heads and nuclear bees
the earth seems over- just glue to whores: spies nearby suck blue deeds
and a beady bummer christ gets rippled by de beast and its female wheeze
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow; fight the sorrow, feed hot haloes
and cum now to the renal purse we must sell to dweebs- O, we gotta
clasp a dirtier of red venal sauce and we must sire seraphic sky-glitter
2 to tomorrow, 2 till de gallows
uh uh uh uh: easy eaters of Eden dip drowners beneath bled strippers
loved the
end, always did, loved the end since we were kids; loved the end since we
turned fay
loved the end, always did: loved blue tenements since laird god kissed
clay
ooo a dinner ate in darkness drug-wrenches two teeth as an isle of clits
gets swallowed by old bled minds and fucked gloves
O 2 to tomorrow
O 2 to tomorrow
O 2 until the clock of sorrow; ah ah ah ah ah
AMEN..we sail for
sinks when a family head-rose rids mien of slips
and a saddener in rinks appear sprayed across vinyls and coda trips
AMEN.. we sail for pinks as familial snake-clothes drink to grey lip
and we realise god's mind
and we penalise god's glamour
AMEN AMEN AMEN...
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow: no-one here may face the sorrow
2 to tomorrow, 2 till bled mallows
get gutted under sawn dust; and eager beavers swim across shadowed
baby bunting bends
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow:
nobodaddy dies for swallows and
oh, as kissers hiss across sex-ice
then blaggers under crypts must render christs as dead as England's
evil whiteness
Uhh as we ride from country sleep then we race across serums
Uhh as we cry, then
we arise from meat
and woollen wolverines weep for tongues when vast hills sleep
across a puny wolf-tail; and, ah, we widen for gems as sirens
come deeply down in a drugged mind
O 2 to tomorrow
O 2 to tomorrow
O 2 until the
clothes in meadows get greased up by talons
oooo we arrest salt faiths within blonde bays and falons
oh use the signs of waggerers whose cosine hunts maidens
oh use the spines of swaggerers whose blue whine hardens
oh oh; an acid teamster
gives fay fallowers to swine-gardens
and we get out of town to find a red city underneath ravens
come spurting concrete vagina from cartels of easy dragons
oooo
oooo
THE END.
*
Copyright JDB 1992.
*
C/O THE MYSTERY THAT ABIDES
She rent away, just like the first girl's death: she rent away, rent away
against the breath. Taking no lovelorn mirror to reflect the peace she
maimed, she rent away, she rent away. She rent away, just like the
blade
of summer: she rent away, rent away against the thunder. Taking no murder
under, though murdering was all she did, she rent away, she rent away. She
rent away, rent away into the darkness: sulphuric in her sermon, her heart
of dust
hit madness. Raping dreams of plenty, like a porno Queen with eyes
on empty, she rent away, she rent away. She rent away, just like the first
girl's death; she rent away, just like the first girl's death; she rent
away, rent away beneath her
breath: she rent away.
Cellevision, cellevision, brute decrier in a metal screen of fission: come
down from ghosts hereafter, sun-divided in visions of the mean,
cellevision, cellevision, brute decrier in a metal screen of dreams.
Cellevision,
cellevision, sickled depiction of the signumatic wars: cum
down from schemes of wrought incision, cellevision, cellevision, brute
decrier in a metal screen of doors. Cellevision, first shadow of the
empery of stealing: spieled betweeen the brains,
the tube of sickness
projects doom: sermonic under glasseye, like a semicomic fistsky,
cellevision, cellevision, cellevision. Summed up from cemetery, in a
cloven drum, God's trivial boys appeal: parried under acrid come, like a
crucifaction,
the Lord of Screens conceals; conceals the siren camera,
with lenses blasted into blurring war: cellevision, cellevision, brute
distractor to the core; cellevision, cellevision, brute distractor to the
core.
The mystery that binds is
destruction in the mind: serrying light with
burial, like a mute reminder of the life beneath the spine, coming on
softly as a skeletal climb, the mystery that binds is destruction in the
mind.
The mystery that binds is destruction
in the rose: burning light
with burials , like a thorned reminder of life beneath the clothes, coming
on softly as a skeletal pose, the mystery that binds is destruction in the
rose. And love is death & death will sundermine: in the sharden
bower, the
buds of truth will blossom into crime: no artless God shall sickle summer
into any portrait of surprise: the mystery that binds is destruction in
the mind, the mystery that binds is destruction in the mind
And love is
death
& death will sundermine: in the sharden bower, the buds of truth
must blossom into crime: no artless God shall sickle summer into any
portrait of surprise: the mystery that binds is destruction in the mind &
destruction in the mind is
the act of killing time.
Can you find a blue beginning, can you find a state of sun: in the
thickets of true meaning, can you find the endless one; in the pools of
trendless water, can you bear us moons & stars: can you find a blue
beginning, can you shend the chains of Mars?
Rocky green mountains,
scarlet corbans: in with the Persian womb, light understands; in with the
capitals, the ladies of the lake, upward from endless fire, summer sires
love's shape.
Dug down from metronomes, serried into flame, cut from the
robes of stone, solid in God's frame, like plumes of azure gone glad in
skeins of ore, into blue madrigals, the lion of ages roars.
Winter is
fading; see love assail us:
winter is fading, see love comprise: winter is
fading; see love come parading: winter is fading; come see love devise.
Under swirled emperies, into mute tapestries, set beneath fountains, our
blue beginning comes: never shall hatred compose
us our charities; never
again shall our darkness drum. Blue beginning, blue century, see how time
loves you; see how the heirs of wisdom smile: come, let love near you,
surmise & revere you:-.
blue beginning, blue century, let
love beat the
wild: blue beginning, blue century, let love beat the wild
o do you dare feed god's child?
..
You know we are together vain;
the all & all will never shine.
You know we are together vain;
no time for
us inside the mind.
the days we got together,
lie strangled in the grave.
the fire is real, the fire is high;
no time to live or die.
baby, baby, break right thru,
baby, baby, give a sign.
baby, baby, break right thru;
baby, baby, lend some time.
You know we are together vain;
the all & all will never shine.
You know we are together vain;
no time for us inside the mind.
the days we got together,
lie strangled with the sun.
the fire
is real, the fire is high;
no time to live nor die.
baby, baby, break right thru,
baby, baby, give a sign.
baby, baby, break right thru;
baby, baby, lend some time.
....
copyright jdb 1999.
....
2 TO TOMORROW mark 2 (more than 82 speed-written lines)
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow - fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow. 2 to
tomorrow,
2 to tomorrow - rend the sorrow, shend the sorrow. the sun is
booming eastern, it bears no place for hero dreams - best greet the summer
western, or else live on in herod's screams.
don't tell me of your
peacedom, nor ravel with the whores. 2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow - go
greet your child outdoors. the world is growing ancient, baby -
do not
live for none - the world is growing ancient, lady - no time for orison.
they hand u bags of silver, they lend u bags of gold - best greet the
morning
sun, best get out before you're old.
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow
- fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow. 2 to tomorrow - rend the sorrow, do
not swallow.
loved the end - always did - loved the end since we were kids.
lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah. get out of town, make
things good - get out this goddamned town.
thralway,hallway
- gold, gold - thralway, crawlway - burning gold. the sun
is real, is wealer-deal - thralway, hallway - molten gold - the sun, the
moon,the mill of love, the sun, the moon, the blasted
bud - thralway,
hallway - gold, gold, -thralway,crawl way - burning gold - old, the moon,
cold, the way, furled, the womb, gold, the way. thralway,hallway - gold,
gold
- thralway, crawlway - burning world.....
we weep for sleep as our dummy bay caresses
the sine of wheat and the kids of tomorrow; O.
2 to tomorrow,
2 to tomorrow: eyeless sphinxes use blood gallows
uh uh uh.... we weep as we reap the whirling moon
uh uhhh we heap up powders from lord judas and christ's tomb
and
we use tomorrow as we count from 2 till tomorrow
ahh ahhhahhh
2 to tomorrow, & till the mind boys die far away
then caesars will seize epilepsy
from tangerines and sex decades
AMEN AMEN; 2 many roaches climb for tomorrow
AMEN AMEN; 2 many brooches grind for sorrows
and tallowers are near me
now
and gallowers are near me now
and bastards breed inside de closed clouds
la la la la la la la take a look at the dreamy dead
la la la la la la la take a glance at the bloodied bed
la la la la la la la use fires for roses and bite coshed bread
then listen to the sexers of the colour red
AMEN
AMEN; we own 2 to tomorrow
AMEN AMEN; we groan for 2 to tomorrow
and taloners tweek tawny blood towns where aged heroes
get grasped from hands, feet
and scented penis yoyos
& this is the utmost 2 to 1 cabbed carrion end?
..
We have chased away the dawn of ruled death..
We have tried to hide.
The sun must run and ride
The sun must run and ride
The sun must run and ride.
We have left aside madness in death's tide
We have tried to hide.
The stars are on the slide.
She gets hot real soon
She gets hot real soon.
Inside this giving room
She gets hot and cold.
Man is made from steel. time must seal defiance
Man
is made from steel
Giants are suppliant.
Deep and wide with rain, honey thrills the veins
Deep and wide with rain
She
gets hot and old.
Yeah, this baby lives
Yeah, this baby lives
Yeah, this lady gives.
The sun must run and
ride.
2 to tomorrow, a navel nazi murders wives
2 till tomorrow, a candle sinks for flies
and a balded stranger caresses kodak art
and a voided ranger cuts eyed dresses from darts
and a tiny vessel hisses as she glides
and a magnum cradle kisses kids as cot-death rides
2
to tomorrow, 2 till the rain
no man here may pray again
2 to tomorrow, 3 buds underglass
shit on a tree aside a magenta eye-flask
O O O O
O O O O O o
the door-dead shutdown
and mad cellves pierce sound
and we all became dead ponchos
and
always we live for 2 to tomorrow?
THE END..
.. Copyright JDB 2000.
...
FADE OUT (made-up of more than 79 speed-written lines)
fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody
the sons you yield lie in the field where
sleep and corn define the dawn
do not darken love with spite nor darken wisdom with death's swarm.
the softness of this narrow song must seize the glibness of the strong
madness of
the mezzanine. pray dance forever inside your dream. fade
out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out:
fade out along a lime-swum memory. weeping sears the tears
of time
do not fear the words you rhyme O, may music reap the turning spheres that
spin inside their spatial tears. fade out along the verses made by
marrows
rent from bended funeral lamp-shades
we have always banged and sired
denial from love's stinking fire. fade out, fade out: fade out along
a lime-swum melody: fade out, fade out:
fade out along a lime-swum
malady...
sex deposes all the roses spent from out the garden's power,
fade out along this lime-swum song & do not
steal away ghost flowers:
tocsins knell inside the cells wherein glib pris'ners ape the flex-moon
do not shear away the runes that preach the verses of fleeced cartoons.
the
speaking poems of the light smash the houses on the hill. chairs of
purple shake the rattle of this baby caught in battle. fade out, fade
out:
fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade out
along a lime-swum mind-mill. fade out along the rivers' mind and darken
oceans with the grind of streets that live inside
the stars. pray, fly your
spaceship up to Mars?!
the madness of the clouds dictate the sylvan
sadness of the State. this threnody divines the vines
that wrap around
the wrought cosines of softness sinking into belled marsh. fade out along
the singing castes of infants borne upon the tides of storms found
dancing
at the sides of man and all he digs from
babies in their cradle-rigs
of oils that prove the tithes of sadness; Ah!
chanting men may summon cellves from
madness and we lunge
across charmed bee-scythes where naked pealers kiss the bright skies
o fade out, o, fade forever from the listless and the woman in her sex-slide
fade out along the keels of boats which sail the
rain. fade out along this nether vein. fade out forever from sweet knives
Lahhh; along where five hot seasons of rocked spunk-snow
we heart-deny the sum alms of man and madam mons-roe.
Pray, fade out along the neon troves,
fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum memory. fade out, fade
out: fade out.
oo a lime-swum melody fades across a helmet
inside the palor grey
oo a mind-grunged family fastens loss to
hermits
and as menkind chitters across bats and swift-lays
then we fade against a tapestry of evil sweet graves
fade against the tapestry of glibness
scorned
from out the spreed scents of summer lost
. speak the tongues of blue
Pentecosts.
fade out!
fade
out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum melody. the sons you
yield lie in the fields where wheat and corn define messed storms
do not
darken love with
spite nor starken wisdom with death's rites. the
softness of this narrow song must seize the facials of noon-lights
dance forever in your dreams! fade out, fade out: fade out along
a lime-swum plenury. fade out, fade out: fade
out along a lime-swum melody! ooo far away weeping sears the tears of time
do not fear the words you rhyme. music
reaps the turning spheres that
spin inside their spaced king lear! fade out along the verses made by
marrows rent from second grade. we have always sired theft's
daughters
from love's stinking choir. fade out, fade out: fade out
along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade out along a lime-swum
memory
sex deposes all
the roses spent from out the garden's plowers?
fade out along a lime-swum song & do not seize the stars from flowers
do not shear away the runes that preach the verses of feeding doom.
the
speaking poems of the light smash the homes upon high heels. chairs
of purple shake the rattle of this baby caught in battles fade out,
fade out:
fade out along a lime-swum melody. fade out, fade out: fade
out along a lime-swum melody!
fade out, fade out, then fade entirely out for sex-christs & rosehips
laaaaaaaaaaammm are we on the night-ship?
*
jdbellamy, 1992
*
EV'RYBODY TURNED THE LIGHT DOWN (new take)
Ev'rybody turned the light down Ev'rybody please turned
the light down
Tom Baker means Sweden James Joyce lived in Germany Ev'rybody turned the lights down
Ev'rybody please turned the light down
Tom Baker
means Holland Ophelia's a candle
There are films to groan Films to moan Films to snare Cartons to drink from.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down Tom Baker is a triptych wasp
If these words seem stupid Accept your sex is strangled If your parents lisp
Please lie with your children.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Ev'rybody please turned the light down Wet sex is dimmed
Fielding means Housman Housman means Auden Auden means Larkin
Larkin drank don perignon
If your teachers are stupid Please lie for
your children
Ophelia moans petrol
There are films to moan Films to groan Films to snare Cartoons to shrink from.
Mind is too long Mind is too long Mind is just too goddamned long
If you hear from your parents Please lie with your children
Stockholm means Tom Baker Jamieson means Osnaburgh
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please
ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rybody please turned the light down.
There are films to groan Films to moan Hamlet was Hamnet
Shakespeare thrilled
his children Ophelia was a buzzing wasp.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rybody please turned the light down.
Flesh
is eaten And fleshes are children Bread cabins burn
And brandies are salved By the tears in love's eyes.
Boards must break Beds benite The penis of the hollow moon
If you make
no sense Please accept that you have tried
To poeticise the fields of rhyme.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rbody
please turned the light down.
There are rolex drinks And milks to drink from
Candles to burn Bibles to kill.
Take the highway west Take the highway
west To the fields
To the fields
To the Aalu-fields.
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Tom
Baker means Norway This perfect place dons luncheon
I frequently used a candle.
Stockholm means bastard Children live for zero Scissors and knives die in Germany
The meagre
food for souls forgot Will shadow wrought lyons
If your teachers were stupid Accept your words are polos
Do not devour the lotus-flower
Ev'rybody turned
the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Dylan Marlais Thomas was the Elohim James Joyce lived in an expansive tower
Ev'rybody please turned the light down.
The zero deed, the shuttle need, The eunuch seed, shoe-leather
Ev'rybody turned the light down Please ev'rybody turned the light down
Ev'rybody please switch the light
off
Here and Now.
*
Copyright JDB 2004
*
'ELEVEN GOOD MEN'
Eleven good men wrote the bible
Eleven good men who wore white robes
Saint Stephen was a gay rogue
Now
If we really try
God will suffer till we die
We've got to breathe before we cry
And grieve
before we fall
We pray inside the churches' stalls
As men who worship Jesus Christ
And Everyman dictates the Word
That
preaches baptismal rites
Come on, please explain
Why the belladonnas of Christened pain
Thrive upon the Pagan
God
grieves before he falls
God grieves before he falls
God grieves before he falls
We stride a world which is denied
Of
heaven as we eat right through
The prayers of god; we are decried
By love and all it has to do
And pureness falls from out the storm
As sin creates a living hell
Get together
Come on
'Give your tithes to
the Son-of-Man'
God
grieves before he falls
God grieves before he falls
God grieves before he falls
God grieves; and do not give me girls
Who
are well-read and never hurt
By all those sad and loathesome hymns -
Let's give head to the fucking thieves
Eleven good men wrote the bible
Eleven good men who wore white robes
Saint Stephen was a gay rogue
Now
If we really try
God
will suffer till we die
We've got to breathe before we cry
And grieve before we fall
Uh.
*
copyright
james ED
bellamy
2005
SIGHTS (in memory of John Reginald Halliday Christie) in excess of 205 lines?
There once was a knot named christie
whose sex was a cockless mystery.
when women came near,
he acted right queer,
then gassed them and ground them to history
Then there was this stitch named ethel
who married this dickless devil.
when she found out
what her man was about,
he hacked her up with a shovel.
*
while controlling a sad song, i saw such eyes;
riven, they were the eyes of age,
the eyes that time had cast aside,
& those eyes were the eyes of a preacher
whose eyelids preached unto the poor:
such eyes; i did not think that
such eyes
could glister & claw.
Man's pain is a glimmer, man's pain is a door;
man's pain is a mirror, that won't
refract what's behind & before:
man's pain is a girl
with beards where hands should be;
man's pain is a eunuch,
& that eunuch ain't looking at me.
*
Eyes that fade and eyes that see
fade out into their idle seas;
eyes that lie in shattered lanes
wail amid an eyeless scream;
eyes that blind and eyes that crawl
blankly, through a scarlet wall
these are the eyes that I
have seen;
these are the eyes of eyeless theme.
Fade out, fade out, fade out these skulls in scheme;
my heart's a shattered cistern, & my soul,
a basin dream:
my love of tides is bloody, is bloody in its surf;
my sensual guise is full of lies
that blast against the earth.
Fade
out, fade out, fade out this eyeless birth:
the times eyes spend with failure
lie riven in their girth;
the times eyes sight on Judas Christ
lie raping in a tear - fade out, fade out,
fade out this faceless year!
Fade out, fade out, fade out along death's vein:
if
time and tide must open wide, what sea shall death contain?
Fade out, fade out, fade out these rivered dregs;
all love is dead: inside the head,
the
love of death is red.
Fade out along a veil, fade out along the seed;
fade, fade, fade, fade against all need;
fade, fade, fade, fade, and fade again,
that the killer's sense of love
might seethe away the brain.
Fade, fade, fade, fade forever on;
fade out against the moon,
and the woman in the sun:
fade out along the spine, fade out along a pout;
now fade and fade again;
fade completely out.
*
Such eyes! and would such eyes that see
blare bloodily into the trees,
eyes that stare through bleeding lids
would
blare forever through the ribs.
Such eyes! and would such eyes that serve
betray the butler and his words,
such eyes that cripple like a breeze
would serve the madman's wheeze.
Eyes that fade and eyes that rave,
eyes that fade into the maw;
eyes that rave and eyes that
fade,
must fade out through murder's door;
eyes that glut and gut and crave,
eyes that bleed their sightless scores;
eyes
that glut and gut and crave,
must fade out through murder's door;
eyes that glut and gut and crave,
eyes that bleed their sightless scores;
eyes that glut and gut and crave;
eyes like these must fade once more.
Eyes must fade into their screams,
eyes must fade entirely
out;
eyes that fade through tidal dreams,
must fade into doubt;
eyes must fade and eyes must slave
after murder;
eyes that see;
eyes whose purposeless parade
fades into rivers, eyes like these
must assign to eyeless minds,
must
assign to eyeless palls:
eyes that glut and eyes that crave;
eyes like these live in the walls.
Eyes! such eyes I did see;
such
eyes as never thought to be,
such eyes as never thought to see,
such eyes, such eyes.
eyes whose role in life is doom,
eyes
whose seeing rapes the womb;
eyes! such eyes as living spares;
eyes! such eyes as living scares;
eyes that glut and eyes that crack,
eyes whose lids are roughly snapped:
eyes! such eyes as dying shares;
eyes! such eyes that climb the stairs.
*
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while controlling murder's ebb,
sights inside me woke the dead.
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while controlling murder's mind,
sights inside me broke the
spine.
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while controlling murder's skein,
sights inside
me broke the brain.
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while controlling murder's frame,
sights
inside me rose in flame.
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while controlling careless death,
sights
inside me broke the breath.
While controlling a sad song,
while controlling music's wrong,
while consoling careless love,
shrouds
of darkness moved above.
*
The maid of mystery, she laid down
upon a mound of history;
now her eyes
are full of sound
and clouds of dead maternity.
The darling Lord, he danced & cried
into a field of wheat;
now
his heart is filled with lies
and nails that spurn and weep.
*
Save the scales of skin that fall
from your fine posterior;
I am sick of waiting for
your visits to my minds -
save those scales! come give to me
those spines that thral so well!
I am sick of scouring trees
with limbs that spoil in hell;
for you must be a whore to think
that I adore you for your form;
you, like other seives of months,
must strain away the dawn;
you, like other menstrual suns,
must assign to rumps of porn;
you, like other menstrual sons,
must assign to seven lawns.
*
Once upon a time, I dreamed in a nightmare
of
a world of eyes & a world of flares;
there, where the leaves fell madly from the trees,
i sensed eyes cleave into madness & despair;
and here
there were eyes that slithered in black
& here there were eyes that danced on their backs,
& where time loitered & flew quite away,
my memories
were cloistered in the eyes of decay,
&, o, what a world was here constrained
in the eyes of the spheres & the ravaging rain:
ah! what a wasteland
was here seen,
where the waifs & the strays slid into eyeless dreams:
as if from a cloud, or some native place of tears,
the shroud of deception
serried into fears.
*
Eyes that rave & eyes that fade,
eyes that sight the summer's lore:
eyes
that rave and eyes that fade
must fade out through murder's door;
eyes whose role in life denudes,
eyes whose role in life deludes:
eyes whose seeing is deranged,
eyes like these must fade again;
eyes whose seeing never knows,
eyes whose seeing snaps the rose:
eyes whose lids lie carved in night,
eyes like these must greet the light;
eyes whose living sights no end,
eyes whose living
ways must shend:
eyes whose being sights no truth,
eyes like these must seem uncouth;
eyes that live beneath the rain,
eyes
whose ways must stain again:
eyes! such eyes that murder maims;
eyes like these must rape the brain;
eyes in skies whose dreaming spits,
eyes in skies whose dreaming splits:
eyes! such eyes that flail to live;
eyes whose living rapes the crib.
Eyes I've seen, such eyes
without,
eyes whose fusion burns and routs:
eyes! such eyes of graveward leisure,
eyes! such eyes of graveward pleasure;
eyes
I've seen, such eyes that reel,
eyes I've seen, such eyes that feel;
eyes! such eyes that well above;
eyes! such eyes that murder love.
Eyes I've seen, such eyes that strip
light from light, wick from wick:
eyes I've seen, such eyes that cry;
eyes of murder coil &
die.
...
jdb 1992.
HIV (A PSYCHODRAMA) speed-written.
- Sleeping under tundra, denuding duvet thunder,with a heart of redtime summer, our weepingHearts accord; accord to the lamplight, the winter coming softly:sleeping under tundra,Denuded sleep records.This is the sickness of Heady Invitro Varnish;HIV my any other name would still paint thick.Snoring under lightning, with an eye of death devisingsleeping under tundra, duvet thunderClicks. though we be sure, sure that Love is Hero Nero,sleeping under tundra, our souls attainNo spire.Chapel of Love, cathedraline weft of widow;snapping as we snooze, the socket lover wails:Xanadu, no paradise, just masturbation in a window:sleeping under tundra, duvet thunderRails; rails as severed hammers bang in nailed masectomy,bang and bang again, with lover's bed aMoon away: sleeping under tundra, denuding duvet thunder,Xanadu, no paradise, snores intoDecay.Halo Heaven? then what for motile angels, what for cherubs, seraphs,what for Victorian War?No, less motile angels than strangeness being strangled;less the child made holy than murderOn the moor. though we are sure, our hearts go out on empty,though we are sure, our heartsRun out of heat. though we are pure, pure as passion's enemy,denuding duvet thunder, theAngels' hearts don't beat.Demnos, cloven bastard, barterer in God's linen,cut from cord at centre, umbilical kings die by.Time was the proof lay in schemes of Lenin, now, cut cord at centre,the schemes lie in the sky.Summing up summer from a sickling enemy,doing our buttmost to drive away the Lord, noMan is the all of us, the cemetery core of us, the sickla, the Hitler,the Samson in the gorge.Duvet thunder, what brought night so dear to us?where in the bed did death of lightRevere? what for the best of us, the alabastic breast of us;what for the serpent, the breaker ofThe spheres? duvet thunder, what brought night so near to us?where in phallic latency doesOur humour lie? what for the grave in us, the orthodoxic gay in us;what for the forsaker, theMaker in the eye?Nobody knows just where sex came from;doing what it will, sex is a laugh; no! sex is chaos;The science of Hubris: sex is a doctor in the acid atom's bath.coming on soundly, sex isAutomaton; sex is the cradle of iron gone wrong -Heady Invitro Varnish, sex is all sickness;HIV by any other namewould rise against the strong.This is the song of Los, the Blakeian Apocalypt, rather, this is shit-dip,the sheep demesne goneBlind: world under world, the weal of sex is Shibbolith: sex is daughterback,the nickle fish inBrine. searching for passion when all is Pornograph:Internet darling, can you tell me yourName? Duvet Thunder?! God knows, the best is lumber:all sex is spinal puncture, isPornosapphic shame.Sleeping, always sleeping, doing our best to suffer,doing our best to wash before our bodiesFoul: Eliot, Sweeney - coconut will constipate - best to have no children thano wear an urbanCowl. true, pure, sure, how hearts reach out forever;each out across the void to find aWedded light! No, no marriage enters, just madness epicentre:the young reach out forEverything, reach out & touch the knife.Duvet delusion, duvet thunder, duvet denusion,divan number: slagma, smegma, petroleumLampage: 666, the sensual soul meets outrage, 666,the sexual soul meets outrage, 666, theSensitive soul meets shoutrage, 666, the enteric soul meets shoutrageUH UH UHTHE END.Copyright JDB 1999.
-
CANCERIAN (a ghostly superhuman)
the superhuman, the superhuman,the ghostly superhuman.
to fight the spirit
in the night, to rage against the endless light.
the superhuman,the
superhuman,the ghostly superhuman.
no time is real until it's sent from
shendless storms of wonder - to seek the sun, to reap the moon - all is
endless thunder.
the superhuman, the superhuman, the ghostly superhuman
the endless ghostly superhuman.
cancerian moon - the stars offend us, each whirl of sun, as red as jesu's
mind.
the rape of christ in fields of azure - as much as time must save
us, the stars define.
cancerian moon - the stars acclaim
us - each whirl
of sun, as red as jonah's spine. the rape of christ in fields of azure -
as much as time must stave us, the moons decline. i have a sun in the
archer and a moon in the blood, i have a mind full of madness and a heart
bust
at bud, and when the world spins round and the sun moves west, all
and all, thou't shall confess.
cancerian moon - the stars offend us, each
whirl of sun, as red as jesu's minds. i do not care for the world beyond
us, nor wrangle for the
ring on its murdered wynd. cancerian moon - sun in
the archer. cancerian-
i do indeed have a cancerian moon; moreover, i am sagittarian?!!
led bed dedly, led bed dedly; led bed dedly. dedly moon, dedly sun. led
bed dedly. led bed dedly,
led bed dedly, led bed dedly. dedly moon, dedly
sun, dedly womb, dedly tongue: ded within, ded without, ded within, ded as
doubt. led ded, led ded, led ded bedly, led ded, led ded, led ded bedly.
the ghostly human, locker-staring at the sun
discerns for children then shoots a taxi-gun
the ghostly human, the endless ghostly superhuman
and a venal sinal snap
cracks in twelve
O, a ghostly human, locker-staring at the rain
discerns for crayons as a burner aside red pain
heaps hay long children to spastic clocks; and
me and my mental superhuman
appear spine-stilled.
eyes have appeared denied by air where aged rats
get burning for dirt, disease, sex and deaths; and
batterers build brines from peas
and wiveners piss on trees where mutterflies
over-feed weepers with bodies
O, O, O; a parental sea-lie has to caress beads
O, O, O; a sentinel aside tides has to sow meads
across cicadas and vermeil sickled star-breeds
the led bed
deaths found in an adult cot will
damge fists with whipping spy-drills
uh uh uh
tut tut twitter ticker flicker
the supermen who use super-powered dills
will sermon after dudes and caping thrills,
and dizzy dog-men lean across
midnight hills
and pieties of pug-men dream of titty lip-mills
led dead bed deaths found in adult slots will
scurry aside city hens and fucky killers
uh uh uh
tut tut tacker tippy masser
uh uh huh
we wish goodnight to french
terrain as ripplers
sink cakey knives upside a naked glue-world
and nipplers, spiced, use wide opened gal-rippers
uh uh uh
led bed dedly
led bed medly; O, caravans carry cars to rizlas
uh uh uh
led ded bedly
shred bed
family,- crashes use illegal crash to
entertain shoes
i have seen at close of heaven's day a blinded car
come concertina for the lilt of God and christ's vaginas
and, uh, a swelling war
comes smelling wards.
uh uh uh
tut
tutter butterfly
come homeward now and blow love's minds.
Copyright JDB 2000.
UNICURSAL? (after The Doors) (more than 72 speed-written lines)
I was
doing time in the Universal Spine: murdered in the mind, with Lord &
Locus out of time; scattering Nero seed, with Zion's tomb a grief away
Universal Swine, Universal wine
Seek the sadness in the Garden, find the
solemn cage of fire:
Universal, spine is Unicursal, Universal Spine,
Universal slime
Gaoler, give me keys of azure, Gaoler, lend me locks of
blood: mute, all love is Unitersal, Unipursal: love denies God's bud.
Universal Spine, Unicursal Spine, Unihearsal,
Universal pine: all is found
in the Universal grind: Universal, Unimettled, poesy dilly spy-sound
This is the time, the time of broken minds, the time of jailers in the
Tyne; this is the time, this is the time, I'll never save u from the
wind.
At the centre of sun, cold prisms run; spectral under gun, cold
prisms run - no light may live now love is done - at the centre of the
sun, cold prisms run
Crucifaction sermons unto doom; den-eyed at iris,
the eyes of heaven
boom - this is the time, the time of woken minds; this
is the time, this is the time.
Cruel at hedon middle, stars of murder
blood the plough; cruel at hedon middle, stars of murder blood love's
bough - the ship of death is sailing - no
more the moon, just tombstone
storms
This is the time - all light comes flailing - this is the time of
sharded dawns. Seams under stretcher ward love's murmurs - in the caves, we
sight light's brain - spermerotic, with light our cool demeter,
petrol
pools rape aside the rain - old is the serpent under music; old, the gold
skein, the rattlesnake bride - this is the time, the time of delusion;
this is the time of the haunted wide
This is the time, death's gallery is
shining
- shining like blue mud, the throttled lizards sing - this is the
time, death's gallery is shining - shining like blue gods
the knife of
hatred spins - no time is real, no time is certain; no time, just masques
behind blue doors - this
is the time, death's gallery is shining - neon as
a whisper, the sea of death's pleasured.
This is the time, the time of
broken minds; this is the time of graves in the mind; this is the time,
the time of purple pine; this is the time,
this is the time
This is the
time, the ship of death is eastern; this is the time, the time of purple
missions; this is the time, no time left to use dead wine; this is the time, this
is the time, this is the time....
are we on the
night-ship?
the spinal snapper of a mind-safe fuses lubes to loud lace
the signal snacker under wind-wastes
grow under fractious losers; and the father to outelled space
hisses across meddlesome mandalas
and the slit of god grasps
to stone wallahs
o o o o, a passenger of masks loosens dollars as english fevers
fall directly to death's feathers
and a naked female falon hitler
weeps for blooders; and cad casements in soft rivers
rotate across a blind void.
i was doin' time in the universal spine
i was easing heads aside a mental wall-wynd
and, as static beds burn up
then a scissor inside a crocus-cup has to surrender lights to mermen
o, i was doin' time in the univeral Tyne
oo, as
the earth fell away, then i jacked a hearse and blew god's mind
and, lashwide, crackers of gems
get casing aside meddlers of sweet spind wind-hens
i was doing time; and fractal lace-hiders move mod deaths from
cicada chicken
and the
is the end of missions
and this is the end of prisms; and this is the arse-wipe of hedoners
amen amen amen amen
THE END. Copyright JDB 1993.
BLUE SCORE
"bore my scars & blew
my soul last museday; i've got no-one to burn. bore
my scars & blew my mind last fuseday; i've got no-one to spurn. say the
world was real, say the world once lived? what then but spieller-deal,
what then but the living dead? bore my scars
& blew my soul last museday;
i've got no-one to burn. bore my scars & blew my mind last cruiseday; i've
got no-one to spurn. say the world once cared, say the earth once span?
what then but spieller's lair, what then but hanging man?
bore my scars &
bust my eye last museday; i've got no-one to love. bore my scars & blew my
brain last fuseday; i've got no noah's dove. say the world once sang, say
the earth once bloomed? what then but spieller's band, what then but
plated womb? bore it all, saw nobody changing; couldn't give a damn for
any. bore it all, saw my birth deranging; couldn't give a damn for mary.
say you once all gave, say you once all moved; say you once all gave, say
the earth once grooved.
say it thrice over, say it seven under, say it
thrice it over, rape away the thunder.. say it once mattered how the child
was maimed to lie, say it once mattered how christ was born to die. say
the world once lived against its hatred, say this
earth once toppled while
abated. don't give me funkey blues, don't give me green suede shoes. bore
my scars, drove ten cars, saw all brains disgarded. bore my scars, drove
ten cars, saw all veins accosted. the endless dream is the eggshell
thinker, the endless dream is the egg-yolk spinster. don't give me bible
news, don't rend me semite law, don't give me bible dues, just shend away
the doors. don't give me eyes on empty, don't lend me pistol wax, don't
give me eyes on empty,
just rend me judas flax. take the flex, wind it
round, pierce the neck, maim the sound. bore my scars, bore it all too
many times. bore it all, broke my neck & smashed my spine.
siege to seed to seed to siege to snood to cruise to cn news,
to zen to
wren to dirty den to doctor rock to peter pock. water-wheel one to
water-wheel two, i am the one who opened you, water-wheel one to
water-wheel men, i am the one who opened pen. water-wheel opus to
rot-spiel crocus, i am the one
who opened locus. siege to seed to seed to
siege to snood to cruise to cn news. siege to seed to seed to siege to
snood to cruise to cn blues. dna is wicked gay, wicked gay is john 'o'
grey, john 'o' grey is global munchkin, global munchkin's
orbital pumpkin.
water-wheel pentagram, slaughter-wheel centogram, siege to seed to cn
blues to seed to siege to doctor who's. i love baby, she gets lady, i love
lady, she strokes sadie. goldie is a roll-up, roll-up is a siege seed
truce.
water-wheel opus to daughter-wheel crocus to siege to seed to cn
shoes. mary, mary quite contrary, how does your spindle glow; with
knicker-lips & crotchet trips. siege to seed to cn snows. television,
sputnik lover, television, merchant
brother. barclays, starkleys, dr
starksky; siege to seed to cn jews. jewel, fuel, petrol, petrol,
water-wheel, spastic plastic. water-wheel to crap on a fan. siege to seed
to judas man. give us the highways & i'll give you the byways - bylines,
bylines, bylines, bylines. goodbye, monroe, your life was on show. siege
to seed to siege seed row. cn news, cn blues, cn snood, cn rood. saw it
all over, now's the time for clover. the sweet is the best, let's go west.
Edvarde grundy, edvarde
sundae - ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream,
ice-cream. on the farm, the metal girl drinks a quart of barley whirl.
edvarde grundy, edvarde sundae - ice-cream, ice-cream, woman. see the boy,
see the paper - edvarde grundy, edvarde sundae. see the
boy, see man
friday - edvarde grundy, edvarde sundae. combine harvest, red-tent leer,
cup 'o' petrol, red-neck ear. ice-cream, ice-cream, naughty dream,
ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream. take me on your flight, corporal balloon,
take me
on your flight, master masturbloom. this is the earth, this is the
ticker-tape - edvarde grundy, clobber-cape. ice-cream, ice-cream,
ice-cream, ice-cream - i came, i swore, i came again. edvarde grundy -
sundae rain. down, down, down, down,
going down, mistress sound, going
down. going down to ale-house forty, going down, going down. edvarde
grundy, mrs. mundee - ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream. lovely
rita, meter tweeter - ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream.
centrefold madam, make me gladden, give me hot, give me cold. edvarde
grundy, edvarde sundae - ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream, ice-cream. saw
the walrus, stitched a stitch, did some knitting; clickety-click.
traffic-light, yellow to yellow,
why so sad, why use bellows? edvarde
grundy, edvarde sundae - clickety-klaxon, clickety-klaxon. ice-cream
comes, ice-cream goes, ice-cream sews, ice-cream sews. i don't suppose you
want to know the contents of my long-stemmed rose? ice-cream,
ice-cream,
endless ice-cream, endless, endless ice-cream.
peter pan, mary anne - dig the summer, dig the summer. mary anne, thomas
mann - dig the summer, dig the summer. hear the thunder thrumming in,
shend the seed, let time win. peter
pan, mary anne, mary pan, thomas mann
- dig the summer, dig the summer, dig this endless number. summer sun, why
so fast? summer moon, why so fast? summer conscience, why now over? summer
seance, time grows older. peter pan, mary anne - dig
the summer, dig the
summer. mary anne, thomas mann - dig this endless number. dig the eye of
endless empty, dig the lie, let in love's sentry. thomas mann, mary anne,
mary anne, petrov scam - dig the summer, dig the summer, dig the endless
summer. come, dig the summer, dig the summer, dig the trendless thunder.
class hetero, class hetero; half the world's class hetero. picture scout,
picture pout, don't need no mind to knock me out. class hetero, class
hetero; half the world's
class hetero. class hetero, class hetero; half
the world's class hetero. picture me this, do not let love rend, picture
me this, do not let life end. half the earth's class hetero, the summer
moon, a phaposian surprise. class hetero,class hetero;
half the sun's
class hetero. gay deviser, grey compriser, what for love whose ways grow
green? give me picture, give me fixture; never let this life grow mean.
class hetero, class hetero; half this world's class hetero. shend the
chain,
let man build, never tame the hetero will. time on its side, time
under fire, time on it's side; magnetos in the tide. give me the way it
was, don't poison me with vision. lend me woman's image, don't give me
cellevision. class hetero, class
hetero; all the world's class hetero.
don't give me afgay, don't give me aftawoman, just give me picture come,
just give me death's cousin. magnetos in the underpass, class hetero,
class hetero. magnetos for the underclass, class hetero, class
hetero. all
need a picture hessien to shape this earth with birth, all need a picture
hessien to solve the crime of worth. all the world's class hetero, half
the sun's afgay. give me glass forever; never let man pass away.
i'm moving out
to the other side, (with a spiritual bride, with a
spiritual bride). i'm moving out to the other side, (with a spiritual
bride, with a spiritual bride).
pain is pain & pain will out; the other
side must writhe & rout; the other
side must fall like rain upon the
insane brain.
i'm moving out to the other side, (with a spiritual bride,
with a spiritual bride). i'm moving out to the other side, (with a
spiritual bride, with a spiritual bride).
pain is pain &
pain will out;
the other side must writhe & rout; the other side must fall like rain upon
the insane endless brain. the other side, the other side, the other side, the
sacred bride?"
Copyright JDB 2,000.
*
THE MONDAY HOUSE
the monday house, the monday house: where guards refuse, the words push
thru: the monday house, the monday house: eyes like twenty now, eyes like
twenty now. the monday house, the monday house: where summer burns, the
sirens turn: the monday house, the monday house: eyes like twenty now,
eyes like twenty now. the monday house, the monday house: where birds
refuse, the words amuse: the monday house, the monday house: eyes like
twenty now, eyes like twenty
now. the endless monday house.
they say that she's bulimic - well! - that's just a remit, you can tell;
and tho' she eats both thick and thin, you'll never see her down the gym.
i've been tryin' to picture you as somethin' more than fattenin'
food; but
thru the ages, one thing's sure: picture bulimia will ask for more. i
heard an obese girl today ask her father for some praise - they say that
she's bulimic, too, but you can tell that's not quite true; and this day
i'll try
to be as good with words as i can be - it's picture bulimia, my
friend, that'll carry us unto the end. i've been tryin' to picture u as
something more than fattenin' food; but through the ages, one thing's
sure: picture bulimia will ask for
more. now she's a kind of woman who'll
ingest much more than jesting fools - don't u know, she'll never die, for
dying is for those who cry; and this day i'll try to be as good with words
as i can be - it's picture bulimia, thank god, that'll
spare us from the
rod. i've been tryin' to picture u as something more than fattenin' food;
but thru the ages, one thing's sure: picture bulimia will ask for more -
but thru the ages, one thing's sure: picture bulimia will ask for more.
imagine the world in its finery slippin-n-slidin to a wondrous sea.
imagine a lantern in a mountain taking a trail into the trees. imagine the
world in its finery slippin-n-slidin, where marvels spree. listen and
together we shall see
just how time shall wander free. listen together and
listen now to the size of the sacred cow. imagine the world without no
hurt taking a trail to birthless flirts. imagine an earth that knows no
name forever leading shame to flame. imagine
the world without all pain
taking a trail to the summer's vein. listen and together we shall see just
how time shall wander free. listen together and listen now to the size of
the sacred cow. now its not hard to imagine life - just open your
eyes and
sense the knife. now it's not hard to imagine life - just open your eyes
and sense the heist. listen together and we shall see just how time shall
wander free. listen together and listen now to the size of the sacred cow.
suffering
with violence at the edge of the world, awaiting spanish demons
to fight the girls: suff'ring under scarlight, where the wickedness
relays: suff'ring with violence at the edge of the grave.crime, u kill me
gladly, and yet all crime is live;
as lively as the candy that raids the
hive. suffering with violence at the edge of heaven's face, waiting for
god's license to whisk away the mace: suff'ring in the sequence of angels
who abscond: suff'ring in silence at the close of the
fond. crime,u kill
me gladly, and yet all crime is live; as lively as the candy that raids
the hive. suffering with violence at the edge of Mars: suff'ring with
volence and its motorcars. crime, u kill me gladly, crime, u turn me
round:
crime, u stone this heart aground. suff'ring with violence both
night and day, suff'ring wioth violence in every way: suff'ring and
raving,till the suff'ring ends. suff'ring, endless,for ever.
once there was a way to be so golden: easy was
the way for time to
open.now it's easy to believe, now it's easy to tease: baby,you're never
coming home.once there was a way to be all-knowing: easy was the way to
pray; all-glowing. now the idol is received and we've nothing to conceive:
baby, you're never coming home. easy was the way to be emboldened: easy
was the night that made us olden. now the rite has turned away and we're
living in delay: baby, we're never coming home. baby, we're never coming
home. o dead baby,
open your eyes?
Copyright JDB 1999.
O, A DYING GAME USES WORDS (a cantata)
o
a dying game which uses words
must hurl illiterate darts
and a boat of suns sails for curs
and a stoat of guns
shoots
a feline father's
coded mad girl-drum
eyelids don excess visions when
a cartel of heat-builders
deafens the blind
and a mouth of glass has to grind
bear jaws with mind-riders
..
a sexing of the cherries turns
fruit and veg into a tea-urn;
and we sex the cherried
and we wreck swift berries, La!,
why wind wells dry
will never be understood till cars
crash
under eyes in cold ferns
..
eyelids don eggy visions when
riders of the corn
write for bikers.. And easy porn
swells like piss..
`
i made a crazy pass at an old bent woman
o eyes fazed me
o cries
caved me...and a bunk of semen
cares for bees
and i mad a pass at an old grey woman
o lives dazed me
o wives shaved
me
..
because bowed god has no name
because bowed dogs
have to walk in pain; O, because trees
seep into my mask
you and i will hammer lakes to hasps
o smiles burn me
o dials turn me
to the
other side of five lost seas
..
i made a crazy pass at an old bent woman
ahh when a venal garden
has no good gardener
ahh whence an anal raven
has no winged lover
then we will hiss for certain..
waves beat on the shores
graves heat guns with whores
and we lay under meat as closed wards
sweat for pandemic flu..
..
Oh
i have sensed camal traffic
mounting a small mule
Oh i have wrenched canal traffic
sailing to a river feud
and baby
bouncers have to move
sweet roe to fishy fugue
ah ahh
why the peasy faisty dead seasons
heat gay panty hose
will be known to figgy children;
and a bun of rice
sucks cream from angel-vice
..
Oh once
upon a pan, wedders
shimmered in chiffon gowns.
.. BLOWN NAKED BAKERS
blown naked bakers
of sweetening soft meat
says 'Farewell' to a doctor
o, rancid butcherof sweetening blue meat
says 'Hello' to mnethna's daughters
and
a bill of fayre sells me seasoned water
and a rill of air
dances under mortars
.
blown naked bakers of sweetening
soft meat
bids farewell to a shaker
stoned naked butchers
cleave ice from rind where coded flavas
shape salty blue
paper;
and a ghost of war shoots blue peppers
and a host of wars
shoots fatal poppers
oh, blown naked lovers sweeten
sleep
oh, boned fated fathers
fall to death's hot feathers
..
and a dog in May just has to run away
the doted limbs of a dense city raincloud
hark back to a homestead full of fires
o ropers of dreams
float across edams as sedans under clouds
hisses
under spires;
O the accidental sun shines and shines
O the occidental guns
hoot when stars sky-stun
codas of kodak
and porn-minds
.
the doted limbs of a dense city raincloud
jack back to a naked yield of
stained dark figs
and
a glass pig has to shoot for God
ah ah ah
eyes will deafen as sites go blind
spies will soften
and a bended totem
pole about Eden
grinds flame to pure dust
la la lahh.
we will tread the bulb when leering under
old funeral friends;
and
a liar on a stage acts up for Fathers
and a pyre in a gym
cases killer creators in exercised murder
..
Rope hardens
round my neck
Dope softens men, and a corpse of sex
swipes dogs for tundra-nests.
.
ahhh
ahhh
Ohhh
DE END is nigh
DE MEN get high
WOMEN flit
KIDS get sick
..
, ehh ooo.
WHEN PIPED WITH FLU
when piped with flu, the pandemic god of truths
trips inside a soft mind
when spiked with screws, the pandemic god of vines
vanishes into violence
and a sea of sails screws masts to anchors
and a sea of veils spews riggings around sailors
and a bird in a tree
cuts a seagull from wide reeds
and de poetry of missions flows just like false wine
..
once above a soft mind, i saw the spies of swine
weeping, weeping
o, once upon a crossed mind, i saw ceilings
creeping, creeping;
and a ballet underground
hisses across danced ice
and a rink of scissors snaps a penny chew wiith
dimed lips and mouths and crunched tea-things
when piped with flu, the pandemic gods of truth
strip inside a lost mind;
and a starry christ will surely
turn and heal minds
and a dizzy christ will certainly
turn molten tears to whiskey-gold; and nudes
accost all planets as
falons
sprawl for glass
the treasure train is coming
la the pleasure horse is running
uh the feathers of the dead are strumming
eaten
greying bruised guitars
and the faces of the West shine, shine, Ohhh,
the treasure train is coming
ah, the pleasure horse is thrumming
the eaters of the dead shoot fay loving
uh uh uh de robots of Du
heal gemstones with alien drugs
and a tribe of suns shines
inside weird love
and a gang of guns
shoots a panamerican scissor-sea-God
and cunts seas seem lithe
and spunked
bees seem all right..
..
sometimes, the moon looks like the sun
sometimes, the stars go on the run
sometimes wild
heaven chews salt-gum
sometimes, god's sky shoots
trendless skeins of roller-soul
and touts with rifle-boots
sea-slam
eaters of torn death
with butters and jammy dumb desks
sometimes, the moon looks like the sun
sometimes, the stars go on the run
ohhhh
Eyes idolise de female blind and mess
melds missonaries with baptismal sex
...
END.
Copyright JDB 2001.
SWHEAT CHILD
Reap now, swheat child; my rooms are spare
Whose scarce horizons cry you clear
Of manger volumes; reap
these years,
Swheat child, whose eyes I mould.
In open mouths, these caverns stark
Caves of canine devils; barks
Strip of them blind interludes,
Vulture gullies, cloven hooves.
O, reap now, child, hoh, swheat child, reap
These babbelous years; my rooms are neat,
Whose scarlet ruled horizons cry
You clear of manger volumes/ DIE!
Or reap and spear me, mother, child,
Whose eyes are moling cold
In the open mouths; the cavern ducts,
Where the boy
in mad blows old
O, reap now, child, hoh, swheat child, reap
These idylls; reap, my girl, since I
Am blind for you, your bark, your stare,
Who mould of me this cloven lie.
*
Copyright JDB 1992.
*
spent a little while in a tigron's cage, slavering away against decay; saw
the trainlights spurn to mean, shot against my fused & dead demesne, did
my best to marry on; drank from a choke & sired a ripper son.
i did not
rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate
u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid.
Drank from the
artichoke last Sunday, turned against all sin on museday, summoned up Zion
from a golden stage, danced my mind against love's grade; saw the
trainlights purdah out, shot against my fused & den-eyed pout, did my best
to do my best for u; drank from a choke & broke on thru.
i did not rate u,
no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate u, no, i
never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid.
Helio Bundy, Morrison mane,
why do you drive my mind insane, why does your pick of leather hate sire
against my mental state: helio Bundy, wicked child, why do u rise against
the mild, why do the dirty on light's dream, why rape the child & act
obscene?
Family garden, sickle feast, why put my brain inside the beast,
why take away the loves I had, why spurn away the gentle mad? i did not
rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid, i did not rate
me, no, i never raped me, i did not rape me, little kid: i did not rate
the summer sun enough to save a life begun: i did not rate u nor me at
all, all i did was fall & fall.
Helio, helio artichoke, helio, helio
artichoke; saw it in the news, the child tells lies in hope; helio, helio
artichoke. I did not rate the child I knew, i still don't rate the things
he do: saw it in the news, the child dies blue: I did not rate the things
u do. i did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate u, little kid,
i did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rate the things i did: i
did not rate u, no, i never raped u, i did not rape u, little kid, i did
not rate u, no, i never raped u:
i did not rate the things Love did?
..Are we on the night-ship?
YOU HELD MY HEART
You held my heart each bluesday and
Sent my beating strictures on
Midst leavened flames and golden hands
Yours
was No Man’s song. What
Did you think you were doing when
I caught you laughing at our love?
It’s things like this that kill the kiss
Of ages, rape the doves, and,
In idle straits of mastered sin,
Disclose to us our deadly aims
I do not serve you; see! I am
A maniac between the brains..
So may the winnowed sexists meet you
In your halfway house; may lands
Of lesser metals
greet you
As you, devising, stand
This way, that way, in the sun,
Despising each corrective face
Now may your
heaving loving stun
Another hated place?...
Copyright JDB 1992.
24 YEARS REMIND THE TEARS OF MY EYES (BURY ME NOW, FOR I WALK WITH YOU).
24 years remind the tears of my eyes. (bury me now, for I walk with you).
24 years, yet I’m still alive. (take
me down to the river, do). 24 years
of reaping the rise, and still I feel in love with you.
24 years, and I’m
still alive. (take me down
to the river, do). All alone, we walk on bone,
melting away the spheres of night. All alone, we talk of stone, strange as
severed summers bright. follow me & I’ll follow you,
follow me & break on
thru..
24 years remind the tears of my eyes, 24 years reveal a hollow
disguise. each & every day, we pass away, carving
out the scandals for the
jesus crew. (take me down to the river, do, take me down to the river,
do).
24 years remind the tears of my eyes, 24
years of your booted shoes.
(take me down to the river do, take me down to the river). honesty shall
outlive us: just as waxen faces fade to red, love shall not forgive us,
nor the sun of beauty heal the dead. 24 years remind the tears of my eyes.
(bury me now, for I walk with you).
24 years remind the tears of my eyes;
24 years, as cold as blue...
flowers, powers, fusion, flowers, beyond the moon, the endless power,
sunned in murder, muffles love, all and all as cold as blood. flowers,
powers, fusion, flowers, beyond the moon, the endless power, sunned in
frightmare, muffles fate, all and all as cold as rape. indigo winter,
indigo summer, all and all, the world is number. indigo summer, indigo
autumn, all and all, the world is warden. flowers, powers, fusion,
flowers, beyond the moon, the serpent wish, sunned in murder, twining
madly, scores away the endless kiss. flowers, powers, endless towers,
under time, this earth is empty. the way is gemerald, the way is temporal,
the clay-cold kiss of love is real. all and all, as cold as fury, endless
flumes the rape of curie. all and all, as dead as living, endless flumes
the soul's misgiving. flowers, fusion, flowers, denusion, all and all,
this earth's delusion. ultrasonic, multisounded, all and all, this earth
is grounded. burial rumour, death-kiss glimmer, world under world, the sun
grows thinner. burial rumour, death-kiss manger, world under world, the
Son's defamer.
flowers, powers, fusion, flowers, beyond the moon, the
endless power, stunned in hearing, muffles love, all and all as cold as
blood. whispers brick the eye in midnight, misters brick the sky in
flightnight. death devolves, death defines, death revolves and death's
divine. flower, first fusion of the demon empire, tower, first fusion of
the demon entire, flower, power, tower, the day is gemerald, flowers,
powers, fusion, the gem's confusion. no more seeking the foreign word for
worship, no more seeking the foreign word for transepts - flowers, powers,
towers, fusion lives forever. flowers, towers, powers, fusion reaps the
weather. beyond the moon, beyond the sun, beyond the flint inside the
cum. beyond all this, the town of azure; beyond all this, the tower of
pleasure. death devolves, death defines, death lives on in broken minds.
earth beneath earth, dream under thunder, all and all, the flower must
sunder. quiddicch lover, wiccan brother, wiccan brother, semite mother- as
the summer breaks aside, all and all, the eyes grow wide. give me the
palace of mental easter, give me the summer of scented beasts - no more
time for clocks that turn, just the time for labial urns. flowers, powers,
fusion, flowers, beyond the moon, the endless power, sunned in murder,
muffles love, all and all as cruel as blood. dream, why shape the wake for
sharing? dream, why share the wake for prayer? dream, why shape the snake
for snaring? dreams live on in tempest air. flowers, powers, fusion,
flowers, gemerald shower, amber dour. dowry girl, give me plenty, dowry
girl, rend me empty. shend the sun, shend the moon, shend the lung, shend
the womb. the smoke in the hills is eagle shadow, the smoke in the hills
is eagle mallow. gemerald, sieve in the cobwebbed lover, gemerald, sieve
in the cobwebbed drum, gemerald, sieve of spider ages.
flowers, powers,
towers, the word is scum. spend all your years in a prism prison, sweat for
the grave beyond all light. flowers, powers, towers, all the world is
gemerald. flowers, powers, towers, all the world is temporal. shend the
sun, shend the moon, shend the banshee in her tomb. christ comes here to
prove no truth; all and all, the word's uncouth. leave aside the
ultrasonic, cleave away the mate bubonic - this is the earth, so live it -
death comes after, a deadly
sea clit...
BLOOD SONG (by jim bellamy) a montage?
Bearing loaves & fishes, going gung-ho for the Son, into rooms of tender,
the moon
fires like a gun: set in Cimmerian slaughter, like a flunkey
diamond filled with chaff, slittering the wrists of daughters, the Ghosts
of Judas flash. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time
with the ghouls of abeyance? Are
u going to the Summer Seance? Mute in verbal gossamer, snapping twigs with
zen-eyed glee, pastelling after spider tombs, the Christ of Heroes swims
the sea: dread is the thunder's whisper, motors thrum in eyes
above;
slittering the wrists of tarantula riders, the Ghosts of Judas deny all
love. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance?
Eighteen lazy pharaohs, like sickle spies, cleave pyramidic
dreams: pyrrhic victory under rainbow, the sword of duty breaks its
scream: screened on widow windows, like a seminal river maundering by,
slittering the wrists of iron sidlers, the
Ghosts of Judas siren high. Are
u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance?
Late in graves of powder, setting no store to the cannon
of doubt, sat led
ded in canyon chowder, the clamerine angels spume & pout: summoning
sermonics from sulphur, like a wheat-eyed fairy, Mary sighs: slittering
the wrists of Zion's pariahs, the Ghosts of Judas haunt & fry. Are u going
to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to
spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
No more to fields of rapine azure, no more to Indians spitting rhyme: no
more the gas, the permeable
prism: no more the light inside the spine: no
more the spike-skeined sentries, no more the soldier in the lung: no more
the leather under breath, no more the lovelorn graves of cum. With beauty
under cancer, a rose tattoo of bludgeoned fear,
the metal Ghosts of Judas
rise upwards from the spheres. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of
abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance? Are u going to break thru to spiritual pleasance? Are u going to
the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
ahhhhh....
Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run
-life destroys as peace
defines - come take the womb & make it grind.
knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run.
The moon gets cold & the stars grow older; no more the moon, just look
over your shoulder - the darkness maims as
the summer declines - no more
the womb, just destruction in the mind.
Your palls of white are closing, lady; four palls of death, four palls of
closet red - night is the madness, all-deposing - no more the womb, just
destruction in the
head - we've seen the summer climbing softly - the
truth is dreaming, a million tombs behind - no more a life, just birth in
rumour's posing; no more the womb, just destruction in the light.
Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the sun,
lady, knife the sun;
knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the goddamn sun. come on a trip
& the acid heart shall seize; come on a trip & the heart shall greet
disease; come swallow rot & sense the heart run red; come swallow
rot &
see the child run dead.
Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife all the men you've ever won;
knife at the wards, at the hospice in the lung; knife all the men you've
ever won.
Loved loud women, always did; loved loud women
since just kids; -
come take this Lord away; loved reeled crime since we raped day.
Inveigal my territory as if it were sanity, strike at my history as if it
were air: summon up demons, let music murder me: in the sun's charity, let
madness
flare. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in a
cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
I never knew the sun of
Simeon, I never felt the world inside
my words: truth is all darkness, an
artless state of sentience: a nightbird in purdah, my soul denies its
verve, suffers under murder & buckles into sadness, leprous as a sinner
whose senses curve.
Pall walls around me seek to find
security: locked in
a cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
As if I ever knew the
gunshine of moving, as if I ever knew the bullet laid bare: as if I ever
knew
the riflers at my pocket: seldom knowing any, no God on high answers
my prayers.
Pall walls, or is it something close to recusance; something
close to subvention that makes my soul decry? To search for passion's
sentence is all & all
love's presence: pall walls, or is it fury; more,
the devil in love's eye? Never finding thunder, just stalking after
ravens: setting no light to harvest, this song of ether reaps the poor:
lying backwards in a chamber, seeking moons in wells
of night, the life I
lead is seldom waking, its breastmost way, a cloven spite.
Pall walls,
endless under prism; a prison of spectral torture, the gaoler's hands
decree: sermoned under lightning, struck dumb by passion's raping,
entombed
in endless blackness, this man of bone receives.
Pall walls
around me seek to find security: locked inside a cage, the bird within me
sings: inveigal my territory, strike down my destiny; let go the spires
that music might win.
...
This is Planet Birth: let no man tell you birth is glad: this is Planet
Birth: let no woman make you sad.
Under fire & under azure, Planet Birth
is all to see: let no man tell you birth is plenty; Planet Birth came from
the trees.
This is Planet Birth: umbilical as lust, the cradle's yawn
disproves: this is Planet Birth: let no child tell you birth's amused:
under mud & under oil, Planet Birth denies its toil: let no God tell you
birth is plain, Planet Birth came
from the rain.
Planet Birth, Planet
Birth, Zioning in the Dark, beneath the earth, like ded zephyrs from red
skies, Planet Birth comes flailing by: wailing under hammered sirens,
beneath the sun, the earth must fail: Planet Birth, Planet
Birth, let no
gladness see birth wail.
In the tombyard, sundergrinding, abortive as the
Son of Love, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, the boom of blood
drops here..
. See Less?!!!!
Copyright JDB 2001.
*
A PALEST SHADE (because of dylan thomas?)
Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch the den-eyed children writhe,
sense the screen-fat cholesterol to nothing - in the mind,
let wasp-skies
summon.
No more zen-tithed warriors at one, just the scam-boys almed
against the sun; no more truth, no more plain love, just the screen in
shrouds above.
Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch the den-eyed
children
writhe; seize the siren in the filmic kiss - in the mind, let
fusion's fist, set on braining, seizure out of seeing - televisual
syndicate, let love lose being.
Searching for summer in the beam of death,
No Man summons on the bridge of
breath: storming into cancer, with
capricorn a womb denied, televisual syndicate of being alive.
Televisual
thunder, fusing as she sunders; televisual king bees, deposing of all
wonder: with jam-skeined mentals seething under metal, the
prison cell of
creaming lams the scentimental.
Televisual syndicate of being alive; watch
the den-eyed children writhe, sense the screen-fat cholesterol to nothing
- in the mind, let wasp-skies summon. No more zen-tithed warriors at one,
just the scam-boys almed against the sun; no more truth, no more plain
love, just the screen in shrouds above.
in the beginning of poetry's mallow, from first to last, the chiming face
fawked across the skies laid fallow; one shower of motion
sired the waste;
and, like cyphers in conjunction, muse and fire mixed as they raced.
in the beginning of poetry's mallow, syllabic & tarry as a filthy smile,
from the births and heirs of mallow, round the heavens span the child;
&
after came the gyring waters, touched & torched upon rhyme's dial
in the beginning of poetry's meadow, that set alight the sparring spark,
time & tide sent forth their fellows, & the tunes of magma's Ark,
flailing where all seas
lay narrow, wired the jaws of jesu's art.
in the beginning of poetry's swallow, which, from sky-slit aces grooved;
in the misgivings of the secret brain, rhyme and tide sent forth their
moods,
& the runes of madness lammered, &
the moon of mourning roared;
in the beginning of poetry's tarot, before & after was the open door.
in the beginning of poetry's pillow,
before and after
was the open door.
Where the rivers bend, we see the hero's splendour: Thebeian
shapes of men
in rivulets of cinder: where the rivers gyre, we sense the shape of man:
Thebeian shapes of wisdom, destruction's in our hands. Stoned are all our
barricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, we sense
the
seas embalm: down from ashen seances, the ghosts of god assume: stoned
are all our barricades, stoned womb, stoned womb.
Later, in light's restaurant, the Lord of laughter lams on by: sickle
rhythms sunder & siren, transepts sulphur by:
where the rivers gyre; where
the hapless eremite lies maimed, into burning capitals, we sense our
hearts inflame. Stoned are all our barricades, stoned are all our charms:
in the palisades of grey, the oceans storm & charm: down from hero
logic,
led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs of scarlet doom, our barricades lie
staved.
Yesteryear, the spheres were strong; yesteryear, God's loving lived:
yesteryear was rilled with song; yesteryear, the passions fibbed: now,
with
eyes on empty, the sickle moon is filled with blood: menstrual are
our passions & menstrual are the skies above. Stoned are all our
barricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, the oceans
storm & charm: down from
hero logic, led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs
of scarlet doom, our barricades lie staved.
Stoned womb, stoned womb, the palest shade of love is all: stoned womb,
stoned womb, the palest shade of passion crawls: stoned womb, stoned womb,
the whitest veil of love is truth: stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we
get is cloven proof; stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we get is cloven
proof.
Sideboard breaker in the side of the mind: a homestead full of slaughter,
the sun
of Hubris shines. Cut from cloven woodchip, with pallish reason
cast from time, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in
the side of the mind.
Sideboard breaker in the heart of the moon: a
homestead full of water, the
river's murder spumes. Cut from cloven
hardback, with pallish reason severed at womb, sideboard breaker,
sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in the slide of the moon.
Sideboard
breaker in the soul of leavened day: a homestead full of spirits,
the
child of living raves. Cut from cloven woodworm, with pallish reason
buried in the grave, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard
breaker in the side of the day. Sideboard, sideboard, sideboard breaker:
Bo Diddley maimer, song
defamer, do you know the world's creator?
Sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker: tell me, Lord, are you forsaker?
Sideboard breaker, broken home deranger, sideboard shaper
(cigarette shaker?)
ahhhhhhh
let's boogy for a vineyard snail!
AMEN?! See Less See Less..,la la la tit mut-butter..Ooo.
Copyright JDB 1999.
*
BOYTOWN STORY
if u should sleep about a thousand years; if u should pay a billion pounds
in bent arrears; if u should carry your jewellry in a bad swag bag, u'll
be doing the hedonist rag. if u should fly on a plane to distant climes;
if u should drink from a bottle of vintage wine; if u should dabble in
diamonds while waving a flag, u'll be doing the hedonist rag. hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist rag - the less u do, the more u'll have - hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist rag - the less u prove, the more u'll stab. if u should
masticate a dinner in scarlet spain; if u should build a cellar in the
darkest vein; if u triumph over others thru smoking a fag, u'll be doing
the hedonist rag. if u should heal the rich while decrying the poor; if u
should deal in wealer-deals without a cause; if u should try your best to
stamp out the mad, u'll be doing the hedonist rag. hedonist, hedonist,
hedonist rag - the less u do, the more u'll have. hedonist, hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist, hedonist - hedonist rag.
Lady
at the crossroads weeping, by your troth, you are in keeping with the
stars and all their souls - lady at the crossroads, roll. lady at the
crossing mount, by your troth, you are in count with the dreams that
sailors have, as they sail on seas of mad. lady, lady, take to me and save
me; lady, lady, u and i were one; lady, lady, take to me and save me;
lady, lady, u and i were one. lady at the crossroads weeping, farriers
shall stave your sleeping, and the heavens up above shall acclaim u in
your love. lady at the crossing fount, time and tide shall swathe the
mount, and the tears shall fade away, as the tyranny decays. lady, lady,
take to me and save me; lady, lady, u and i were one; lady, lady, take to
me and save me; lady, lady, u and i
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh.
in streets
of penates malice, i laid down on the way; for privateers in
palace, pirates sired my grave. weeping in a truckstop, with my guarding
angel gone, like the ever-turning clock, i never bore a son.
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh.
on a rillside stands a funster, with ways not human-made - in his heart,
he is a teamster who sings a serenade. for a walk upon an ocean, this
funster will give all, but as time implodes in motion, this funster's on
the fall.
lal-lee-lal-lah-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah,
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh.
my boytown story's over and my mother has gone home. such is the law of
lovers, that this
story moves no stone. for a pocketful of misery, i
travelled on the sea - as much as rhyme is ended now, this boytown murders
me.
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah,
lie-lie-lee-lie.
Copyright JDB 2001.
WHALE SUMMIT
the whale summit, the whale summit - beneath the sun,the starlets groove.
no time for men who choose to
cry,no time for women in the mood. the word
is idle morning, its spray of light, as real as dead - beneath the sun,the
starlets groove. no time for men, just shendless red. the sigma in
the
window has eyes as furled as judas god - judas christ, mary price -
shendless manna,bear the rod. the whale summit - the sky in the moon. the
whale
summit -the eye in the womb.the whale summit - if we seek, we shall
not find. the whale summit - if we seek, we must go blind. behind this
shadow's empire, the heart is tripping north
- with lies as cruel as
samphire,the rending way is jesu gorse. in the ingle comes the medium-
each life that strips away is real - so many,all so many - each life that
strips away shan't feel. the whale summit, the whale summit - beneath the
sun,the starlets groove.no time to stop the world, no time to cease the
earth, no time for any man,just
shendless birth. i have seen light
moving,i have seen the summer die - within the shades of freezing,the
gorgonelles fly by. if we look to the south,shall the winter rave? if the
magma routs,shall the traitors rage? the whale summit,the whale summit -
beneath the sun, the starlets groove. the whale summit, the whale summit -
the grail in mind has seven hooves.
to search the wards,to reap the child,
to strip the bone in the christian wild - no life knows, no light lives -
ice moves up from a frozen crib. there is a woman in the brain: she walks
nine miles: there is a woman in the brain: she stalks ten smiles. whale
summit,whale summit, this is the shendlesss whale summit.anatriptic
mother, toxic
brother - no more word for chanticleer - anatriptic father,
toxic lover - no more whispers in the ear. the swan of god,the ledahose -
all and all,the way is closed - the swan of christ,
the deus heist - all
and all, the way is diced. the whale summit,the whale summit - spasmoid
sister doing time. the whale summit,the whale summit - spastic sister in
the spine.overboard,the sirens reign, underboard, the mystics flame - eyes
on empty,eyes like twenty -endless mistress in her shame. the whale
summit, the whale summit - beneath the sun,
the starlets groove.the whale
summit,the whale summit - beneath the moon,the children move.no time for
words,no time for birds, no time for neon curves. rape the peak,live
inside it, rape the peak,do not hide it, rape the peak, rape the peak,
rape the peak, rape the peak. whale summit, whale summit,this is the
endless whale summit - this is the whale summit,
this is the whale
summit.blue god, blue love, blue god,neon dove. blue god, blue god, blue
god - whale summit.
pale night, pale bright - i saw the witness,the
reeling witness - pale
night, pale bright - never see love live again - pale night,pale bright -
never see love live again. the whale summit, the whale summit - lost in
the wood, endless gain - the whale summit, the whale summit - lost in the
wood, endless fame. at midnight,i saw the shanty men, sensed the summer
overcome me - at midnight, at midnight,
i saw the shanty men. pale
night,pale bright - i saw the witness, the reeling witness - pale night,
pale bright - never see love live again - pale night,pale bright - never
see love live again. cowboy christ, cowgirl lover - time must lend me to
another. all a case of the other, all a wasteland with no mother. pale
night,pale
bright - i saw the witness,the reeling witness - pale night,
pale bright - never see love live again - pale light,palenight - endless
whispers in the brain. the whale summit, the whale
summit,the whale
summit, the whale summit - eyes on empty,eyes like twenty - whale
summit,whale summit. in the wood,in the yield,in the wood, in the field -
underscore,undermind,underscore, eyes gone blind. AIDS father, take me
further; do not serve me with your purdah - pale night,pale bright - the
whale summit,the whale summit - pale light,pale
night - the shendless
whale summit. take me, mother, from this world;share with me your penates
gold - i saw the witness,i saw the witness,i saw the reeling witness; i
saw the reeling witness. this is the whale summit, this is the whale
summit - meet me in the hills,greet me in the rain - meet me in the
hills,greet me in my pain. neon god,neon lover,neon
god, neon other -meet
me in the hills,meet me in the hills.this is the whale summit, this is the
whale summit - endless remit - this is the whale summit. saw the
witness,the reeling witness - whale summit,whale summit.blue god, blue
rod, blue god, land of nod - no time to stop the time,no time to cease the
world - whale summit,whale summit,endless
cold. whale summit, whale
summit, penates gold. i saw the witness,the reeling witness - whale
summit, whale summit - i saw the reeling witness -come out tonight, come
out tonight,come greet the endless light. come out tonight,come out
tonight - come greet the endless night..
Copyright JDB 2000.
SUPERHUMAN
the superhuman, the superhuman,the ghostly superhuman. to fight the spirit
in the night, to rage against the endless light. the superhuman,the
superhuman,the ghostly superhuman. no time is real until it's sent from
shendless storms of wonder - to seek the sun, to reap the moon - all is
endless
thunder. the superhuman, the superhuman, the ghostly superhuman.
the endless ghostly superhuman.
CANCERIAN MOON
cancerian moon - the stars offend
us, each whirl of sun, as red as jesu's
mind. the rape of christ in fields of azure - as much as time must save
us, the stars define. cancerian moon - the stars acclaim us - each whirl
of sun, as red as jonah's spine. the rape of christ in fields of azure -
as much as time must stave us, the moons decline. i have a sun in the
archer and
a moon in the blood, i have a mind full of madness and a heart
bust at bud, and when the world spins round and the sun moves west, all
and all, thou't shall confess. cancerian moon
- the stars offend us, each
whirl of sun, as red as jesu's mind. i do not care for the world beyond
us, nor wrangle for the ring on its murdered wynd. cancerian moon - sun in
the archer. cancerian, moonless mind.
i do indeed have a cancerian moon; moreover, i am sagittarian.
LED BED DEDLY
led bed dedly, led bed
dedly; led bed dedly. dedly moon, dedly sun. led
bed dedly. led bed dedly, led bed dedly, led bed dedly. dedly moon, dedly
sun, dedly womb, dedly tongue: ded within, ded without,
ded within, ded as
doubt. led ded, led ded, led ded bedly, led ded, led ded, led ded bedly.
led ded, led ded, led ded, led ded, led ded, led ded. led ded bedly.
Copyright JDB 1998.
A STRICKENING NIGHTMARE?
ONCE upon a time, I dreamed in a nightmare
Of
a world of eyes and a world of flairs
There, where the leaves fell madly from the trees,
I sensed eyes heave into madness and despair
And here there were eyes that slithered in black;
And here there were eyes that danced at the back,
And where time roistered and blew quite away,
My memories were foistered in the eyes of decay
And, o, what a world was here constrained
In the eyes of the spheres and their ravaging rains
Ah, what a wasteland was here seen,
Where
the eyes of the world slid down into a dream.
As if from a cloud or some loud shroud of sleaze,
Here flittered eyeless demons and heretic, eyeless screams.
Looking down far into the eyes of pain,
I sensed my vision van and crash inside
wet grain.
This man who fears no shade of dark
Nor any death inside its dart
Must come to shear away the bright
And rape Abandon
with foresight.
These verses, shorn of manna's shape,
Must madden as the dawn's
decline
Rends away all happy dreams
And shears away the light's recline.
Eyes in eyes that know no route to the maiden at its root
Of the sun inside her murder, must disclaim a mystic murder.
Twice the times that make us live must proclaim
the singer false,
And the witness to death's rills must disclaim a narrow pulse.
Eyes in eyes that know no route to the maiden at the heart
Of the moon inside her rage, must disclaim the veils of art.
Twice the times that make us vie with
the atoms of the dead
Must proclaim all living cruel as the sentry in god's head.
Of night the poet's nightmare lives a cimmerian grove of gloves;
Gloves on parried hands of heat that rend away death's throttled meat.
This crashing noise
inside god's brain decries the sickness in the veins,
And eyes must know the route to cite each turning christ of deus night
As love that lives for aimless lust lists the shutters in the dust,
Breaking doves
with violet skeins, wrought inside their daisy chains.
Twice the winter in the hand swipes away the Judas lambs
And the scorning of death's mind severs off a maiden wynd.
A wasp within the dome of theft stings the creature in the lobes,
Warping nooses from the drifts of the cretin in a rose.
Twice the world
is born today from the arcs of roundalays:
Twice the hedon, twice the blast, of love's preacher under glass.
And the birth of Judas man must condemn the Jesus clan,
Reigning where all frozen fearing slights the Word inside its searing.
Twice the world is born today from the arcs of roundalays:
Twice the hedon, twice the blast, of the spheres inside their flask.
The poet's nightmare ends with fuck and cracks a phallic yearning,
Shended darkly where love's luck flights the dawn in spurning.
Twice the moon inside the vein warps away
a singer's gain-
Thus this earth is all-absolving, co-created in its rolling!
Do not proclaim the rivers false
Where the rocking lightning
grows
Nor bark away the flocking pulse
Where death's winter thunder glows.
The poet's nightmare ends with truth that cracks a ferris
at its root
And cuts the chords of kingdom come, shended as death's orizon...
sweats. eyes, first coptic of the rock that wrecks. eyes, as endless as
the hunter's
suffrage. eyes, as endless as the neon meadows. eyes, this
girl gathers shells for her furies. eyes, this girl farms the shores for
truth. eyes, no man is the endless sickle sentry. eyes
- underhouse, the
fire's uncouth. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! fist the fusion,
make her scream. LAMERICA! the serpent dream. LA Child, LA Wild, LA Wild,
LA Child. the home is burning, let the winter come. the home is burning,
let the madness come. the home is burning, as wicked as the sea. the home
is burning - let sulphur be. the home
is burning, as trendless as the
dawn. LA Wild, LA Child - no more peace, just form...
***
Copyright JDB 1999.
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- Men and youth and a sodden market mustSell dills to sweet green dusts,O, as sin and puke suck a flava, then lustMust lay a chaser with a tuskedScissor seasand.Mental stunned summer cuts hot whores, , scented deaf father weds sluts to scoredHanged halved heels,And, sss, as a dog on a reel barks for wheels,Then spatial summertimesWill rock for god’s milk ward?…There are sunderers under pooled plasterWhich, rammed, race riders into motherAnd the coastal case whenCandlers cut stasis from childrenSpits on wrought iron sea menOhhh.Men and youths and a sullen carpet mustLever lays from pills and sea cusps,And, sss, when a bull inside lustBuilds cold cocks from caved sea slaughterThen slain sea turdsTrack a tawny trade and souled birdsBuild cracks from laughter` ehhh?Here there is a small head under midnightThat, whirled, does a dizzy doll inside light’sNaked sun,,Bled boars bride loss to severing sea guns,Wet walls ride a cross,And paned pullers plead after love’s lungs,And wolves know hyper lungs?Zzzzzz.Precambrian colours cascade whereHomo habilis raises salt prayerAnd we rip dunes from salty air,O do we dine on pubic flare?O how now does the keen sun moveInside a Precambrian sullen sex groove?.,.?!! ..Ahhhh MIEN!!!!!!This day, a febrile faceless fakirLines bulbs with impossible nailedBowed beds and flipped feathersAnd we will live to chant forever?Chosen footprints will always fall,.frozen flashed frills always crawlAfter dillies and princessesOhhhhMy sunny dunny darlingdrilling bodySunders like a blue townAnd we sleep where babyDrives against the sea’s salineNaked swathing blue bobby..UhLa-THE END?*The tidy suns of fled star fireRam a river down a hose -OAnd slithering side men slam funeral spiresAnd gods and snipped boozeDrowns where drink swirls beersLo, an impassionate slithered seerVans stars under crowsSsssThe Ledas of the come and killedClaim spires from cut rain, and fey hillsFallSss*Where a doddered sex dialHangs phones from wrung smiles, thenClosed men must farm afterBlown bees and country laughterSs a hot hired hedon under feverCrams curls, and eyed city claversCurse bombs with dirt and drivers…Chicken empires must eat egged women, bickering sea firesRend dirt from liars.*As an angel in the moonLaps locks and teased tunes, then lunar dunesSlap bollocks where woundsWind down, down,LoAnd men and macadam melt for tarry madamsAnd, ssss,We will assault a mean sun, ss eyes under cunt salts drink from a cityAnd new American minds spend pennies in a gun,And nude napes nipBeds and bunniesUhhinside a tripped false vein, I enter a silk lipbecause of death, I will render death fromspades and spiders:THE END.*Aa a thwacking desolate spade cuts lipped rainThen, under sex capes, a rider of a roman sea trainRavels into minds` and a bled boss of the dead and dimedCuts soured sleep from delved wineSssThe carnivals of bled killersSweat for dazzlers, and binders under scissorsCut napes from razors… zzzzSundering under blazers, a bald bitten girlDrops clay fromSoils, and eyes unfound will swirlGhosts and monkeys…/*Lo I suck a torched guitarSs o as a bald bed bendsThen rivers in cigars mustSend dogs to sung sleep…Outside swung meat, cobra codaStrips belled bone fromStung kilns and AllahSssLo, I sup a drenched river. nude and naked nuptials under peatDig desolate dreamersAnd life seems in love with the nightly dreamers..*Mashed maskers melt forCanes and whipped war, ss- when once pigs roarThen xmas and easter will suffer forPies and whoresas mashed masked millers score a sea of wards, then grey ghostsuse inky primers undernipped nudies….When once pulled pillared pealed popesShoot wild raped pony ropesThen ideal faces mustPrise bells from fish baits and salt lusts…Wide seizing slain skySlides from out gods and sainted dick driedBulled butters…*Jacked by the ladies, a male fakir sucksLatrines and nailsAnd, bronxed, as red rabies raises grey fucksThen trickling tigons in shroudsailsSea-hangs hordes where billy brailleCuts genius from blank eyesSsssJazzed by the babies, a boy billerBags combed lunged laced trillersAnd saucer fuelled by killerDrain dusts from teas and trippersAhhhConed keen city angelsLay doll-waste to gigs and gablesAnd, snippering, mental nudes and navelsLash Madam to macadam and Naples…Fat ghosts under glued doggy dimplesShoot cunt colour…*The guilty giddy side of gold heavenLams fierce tides where lost hissing sex ravensGrab for fists and gardensOWhen once pools of fear fade, then red raised garlandsSeal sex withinDeep and passionate love windsAnd the guilty dizzy wives of keen gold mindsMeld milky ash with grey gods and blued salt skinSsssAshes under rashes call for god’s lost name,., flashes under hashes smoke for christ’s surnameBut burning bled embersIgnite beds and killersAnd we intend to stand inside a false town,And, lo, we attend false lands as blue green sea clownsCurry carried wheelsZzzzzMolten books of hours swirl verses inside flowers, chidden rook of bowersRaise curled hearsesAnd we will send kids to sleepAnd selves and men will trumpet meat….When once a poet tree tears buds from heat, thenStoned men pinionLuminous spires and cathedralsAnd, laced by treason, we chop the fatAnd we must search the trees for pushed cats….Ahh.Vast closures in bled veinsChill stains in acid…*and a fazing bellstar will stirraided deaths and pianos, then bled cursmust walk god to deathsss when once a city in a deckdodders after cemeteries and mean sexthen blonde bobbing beckssea-hangballs and summits—loas hot hired wives sweat for candy cigarettesthen blabbed burst sex wardivines salt blood- , Lahalthough we dwell inside veined God.although we swell outside veiled sodsWe will find the pearly way whenCold snowers interfuseDobs and dashes.,Codas summon nude wild heavenAnd men must believe now?*..DIRT LOVE IS OUR SAVIOUR?Cloning sex riders will stone a bad fast boy,O, under a kelpie, we will whip toys withMascara and rainbowsSssss under a shroud sail, men and figgy kidsSuck skirts from quince,And, laden, a severing sea squint slays slashed pigsO.Cloning sex drivers will stone a bad glue-crib,And, la, as eerie earth men derideWaxed hands and shorn screwed kids,Then grinding gashed spades will riseFrom out colostomies, agers, and cold disguise,,. arctic monkeys shovelFlints and penny puddlesAh active money shoves after green hovelsAnd, lashed to ladles, we must swim where liesCut wide wives fromSalt silks and lilac sea guns.**Aladdin plays the field, paladin pushes asses into robed sealsAnd, here, there is a dyed voidAnd out boys will sweat inside a voidAnd we shall dig for fat fingersAnd we will drain molls from mongrel rivers.... --.a keen riddling seat of gas must severSatanic sex leathersAnd the coded men who sweat for mamaMust rot for god’s sakes,And we lay tyres with dragged capedRobes and reeledSalty kinemaLo-We will ravel into mines Oh,sex will slaver after roped minds,And dirt love is our saviour?Copyright JDB 2018.
LIKE JEAN HARLOW'S FAME? (by jim bellamy)
warder of a silent world, furled in occidental curls - carrying a bag of
fists
as if searching for a kiss - wicked woman, sired by flame - cornucope of
endless shame -
warder of a silent world, furled in accidental curls.
like jean harlow's fame, hers is all a drunken game: sassy as the cars
above,
angels meet her in her love. warrior in clothes of blue - femme fatale in
all she do -
widow to the western world - silent woman with blind pearls - hers is all
a pregnant need, reigning over cowboy seed - cornucope of silent veins -
warder of a violent name.
like jean harlow's fame, hers is all a drunken game: sassy as the cars
above,
angels meet her in her love.
wicked woman, girl of shame - silent witness
in the rain - bleach-blonde babette on the run - peroxide pornstar with a
gun - tho' she be a silent child, speech shall cool her in the wild, and,
as silent nations bless, violent minions shan't protest.
like jean harlow's game, hers is all a drunken game: sassy as the cars
above,
angels meet her in her love.
a fly of passion on the wall, pulling down
the tights that thral, serving funsters in the main - silent witness to
the brain. wicked woman,
girl of tides - when she dies, she shall not rise, neither might the
chains of dreams warp aside her happy screams.
like jean harlow's fame, hers is all a drunken game: sassy as the cars
above,
angels meet her in her love
. swagg'ring high, stagg'ring low, giving head
to toxic crows, crucified by herod skeins, shendless as a shower of pain -
whether making eyes at christ, or indicting men in heist - wicked woman -
hers is all cheek to cheek with jonah's caul.
like jean harlow's game, hers is all a drunken game: sassy as the cars
above,
angels meet her in her drug...
Copyright JDB 2000.Angels Surround Me (a song-sheet)
Angels surround me, i think the lines, they write me,
my mind is light, night shadow all around me
how i hurt and heal, these feelings, elementary
elemental as light, shine beneath my poetry.pain has my all, haunted, i am man's brother
solitude is where i live, thinking like a mother,
visions petrify, i am the soul within another;
come, let me show you all
let my heart beat out and smother.southern blow the winds, northerly, my mind
lips as fresh as sin, a lemonade, my spine
perception is my passion, deception's all and all
come, read my mind forever, let love's meadows roll.i am a man with stains upon my heart
passion burned within me, lust, my brother spark
grown in inner city, barred, the life i lead
inventing panes of wisdom, breaking as i wreathe.and i can heal, i can, i am, i sense
the king of wisdom flame as he flies;
by me, the poetry of time defines and never dies
..and i can heal, i can, i am, i sense
the king of wisdom flame as he flies;
by me, the poetry of time defines and never dies.love created pain, pain is all i find
fortress for a brain, love and lust refined.
touched by mute campaign, pleasure sunders life
invented by disdain, love brings down the knife.you see a poet story, this is mine, is where i live
i dream of days of peaceness, my guardians divined
to cry is my relief, to weep, my heart's glad pin
to suffer is my sanctuary, the chiliad within.know me, know the love beneath the rain
know the rose, the garden, the angel in my vein
kids smile at my rainbows, pleasure fills their void
coloured are my people, painful with love's joys.a woman's touch, a kiss so strong, tranquillity ordained
this is prosody's insides, a picture on a plane,
and i can heal, i can, i am, i sense
the king of wisdom flame as he flies;by me, the poetry of time defines and never dies
..and i can heal, i can, i am, i sense
the king of wisdom flame as he flies;
by me, the poetry of time defines and never dies.
..
jdb 2001WHEN THE BLUES ARE OLDER
when the blues r older, when the blues r older - when the blues r older -
when the spirit streets are filled with wheat - when the blues r older.
when the sickness summons love and the winter snarls above - when the son
of man lies dead in the summer of the head. when the blues r older, when
the blues r older -w hen the blues r older. when the blues r older, when
the blues r older - when the blues r older - when the sin in its spin
denies the wind & the crack of christ denudes forever - when the live come
out to cry and the lord of love lies weeping - when the world is furled &
curled - when the blues r older. when the blues r older, when the blues r
older - when the spirit raves with fire - when the blues r older, when the
blues r older - when the spirit way is pyre - when the siege of shendless
winter rapes the woman in the wild - when the kin & kith of mary rakes
away her rended child - when the world is double heresay, and the heart is
bugged with blood - when the blues, when the blues, when the blues r older.
where the blues r always over.SPATIAL WINTER
spatial winter, this serried world is void; void of all its summertimes,
void of all love's prisons. a leaper in the mind, the way ahead is seared,
is seared in space behind its ever-spinning spine. the arc of christ rides
closer, closer to the power of god: inside the mirage of the rain, the day
inside itself denudes. each way the sickness clusters, as a semi-comal
state of dreams, red as ilex lightning, the source of fury screams.
spatial winter, this serried world is void; is void of all love's
summertimes, void of all life's rended swirls. a cryptic state of fusion,
the ocean in the mind's surreal; surreal as time decried by the spirit on
the wheel. the arc of christ rides closer, closer to the power of god:
inside the mirage of the rain, the light beneath itself disproves. each
way the sickness clusters, the grave within itself is spiel, red as ilex
lightning, as cold as hero's field.
spatial winter, this serried world is void; is void of all its summetimes,
void of all life's rended swirls. to speak the words of plenty, to shend
the dreamer in the vice: to chant the prayers of many: all is served by
herod's heist. the arc of christ rides closer, closer to the power of god:
inside the mirage of the rain, the day inside itself is rude. each way the
sickness clusters, as a semi-comal eye in scheme, red as ilex lightning,
the source of fury beams.
spatial winter, this serried world is void; is void of all its
lunar-scapes, is void of all its joys. a lepar in the vine of vein,
this mind mirage is growing clear; as clear as mary's sacrifice, as clear
as jonah's tear. the arc of christ rides closer, closer to the power of
god: inside the ruin of the rain, the day within itself disproves. each
way the sickness hollahs, as green as neon sun, red as ilex lightning, the
sea inside must thrum.
spatial winter, spatial winter, spatial winter, spatial winter. the mind
mirage, the schizoid rite, the sea in brain, the endless night: the search
for god that never ends, the maker of amends. spatial winter, spatial
winter, spatial winter. to seize the grey, to make it work, to storm the
moon inside its hurt; to make the way for red abandon: all and all, this
love's abaddon. spatial winter, spatial winter, spatial winter: spatial,
spatial winter.2 TO TOMORROW
2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow - fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow. 2 to
tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow - rend the sorrow, shend the sorrow. the sun is
booming eastern,i t bears no place for hero dreams - best greet the summer
western, or else live on in herod's screams. don't tell me of your
peacedom, nor ravel with the whores. 2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow - go
greet your child outdoors. the world is growing ancient, baby - do not
live for none - the world is growing ancient, lady - no time for orison.
they hand u bags of silver, they lend u bags of gold - best greet the
morning sun, best get out before you're old. 2 to tomorrow, 2 to tomorrow
- fight the sorrow, fight the sorrow. 2 to tomorrow - rend the sorrow, do
not follow. loved the end - always did - loved the end since we were kids.
lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah-lah. get out of town, make
things good - get out this goddamned town.BURNING WORLD
thralway,hallway - gold,gold - thralway, crawlway - burning gold. the sun
is real, is wealer-deal - thralway, hallway - molten gold - the sun,the
moon,the mill of love, the sun, the moon, the blasted bud - thralway,
hallway - gold, gold, -thralway,crawl way - burning gold - old, the moon,
cold, the way, furled, the womb, gold, the way. thralway,hallway - gold,
gold - thralway, crawlway - burning world.GOODBYE, NO THANK-YOU
goodbye, no thank-you, I can make it alone
goodbye, no thank-you, sun is worn to the bone
goodbye, no thank-you, I can make it alone
sidewalk stone, sidewalk stone
the moon is real and the sun behind
I do not care for the men in the mind
I cannot listen and I cannot pray
Lady, stray; do not stay
goodbye, no thank-you, I can make alone
goodbye, no thank-you, sun is worn to the bone
goodbye, no thank-you, I can make it alone
sidewalk stone, sidewalk stone
the summer moves and the moon divides
no time for peace that deifies
I cannot listen and I cannot pray
Lady, stray; stray today.
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye -
no time left to ask me why -
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye.
this is the last goodbye.MYSTIC BLOOD
sought the summer in the sun, nor any place for golden ones; sought the
summer in the sun, sought the summer in the sun - bought it all, turned it
over, suffered under, suffered older - sought the summer in the sun,
sought the summer in the sun. give me light, lend me more, give me night,
rend some more, give me none, lend me more, open up that silver door.
sought the summer in the sun, nor any place for golden ones, sought the
summer in the rain, nor any place for deus brain - see the wasteland in
the moon chant the words of deus doom - sought the summer in the sun,
sought the summer in the sun. give me light, lend me none, give me night,
rend me some, give me none, lend me more, open up that silver door. is
this the world that I once held or is it more the summer's meld or is it
more the christ of dreams, the place for summer's screams; or counting
down, is it less a place for love than deus quest - deus quest, deus
quest, deus quest, deus quest. give me light, lend me none, give me night,
rend me some, give me none, lend me more, open up that silver door.I MET A BOY AT TURN OF VEIN
i met a boy at turn of vein, he had two minds, he had two brains - two
creatures, wrought in milton lobes - i met a boy at turn of toad. i met a
boy, yet nothing more - a boy of leers and dreaming scores. i met a boy, a
key-ho-hey, i met a boy at change of day. confessed in birth, this earth
is mad, duressed in curse, this earth is sad. i met a boy, he had two
brains; two-brained boy, two-brained boy. i met a boy, he had two brains;
two-brained boy, two-brained boy.THIS IS A CRUCIFIED CRUSADE
this is a crucified crusade - come together, join together - born in
shells and born in blade, we go forever. see the bearers meet for pleasure
- come together, join together - born in tides of festive ether, we go on
forever. this is a crucified crusade - come together, join together - born
in cells and born in jade - come together, join together - born in shells
and born in blade, we go on forever. as the scanners strip the heavens, we
go on to feast unleaven, as the scanners strip the sky, we go on to mystic
high; as the scanners break the summer, we go on to cryptic number, as the
scanners live to ruse, we go on to mystic noose. this is a crucified
crusade - come together, join together - born in shells and born of
leather, we go on forever. born in shells and born of leather, christ must
reap the weather.NOW I'VE FOUND THIS BIRTH IS SOUND
now i've found this birth is sound & the rivers scale the trees, i won't
choose to be profound, but shall dement to please. now i have made a
birthday blaze & the easter sea is sailing, i won't choose to be profound,
but shall dement through failing. i have found the endless earth, i have
found the hunter's worth, i have found the sea of summer, i have found the
petrol thunder. i won't choose to be profound, less this birth is
howlaround. i won't choose to be profound, but shall dement to please. now
i've found this birth is sound, now i've found this earth is round, now
i've found, now i've found, now i've found this birth is sound.EVERYBODY LOOK TO THE AIR
everybody look to the air, everybody rise from their chair; everybody, see
it coming - the whirlwind, the whirlwind. this is the whirlwind; no man's
skin blinds away where children sin. this is the whirlwind, this is the
whirlwind, this is the endless whirlwind. something's going on round here,
what it is is just not clear - we must reap the moon today, less the
whirlwind pass away. everybody look to the air, everybody rise from their
chair; everbody, see it coming - the whirlwind, the whirlwind. this is the
whirlwind; no man's skin blinds away where children sun. this is the
whirlwind, this is the whirlwind, this is the easter whirlwind. some boy
told me god once lived, but god lies sundered in the crib. this is the
whirlwind, this is the whirlwind; see it come - the whirlwind.SHE DRIVES ON IN HER MINT STAR
she drives on in her mint star, drives all night in her mint star. no man
has ever seen her scar. she drives on in her mint star. she has eyes that
burn with pride, lilac robes that storm the skies. she has all the best of
you. she drives far in her mint star. she has insight into graves, she
holds the key to all dismay. i should like to hold her tight, but she's
coming out tonight. she drives on in her mint star, drives all night in
her mint star. no man has ever seen her scar. she drives on in her mint
star. she has hairs that burn and rave, she has heirs that know no slave.
she drives far in her mint star, she drives far in her mint star. i should
like to hold her tight, but she's coming out tonight. she drives far in
her mint star, she drives far in her mint star. no man has ever seen her
scar. she drives far in her mint star.ahhhhhh
Copyright JDB 1999.
BARABUS (after Pulp)
my name is not barabus, but i have a surname just the same. i'd like to be
a locust, but the shame is just insane. my name is not barabus, but i have
a surname just the same. i'd like to deal in hocus, but the shame is just
insane. oh, i ain't called barabus long, but my surname's just as strong.
oh, i ain't barabus long, but my surname's just as strong. if u'd like to
meet me in my home, i should show u eagle bone. if u'd like to meet me in
the grave, i should show u eagle blade. my name is not barabus, but i have
a surname just the same. my name is not barabus, but i like to play his
game. i'd like to be a locust, but the shame is just insane. my name is
not barabus, but i murder just the same.the madness that burns amidst our minds snaps our tears and rapes our
rhymes. now stop those words u think are blind; make yourself some peace
with time. oh, u failed the shrink, i say, yet your heart is in delay.
stop those words u think unkind; make yourself some peace with time.
crucifiction depiction, crucifiction fiction, do not stop, just turn away.
all our loves live high in trees - nobody around may see. we are burned
before we are born; stop those words you think deformed. oh, u failed the
shrink, i say, yet your heart is in delay. stop those words u think
abrupt; make yourself some peace with fuck. crucifiction depiction,
crucifiction fiction, do not stop, just turn away. now this earth of death
must live forever - come sense the regal in red leather. u failed the
shrink, yet life is real, u failed the shrink, so wealer-deal. the madness
burning in our brains is endless as a widow's pain. stop those words u
think denuded; do not stop, just act deluded. crucifiction depiction,
crucifiction fiction, do not stop, just turn away. the world at one is
zero pleasance, the world at one is zero crescent - do not care for
picture men, do not care for jesus, then - crucifiction depiction,
crucifiction fiction - do not stop, just turn away. crucifiction
depiction, crucifiction fiction - do not stop, just live a day..My name is not Barabus but i am jesus with no other name?
BIFIDA BRAIN
our graveward dreams, endlessly serried, reveal the acid berry in the
bible flower; the world at one, the zero seed; all all and all depose the
heart to greed. don't need a bifida brain to make it through the rain;
don't need no bifida loins to see this earth purloined. our graveward
dreams, endlessly serried, reveal the acid berry in the bible bone; the
world at one, the zero seed; all all and all depose the heart to need.
don't need a bifida mind to make it through the grind; don't need no
bifida loins to see this earth purloined. all all and all, this dry birth
turns, storming time with searing burns. don't need a bifida world to make
good; just need the sound of axe in wood. this i know, with hitler's
hearing, this i know, with stalin's fearing - this i know, as much as man
is mad - time and tide is endless bad. all all and all, this stage of
notion; all all and all, this comic ocean - all is reasoned before it is
born. all all and all, this heart is scorn. don't need a bifida brain,
don't need a bifida skein, do not need the worth of herod in his girth.
the sea is in harness, the sun is out of time. don't need a bifida brain
to rape away love's spine. our graveward dreams, our graveward schemes;
all all and all, this earth is mean. do not tell me what to think - don't
need this earth to see love sink. don't need a bifida brain to make it
through the rain; don't need no bifida loins to see this earth purloined.
best seek the smallest mind to make this earth divine. best seek the
soul's defectors to shape this earth's inspectors. bifida mind, bifida
spine, bifida spine, bifida crime. cross the world, see seasons change.
don't need a mind to seem deranged. the brain is real, the mind is false.
all all and all, now join the waltz.Copyright JDB 2001.
STONED WOMB
Where the rivers bend, we see the hero's splendour: Thebeian shapes of men
in rivulets of cinder: where the rivers gyre, we sense the shape of man:
Thebeian shapes of wisdom, destruction's in our hands. Stoned are all our
baricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, we sense
the seas embalm: down from ashen seances, the ghosts of god assume: stoned
are all our baricades, stoned womb, stoned womb.
Later, in light's restaurant, the Lord of laughter lams on by: sickle
rhythms sunder & siren, transepts sulphur by: where the rivers gyre; where
the hapless eremite lies maimed, into burning capitals, we sense our
hearts inflame. Stoned are all our baricades, stoned are all our charms:
in the palisades of grey, the oceans storm & charm: down from hero logic,
led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs of scarlet doom, our baricades lie
staved.YESTERYEAR
Yesteryear, the spheres were strong; yesteryear, God's loving lived:
yesteryear was rilled with song; yesteryear, the passions fibbed: now,
with eyes on empty, the sickle moon is filled with blood: menstrual are
our passions & menstrual are the skies above. Stoned are all our
baricades, stoned are all our charms: in the palisades of grey, the oceans
storm & charm: down from hero logic, led ded in crypts of grey, into wombs
of scarlet doom, our baricades lie staved.
Stoned womb, stoned womb, the palest shade of love is all: stoned womb,
stoned womb, the palest shade of passion crawls: stoned womb, stoned womb,
the whitest veil of love is truth: stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we
get is cloven proof; stoned womb, stoned womb: the best we get is cloven
proof.SIDEBOARD BREAKER
Sideboard breaker in the side of the mind: a homestead full of slaughter,
the sun of Hubris shines. Cut from cloven woodchip,with pallish reason
cast from time, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in
the side of the mind. Sideboard breaker in the heart of the moon: a
homestead full of water, the river's murder spumes. Cut from cloven
hardback, with pallish reason severed at womb, sideboard breaker,
sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker in the side of the moon. Sideboard
breaker in the soul of leavened day: a homestead full of spirits, the
child of living raves. Cut from cloven woodworm, with pallish reason
buried in the grave, sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker, sideboard
breaker in the side of the day. Sideboard, sideboard, sideboard breaker:
Bo Diddley maimer, song defamer, do you know the world's creator?
Sideboard breaker, sideboard breaker: tell me, Lord, are you forsaker?
Sideboard breaker, broken home deranger, sideboard, sideboard breaker.I RECALL MY MOTHER CHILD?
I recall my mother child, shining in the venturous wild, storming in her
apple smiles, mother child, mother child. I recall my mother kith, smiling
in her venturous kiss, saving me from darkness come, bearing me love's
kingdom come. Mother child, Mother Mary, here to bear to birth love's
theory; here to mould a world of fire: mother child, mother spire. Mother
child, Mother Mary, here to rend away God's eyrie, here to clip the
eagle's madness, here to rend away God's sadness. Mother child, Mother
Mary, here to bear to birth love's theory; here to mould a world of fire:
mother child, mother spire. Mother child, Mother Mary, here to rend away
God's eyrie, here to clip the eagle's madness, here to rend away God's
sadness. Lion of changes, lion of flame, how shall childhood come again?
Never till the stars go out, never till the angels rout: lion of changes,
lion of derangement, how shall childhood shend containment? Never till the
world replies to the pyres within its eyes. Mother, mother, mother child,
shining in the venturous wild, time shall come, but won't know how, death
gone after, a Golden Bough.ANOREX
anorex, anorex; women r anorex. eat a little, eat a lot, eat a little, eat
the rot. anorex, anorex; women r anorex. don't matter what u try to say,
don't matter what u try to do - woman is anorex; woman breaks on thru. eat
to die, eat to fade, eat to wharve away decay; eat the moon, eat the sun -
eat the endless food of none. anorex, anorex; women r anorex. seen it in
the cinema, seen it in the streets, seen it under kinema; this world is in
defeat. anorex, anorex; women r anorex. eyes on empty, eyes gone nowhere,
eyes on empty, eyes gone slow-where. eat a little, eat a lot, eat a
little, eat the cot. don't matter what you try to say, don't matter what u
try to do - woman is anorex; woman breaks on thru.
There once was a man from cork
who was terribly fond of pork
he ate thin and thick
and was terribly sick
and then popped himself with a fork.THE BALLAD OF DAVY JONESstanding in the fathomless ocean, trying to find the davy dark,
u know the
depths of the endless oceans were darker than the ark,
and though the fish
were singing, nobody came around
to console the coastal choirboys, nor any
muse was drownedthe diver said a sermon and the seamless waves sucked
up, and then was seen the sight of mister davy luck
with umbrella underhand and a timepiece undershroud,
down, down, down came davy jones
the proud.with umbrella underhand and a timepiece undershroud, down,
down, down came davy jones the proud.the diver said a sermon and the seamless waves turned round, but nobody would scorn to see just how
drowning sounds, and down, down, down came davy jones the proud, and down,
down, down came davy jones the proud...davy jones, davy jones, no man here
could break the stones, neither could the sun in space save us from the
human race. davy jones, davy jones, no man here could break the stones,
neither could the golden one save us from the river's run
O time's come to eat the burning sun?!don't u look at me with those terrible blue eyes
terrible blue eyes are
the heart of big danger
don't u look at me with those terrible blue eyes
terrible blue eyes are the heart of mad mangerdon't u look at me, don't
u look at me, don't u look at me with those terrible blue eyes
don't u
look at me, don't u look at me, don't u look at me with those terrible
blue eyes
don't u look at me with that terrible blue gaze terrible blue gaze
is the heart of big stranger
don't u look at me with that terrible blue gaze terrible blue gaze is the heart of lone ranger
terrible blue
eyes make the terror in a day. terrible blue eyes make mystery rave awayterrible blue eyes make the hills fall down terrible blue eyes forsake
this world for sound
don't u look at me, don't u look at me, don't u look
at me with those terrible blue eyes. don't u look at me, don't u look at
me, don't u look at me with those terrible blue eyes
yoh, blithe moonman, hiss?!...INDIAN STORM
indian priesthood; feather-shaping demon; summer under ghast-shine; instant
state of dreaming. storm, form, scorn, dawn, dawn, form, scorn, form. here
today, gone tomorrow, gone eastways, with mojo's sorrow. feather to flower
to flower to feather. indian priesthood; measure-snaking weather. play the
ghost-song, Lady; play the ghost-song, Baby - give to hero, summon up
blood thunder; give to hero, summon up dead slumber. the world at one is
zero seed, the world at one is nero deed. instant priesthood, indian dawn,
indian priesthood, indian storm. gravewardly serried, heaven is death's
leader. gravewardly serried, heaven is death's breeder. play the ghost
song, Baby, play the host song, Lady. feather to flower to flower to
feather. indian priesthood, see light sever. indian storm, indian storm -
all the world's an indian storm - no time for the summer, no time for
florrid rooms - all the world is a measureless womb. indian priesthood,
white disease, indian priesthood, woman under seas. play the ghost-song,
Brother, seize the Sun & wail. Play the ghost-song, Mother, seize the Sun
& flail. form, storm, dawn, scorn, scorn, dawn, form, scorn. feather to
flower to feather under leather. seize the Stars, Lady, seize them in
their pleasure. play the ghost-song, play your neon note; play the
ghost-song; rage against the oat. the world beneath world beneath world is
dream. the dream beneath dream beneath dream is scheme. indian priesthood,
injured storm, indian priesthood, pluperfect dawn. loss proves real as carmino
slams. loss proves real as carmino lams. indian priesthood; feather-raping
demon; summer under ghast-shine; sin-spun state of screaming. feather to
flower to flower to feather. feather to flower to endless pleasure. rend,
shend, shape; come reap the baby weather. feather to flower to flower to
feather. rend, shend, shape; come reap this senseless measure.SUNLESS SONGAnd I don't remember when last I saw the sunI heard there books of premisesBut I must have read them wrongCut of gas-tap carriagesThrough which the whorld respiresI sit and scribble messagesWhere daylight pales to fireAnd I don't remember when last I saw the sunDon't remember when indifference last took me for a sonAnd I don't remember when last a sunrise roseOver the wits that spit meCloser and closer to cooling proseI heard there were books of GenesisBut i must have read them wrongHolding a woman to ransomeFor the follies of mankind's wandAnd I don't remember when last I saw the sunDon't remember when a woman last took me in her armsAnd I don't remember when last a sunset sankOver the wits that fester meCloser and closer to Godless ranksCut of gas-tap carriagesThrough which the whorld respiresI sit and sing in officesWhere daylight pales to fireAnd I don't remember when last i saw the sunDon't remember when indifference last took me for a son.......note:the unusual word 'whorld' in this song is a word portmanteau.copyright jdb 1991..MUMMA' S ROCKING-CHAIR
woke up, saw the endless dead; woke up, saw the bloodied bed; woke up, saw
the ruby moon; woke up, sensed the summer boom. don't forget mumma's
rocking-chair, don't forget the eagle's lair; don't forget mumma's
rocking-chair, don't forget the eagle's lair. woke up; saw the endless
dead; woke up, saw the bloodied bed; woke up, saw the ruby womb; woke up,
sensed the winter loom. don't forget mumma's rocking-chair, don't forget
the eagle's lair; don't forget mumma's rocking-chair, don't forget the
evil heir. woke up; saw the endless dead; woke up, saw the bloodied bed;
woke up, saw the moon of death; woke up, sensed the summer's theft. don't
forget mumma's rocking-chair, don't forget the eagle's lair; don't forget
mumma's rocking-chair, don't forget the evil heir.THIS IS MY AFFLICTION
This is my affliction, this is my affliction - i do not suffer for the
heart of fiction. this is my affliction, this is my affliction - i do not
walk with the graves of night. this is the world as we see it - picture
gods without a remit. this is the world as we know - picture gods without
their dough. this is my afffliction, this is my affliction - i do not
suffer for the heart of fiction. this is my affliction, this is my
affliction. suffer twenty years for no-one's theme, suffer twenty more for
a schizoid dream; suffer endless, suffer over - lost my sex to a broken
sofa. this is my affliction, this is my affliction, this is my affliction.
this is my affliction, this is my affliction, this is my affliction.
BORN ON A STORMBorn on a storm, born on a storm, light was born on an endless storm. the
summer moon was out of mind, the mystic temper far behind. preacher, do
not give me love, for time was born in shrouds above; no more christ for
those who live, just the eve inside the rib. born on a storm, born on a
storm, light was born on an endless storm. the summer moon was out of
mind,the mystic temper far behind. teacher, do not give me thunder,
teacher, do not give me wine; time must climb to greet its sender, sending
death must split the mind. born on a storm, born on a storm, light was
born on an endless storm, born on a storm, born on a storm, light was born
on an endless storm... Are we on the Night Ship?THIS MEMORY IS DEAD
This memory is dead: inside my head
no end to fear defines the tear
which falls from space and rends the face
of god and all his dreaming crews.
this memory is dead: inside my head
no end to fear divines the tear
which falls from space and peers.
the dark of night is filled with tame
lions that prosper with the dark;
and the madness of the Ark
must thrill and fawn upon the blue
as sadness rapes away the true;
and the passions of the dawn
must reap the spawn from out the corn.
this memory is dead: inside my head
no end to seedless faith may found
the swiftness of the deadened ground.
and the verses of the gay
men who teach against the day
predicate the sullen song
that shends the glibness of the strong.
this memory is dead: inside my head
no end to fear defines the tear
which falls from space and softens love.
woke up to see the tameless seas
riding where the hapless coasts
shent from dead the fled vineyards
which wrote against historians;
and destinies fain crying
that rapes away the lying -
and the killer in the cavern
shapes the bullring's blaze.
this memory is dead: inside my head
no end to fear defines the tear
which thralls from space and reddens death.
eyes may not seize the casuistry
nor might children parry loss.
jesus christ upon this cross
must bury graves inside the sun
as the flight of night's fled gun
blackens terror with furled dream.
the blather on the messanine
will hale the dancers on the moon
and slacken men with cowboys.
these words must thrill the joys
of laughing strangers strangled where
the peace and quiet impairs the snares
which wrap around the wrecks
of crows that shape the shriven decks
of ships which sail against the sun.
narrow distant reddened thunder
softens heroines with slumber.
music whispers in theft's ears.
this is the time when defiance
apes the deviancy shared
by the worts of witches spared.
livid angels tangle with
the swiftness of tomorrow's crib;
and the dignity of slaves
write aside the running graves
of sleep which seldom ends.
the man who has no friends
dilates his eyes with sorrows.
we dine upon the salad vine.
there is no sight nor space in time.
eyes which hasten to the storm
ride the happiness of scorn.
this field of wheat's upended by
the swiftness of the tended sky.
bluest bombs detain the child
who shortens faith with cold french fries.
this memory is dead.
*
LANCASHIRE TODAYLancashire today
Lancashire today
Inside this earth we're grounded
Outside this erse we're sprayed
Where man hurls his best king lear
Poems whisper in love's ear
Lancashire today.
There are stars which thrill
Man must know his ill
Fear must rove the veins
There are mystic planes
We dig the muses made
From out the killer's blade
There are stars that thrill.
Lancashire today
Lancashire today
The hills are drilled with fire
Rain must rouse the pyre
Earth is lying where
There is no sense of prayer
Lancashire today.
Riding out the stone
Riding out the stone
Streets are ever real
Hymns must spurn the wheel
Lancashire today
Take hay long Halliday.
Lancashire today
Lancashire today
Lancashire today
Lancashire today.Copyright 1999.FUN FER ALL?!!
Funferal, funferal, i must know the funferal; must rave and rage, where
death above cleaves aside all love. the funeral, the funferal, the
funeral, the fun. the funeral, the funferal, the funferal, the sun.
funferal, funferal, i must know the funferal; must rage and rave, where
death above cleaves aside all love. funeral, funferal, funeral, funferal,
funeral, funferal. fun for fucking all. funferal.
Lennon's poems are full of portmanteaus.
Hey! what to chair whorlds de-sauntered and tubed, heavy or
shrew-pusselled sorts of rebuke, should I take to render rondure-blarney
rip address? I have wiled cowled clamours, disnatived my abuse: on
heckle-high pins of death, time has seen me barmy. Just subject, I am
tusion's king; all and nothing, all and one. time, time, time, tryme,
time, time, tryme. Hey! what to chair whorlds, de-sauntered and tubed,
heavy or shrew-pusselled sorts of rebuke, should I take to render
rondure-blarney rip address? Much have we mothered the still conceived,
much have we fathered the thrill-relieved; rondure-blarney, rip address,
rondure-blarney, rip-eye dress. to bear such a whorld as ours, to bear
such a whorld as ours! what to do for the mourning blues; what to do for
the mornin'? chaired whorlds, chaired whorlds; time, time, time, tryme.
chaired whorlds, chaired whorlds; time, tryme, crime. HEY!?
EH?! gather dayta, tape, slyde, microwfeesh - WHY?!
ambition sure must come right low to ponder on such fardels! to think
we rely on this word knots the plantedge over!!! Vegetate, vegetate,
vege, vegetrait. Belief, no logic, is sick-pressed, belief, no logic,
is sick-pressed, belief, no logic, is sick-pressed; belief, belief, is
sick-pressed! EH?! gather dayta, tape, slyde, fillm, microwfeesh -
rare fevers press the button, rare fevers billd this world! ambition
sure must come right low to history man to death!! Vegetate, vegetate,
vege, vegetrait! EH?!
'Twas brillig, and the slithy toves/did gyre and gimble in the wabe;/all
mimsy were the borogroves,/and the mome raths outgrabe.'....
Copyright JDB 1992
...
CAN'T SEE YOUR CHILD (Rewrite of Jim Morrison's I Can't See
Your Face) by jim bellamyI can't see your child in my mind; sundressed, my eyes are so blind, that I
can't seize the child in my gaze - all children depose as they rave.
I can't see your child in my mind; gunpressed, my eyes are cosines; I can't
seize the child in my soul - all children depose as they fold?Come
metis hearts, come sing the lines - I can't see your child in my mind -
set fire on water, let petrol tears define;- I can't see your child in my
mind.
From out dark arts, the ark of God departs; from out serried
tombs, the ark of god's rheum, under sigma sickness, buries as it booms
I can't see your child, can't seize the infant wild; I can't see your
child in my mind.Don't, don't you die, please, babe, please don't die, &
don't look at me with your lies; I can't see your child in my mind, I
can't see your child in my mind - & I shall meet you here when blue love has
disappeared; I can't see your child in my mind, I can't seize god's mean smile?i can't seem to find the right life
i can't seem to find the right life:
instant moany junkeys cum sink the syringed knife
i can't seem to find the right lifeand i'll still be here when slipped skyships fill my tears,
and i won't need your pictures
until
god's painted lover dies......
copyright jdb 2001.
...
GLOBAL PUMPKIN 1
the radio, the rodeo says, magic, magic karma. the rodeo, the radio says,
magic, magic karma. global pumpkin, spectral stiltskin, global pumpkin,
rectal munchkin. the radio, the rodeo says, magic, magic karma. the rodeo,
the radio says, magic, magic karma. the children in the sea-house say,
magic, magic karma. the women in the tree-house say, magic, magic
karma.the radio, the rodeo says, magic, magic karma. the rodeo, the radio,
says magick, magick mantra. global pumpkin, spectral stiltskin, global
pumpin, rectal munchkin. playing my piano in an off-hand key, i see no
geniis other than me. magic, magic karma, magick, magick mantra. magick,
magick mantra, magic, magic karma. the rodeo, the radio, the never-ending
playdio, says magic, magic, magic, magic, magic, magic karma. (see those
boys on the hill, they suffer no eastern will; best to get inside & deal
in regicide....)she said she was leaving town, said she was boneward bound. the star is
car americana, the car is scar americana. do not know her name, guess
death's just the same. said she was leaving town, said she was boneward
bound. do not give a kiss for gold, do not see a dreamer told. said she
was leaving town, said she was boneward bound. the star is car americana,
the car is scar americana. star on the hill, explosive black, rend me
summer from love's shack, seize the temple under root, never live till
blood is brute. she said she was leaving town, said that death was
howlaround. said she was leaving town, said she was leaving town. the star
is car americana, the car is scar americana. said she was leaving town,
said she was leaving town, said she was leaving town, eggshell bleeding
all around....
jdb 1999.
GOODBYE?
& now that it's all over, now my soul is purified, into space I shake my
mace & leave behind the blind. now purity has summoned me & freed me from
my pains, into the waves of heaven's sea, my life can cede again. goodbye
to anna friel, goodbye to norma baker, who left their onanistic deal on
every impure acre. goodbye to anna friel, goodbye to geri halliwell - now
i am free to feel, i sentence thee to hell. & now that it's all over, now
that my days are clean, into the face of heaven's race, i'll step with
purest schemes. now my mind no more contests this virgin stage with
whores, through thunder's gate, i learn to take my sensate means no more.
goodbye to anna friel, goodbye to norma baker, who left their onanistic
deal on every impure acre. goodbye to anna friel, goodbye to geri
halliwell - now i am free to feel, i sentence thee to hell. goodbye to
twisted images, goodbye to fisted themes, farewell to twisted pillages of
fisted neckless queens; goodbye, no-one shall miss you, goodbye, no child
shall care. goodbye to onan's issue, goodbye to lust contrare. goodbye to
norma baker, goodbye to geri halliwell, goodbye to anna friel, man's never
felt so well. goodbye to woman rapists & the feature film outdoors.
goodbye, goodbye, goodbye - i could not love no more.....
jdb 1998.
...
she's a gem-clued girl
she's a gem-clued girl...
a mother-of-pearl guitar sutcases
then rings she pulls in a Midas gaol
and i can hardly
heave from heaven the memory
of my guilty girl and her history;
and she's my gem-clued girl?
o stopped when startling, love's heart
raises spheres from heaven
and a bed of harts heeds the garden
and love's midas-gaol sees passion
sending bright brides to missions;
and she's my gem-clued girl?
ah, as the clock of life's day winds
down, down, down
then the wives of a beating town
heed me; and my keen woman
pulls her rings from a midas-gaol;
and she's my gem-clued girl?
freedom trips the heart as pearls
clothe kind gals in magic fiction.Copyright jdb 1992.SONNY DIVA (a speed-written song) written in 1998.
'Pull the curtains, shut the door.'
Said Sonny Diva on the shore,
'I do not wish to swim no more,
I do not wish to swim no more.
For I have seen the beast within
Rise upwards from a lipless grin.
I do not wish to swim no more,
I do not wish to swim.''Pull the curtains, catch the chain,'
Said Sonny Diva in salt rain,
'I do not wish to swim again,
I do not wish to swim again.
For I have seen whore-angels spin
As if despatched from Hellish rims,
I do not wish to swim again,
I do not wish to swim.''Pull the curtains, trip the Lights,'
Said Sonny Diva to midnight,
'I do not wish to swim tonight,
I do not wish to swim tonight.
For swimming marries dilly men
To female poets plied from skin.
I do not wish to swim tonight
I do not wish to swim.''Snuff the cradle, end god's Life,
Send my rings to Jesus Christ;
I have no Mumma left to reach
Except the bridge beyond Death's beach.
In that you know Divas, too,
Cum pierce my heart and break me thru;
As Sonny Diva rides salt veins,
Cum cease my heart,for I'm to blame?'
*
Copyright JDB March 15th 1998.*
GEM-BRUISED GIRL (speed-written Feb 1st 1992)
She's a gem-bruised girl
A Mother-of-Pearl sitar encases
Her ruby ways in a tiger-gaol;
And I can hardly walk amongst her
Whose ways are bejewelled
Nor can I speak or write before her
As she, gem-bruised, ignites the sky.She's a gem-bruised girl,
A Mother-of-Pearls sitar-suitcases
Her gem-bruised ways behind love's leagued bars,
And though I weep to weave
And eternally hold her
Her gem-bruised ways are
Distanced far as Saintess Mars
Who, as sure as Time is here,
Shining, Under a gem-bruised sea of tears,
Ignites magnetos with giddy cinemas.And I ask you, gem-bruised child,
how shall celled pleasure free your measure
From your prison-delving kick-career?
When in Manna shall's timed glamour
Crack those gem-bruised chains you wear?
Oh, Gem-bruised baby, gem-clued Lady,
Pray shine no more or else despair,Then swing and pulse where nothing's there.
Copyright JDB Feb 1st 1992.ABOUT SCRATCHMEN...
this torrent-shaken moon where i laid my veins
has no true sir to own
o, a factory of deaths fish-foams after trains
& an eater of girl-bone heaps a chippy track
, o, when once a bed of lays strangles crap
then a cupped klan will give in to
wardering wet-waves that crack into a
nudisnesss of capped chicken dudes...the robotic head is here when
a cradle of lead suckles gems
..
this torrent-shaken moon where i burned rain
hears a swallower of sadness
star-cramming model tongues down darkness
o a wivener of thieves
halters old pumpkin weed
& a tawny crack coshes puff with seed
..
the romantic bed is here where
a candler heaps dust under tears
& woven wives widen up, up
& frozen brides weave a grey wool-washed
killers of vast fished skies....O...
*
Copyright JDB April 16th 1990.
*BLEEDING PASSIONS (after The Doors' 'Someday Soon')
"When she said
'Don't waste your words for they're just lies'
I cried that she was tone-deaf
Then she worked on my face till she'd closed my eyes
Then she said, 'What else have you got left?'
It was then that I packed up to leave
But she said, 'Hey! Don't forget,
Everybody must give something to grieve
For something they've got back.'"Passion's bleeding like a harvest moon
As poison's flushed right down the pan -
You're getting old, you stupid man!'Your mama's working, your mama's moaning,
She's crying you know, she's trying you know -
You'd better lie now, you'd better fly now.
Ah well, I'll tell you just what she needs
But I just don't know what she feels.'Passion's bleeding like a harvest moon
As family freaks will fill your living-room.
Flush those scissors down the pan -
You're getting old, you rancid man!The times you take will make you fry.
The clock is racing with the companies spent.
Flush those toxins down the pan -
You're getting old, you're getting old
And please come home and make it work.
The moon in space shines on my face.
Flush those scissors down the pan.Passion's bleeding like a harvest moon
As love's going to get you pretty soon.
The party's coming here tonight -
We shall keep dancing, till the end.When she said
'Don't waste your words for they're just lies'
The clock chimed up from a web of spies.
Passion's bleeding like a harvest moon.
Pain's going to get you pretty soon.
Flush those tocsins down the pan -
You're getting old: you're lying,
lying
lying..."When she said
'Don't waste your words for they're just lies'
I cried that she was stone-deaf
Then she worked on my face till she'd blacked faith's eyes
Then she said, 'What else have you got left?'
It was then that I said 'Hey! don't forget
Everybody must give something to grieve
For something they've got back!'"My dog keeps barking at the falling rain,
Passions bleeding like a harvest moon
Passions, bleeding like a harp cocoon.*
Copyright
James David
Bellamy
2005WRITERS IN THE VOID
writers in the void
writers in the void
into the sun they roam
inside the stars they slide
as a poet in disguise
a verse in set espies
writers in the void.true words are vinyl
red tiles are rhinal
real verse is spared
full sense is spawned
these walls are skin
as bricks are planed
by the written dawn.writers in the void
writers in the void
into the sun they roam
inside the stars they slide
as a poet in disguise
a verse in set espies
writers in the void.All space is versed
poetry's enhearsed
ruled poems dream
this jack-of-christs
as a poet in disguise
a verse in set denies
writers in the void.writers in the void
writers in the void
writers in the void
writers in the void.
copyright
jedbellamy
2000.MSN, HALT
(after Jim Morrison's/The Doors'
The Unknown Soldier)Make a grave for the LAN-mine soldier
Nestled in your web-searched shoulder
The LAN-mine soldier.Breakfast where the net is read
Televisual kids misled
Malformed living loves undone
Bullets strike their hyper lungAnd it's all over for the LAN-mine soldier
And it's all over for the LAN-mine soldier
err-uhhhh.MSN, halt
And it's all over for the
LAN-mine soldier.
Yahoo!
uhdo spiders end?
INFERNOES? '(a speed-written response to Jim Morrison's "Celebration Of The Lizard")
-
I
'And death goes down the Dominion.
Mother-naked, strapped at tongue,
The softness of spread-eagled night
Splits the ages of the sun
With madness markedly contained
In guns, bombs, gas, knives.
At the
first circle of hell
I saw the mansions of this earth
Dissolve to dissembling flame.
The quietus of the skies beyond
Confused with hail the rain-storm
Which held the clouds of time together.
The second circle of malformed
Death
decreed that sadness scarred
The birds which winnowed in the seas.
Surrounded, murder groaned.
Here there are knives down drains
And scattered shadows of the noosed
Angelus: kinematic force
Must rape the swiftness of this coarse
Rainbow, and petroleum
Lashes eyes unto the burned
Lids of life's third mind.
A cloak of darkness wraps around
The torrents of a snowfall
And shawls of bleeding entertain
The unsexed beast of night and day.
Death entreats
the sick to bear
The wagers of this tar-dressed night.
The depths of murder feud for pain
And the quietus of the killed
Bears guns, bombs, gas, knives
Unto the centre of a hidden sea.
Mother-naked, strapped at tongue,
Death
goes down the Dominion.
Dom Daniel may not snip my sex
For oceans turned inside their bays
Will see their slicks of kerosene
Arise from burning empires.
Kisses dress mad girls as children.
The crushing wavelets of despised
Wars transpose all rivers with
The breathing moaning of death's dawn;
And at the very base of hell
Arms outstretch as if alive -
But thence the swiftness of love
Turns hands askance from welcoming
Wherein man's angels move
Against the pits and coal-phased
Lasers shot from out the cloyed
Plains of brain-dead woman.
It's rather like a downward spiral,
Where marriage lives for just one day
or else the car man drives in
Lies smashed to pieces in
the grey
Willfulness of life's exile.
Guns, bombs, knives and gas
Will traipse the sun with thunder-claps
And where this world lies cleansed
Of all her enamoured fearing,
The fragility of life
Must whisper in Christ's ears.
Where hell forms a rainbow spent
From out the serpent-brows of
The lakes, there is a sound heard
That blasts mauve music with
The fatal faiths of the living-dead.
My death is masked in coca-cola.
II
There is radiance
hidden where
The naked shadows of the dead
Race alongside the Thames
And the moon is bejewelled
And its questioning killed.
Everything here is broken up
By the tears of the mournful dead.
Eyes peep from out the silk
Of the oceanic quests
Of the raped and saved.
The stars of space jive
Because the stars are dancing
And because the stars are dancing
The native pulse of time
Drives the heart of death.
Here, there are radios
Blasting
their sounds for
The sleeping figures of
Their meandering tribes
And the gauntlets of saved
Peoples clasp corn
From the meadows of wheat
And these meadows are owned
By the sown seeds of the saved.
Hell brains sex and
drains
Rivers of their shoals
And prancing birds adorn
The shores of time -
The car of heaven steels
Ships of rhyme with chained
Wisdom, and the day
Drowns inside its mauled
Ecstasy.
Birds of prey denounce
The void and the bright
Confinements of the moon
Entrance the ghosts of
The emboldened heights
Of murder made whole.
The summits of the blue
Marry to the dusts
Of the wedded and man keeps
His secrets to himself
But secrecy rots in the bulb.
All hail the places where
The nails of loss are banged
Deep into the eyes
Of god. All hail the spires
Which beckon Christ to kill.
All hail the sermons of
Death's church and its fold.
III
There is a beast-car locked inside
The spirals of the tamed.
The rubicund and lovely
Knock upon the doors of
Life's chapel.
If sense has claimed to drift
Accept now my solemn regards.
The circles of the
sun
Clasp the mettles of men
From the fuels of the rain
And the gasolene come with us
Entertains the smiles
Of the motorised dark.
There is a beast in this town
And this beast eats love
And the fullness of its grind
Resounds inside the ground.
Enter again loud sleep
And the hot dream it carries.
Enter the son of man
And his ghost come with us.
Shake the dawn from out your hair.
The naked couples in this street
Ride the seasons
of the dead.
The epicentre of the killed
Roves the fields of drained
Veins. The summit of the sun
Deranges life to find
The deadness of the dawn
Roped in the nooses of the maimed.
The murdered tribes of death
Must
conflagrate the dunes
Of moonshine. Passion swerves
Against the ev'ning sky.
Guns, knives, bombs, gas
Inflame the glibness of men
Who stride the fires of time.
Guns, knives, bombs, flames
Dictate a life for time to
Lead.
The seconds tick aside
The movements of the clock;
And we are snapped in two.
Guns, bombs, knives, gas
Curate a church of stained
Blood. This carmine soul
Must lop away the hair of
The peoples. Sadness deifies
The hellish
wishes of
The dead. Eyes pierce the round
Wires of a timepiece. Scathed
By stabbings, gauntlets clasp
The sickles of the underfed.
Drunk, sailors swim for
The dustbowls of the shorn
Heads of the suede-enclosed.
The bells
of silence teach
The preachers of the day
To prance inside the gloss
Of fear. Fear lies hidden where
The oceans of the thrilled
Crush against an open-shore.
This open-shore holds jewels
And jewels must entertain
The
rubies worn upon death's hands.
The clock of terror burns
And the silent mission of
The dead must intertwine with
The diadems of rock-n-roll.
IV
My cock knows no way to
Work. My hard-on is not swell.
Bells dance
inside the gloom
Of a shrivelled shrunken muse.
My cock has no ode to
Sing for nor might lustive sound
Create a space for my sex to
Vocalise its death. The bright
Catacombs of blood must
Quell my softness and constrain
The sureness of the stabbed rain
Which gluts my sensual being.
Hell is filled with ogres.
My penis does not work.
The last time I moved, I was a child.
Magazines can't change this.
My cock lies deadened inside seas
Of
spite; and I may not move.
I may not dance and cannot
Listen to the vibes of
God without defying love.
The truth is that an angel
Banged its head inside my skull.
Bells entreat the living killed.
O, when will I endure again
The stiffness of my own desires?
Hell is filled with bunyips.
The tides of death derive from
The visions of a sex-war chained
Around the violations of
Promiscuits. Cognition makes me cry.
The middle of hell refines death
And smacks the faces of this child.
Babies mourn the dreams
Of their parents. Heaven may not
Delve its death. I die now.
Hell is filled with bees
And bees devour their hives.
Pots of honey rove
The sun. Hell is filled
with
Wasps. The hairs of women
Darken passions with the
Enamoured curates of the
Killed. My mind is spent.
Eyes break up and men
Seize foresight from the
Words of love. Fused,
Stars burn out. Denial
Drowns effusiveness
in
Blood. My blood tests red.
The flowers in hell have heads
Which behave like ghosts.
Ghosts are phantoms and ghosts
Host parties for the thrilled.
This mad mind denotes the thrilled
As shadows of fun dance and play.
The stride of this world ends
The earth. The quietus made by men
Who lead the dance because they
Have no home must interact
With times that shorten breath.
This house is filled with lions.
Cats sleep inside their fires.
Eyes
peer from out the windows
Of raped kids, and defiance
Shapes the snatches of the void.
Lust curates the playing-fields
Of love. If sense has died away
Please accept that passion must
Rue the day it chooses for
Revival.
Christ is dead and gone.
Fires are thrilled by enemas.
Pangyrics spill from out death's wall.
Anodynes to murder split
God's mind. The centre of the sun
Reveals a star condemned by
The murdered masons of the soul.
If man
travels beyond light
He shall find a second earth
Contained in the embers of a third
Mind. Venus calls to her friends.
V
Death flows with sucrose and
Dextrose. The sirens of the killed
Rise up from the pogroms of the
West.
Lithe eyes peer from the nest of love.
Death flows with shrouded felines.
The wars of this world pandecate the culled
Laws of the misbegotten maimed.
There is no ode for the raped.
Time weeps inside itself.
See
how my soul defines time
Merely by seeming whole.
The darkness of the murdered spills
Days deep. The doctors to love's son
Must spark the flames of life.
Christ sails off down stream
And the measurements of the killed
Drive
the engines of the spayed.
Cats bear kittens from the void.
The waxen faces of this world
Dangle fuses where no pulse
Refines the madness of the live.
Eyes peer out of the human crusts
Of an earth devoid of sexual pain
But
sex cannot divert the dead
From out the tombs their parents paved.
The furtive circles of the killed
Dilate the eyes of smothered god.
The curves of girls who do not love
Curate the cancers of this world.
I live where softness
spears this heart.
The oils of passions do not serve
To weaken weeping with the swerve
Of girls. My woman does not tread
This earth. The incubus of thrills
Defines the Dulcinea of life.
The animus of deftness treads
The
tar-dealt pathways of
The damned.
This world has nothing to offer.
The core of the earth dictates
A redulent place for sex and murder.
This world is ruled by apes.
This world has nothing to offer.
The core of the earth
dilates
The pupils of the dead.
Endless whimpers in love's head
Drive the flowing moon.
Inside this earth, temples boom.
Hell is filled with rodents.
Rats run the middle of
Life's grave. Man dies to find
Charon sailing
high where skies
Strip the skin from off life's
Treasure-trove. Mankind rides
The shippen bones of time.
Psychopathy rules love's storm.
Hell is filled with mutineers.
Privateers defend the gates
Of hell. The squirrels
in this earth
Snap the hymens of girlkind.
Hell entreats true sex to bloom
But blossomings in hell must
Smash the verbiage of man.
My death is masked by bleeding.
VI
Death is willed from above.
Do not let dying
harm you.
People who hurry forwards must
Push death's weight where
We roll death's heaving form.
Painfully, we curse afresh
The newness of this dead hour.
People who hurry forwards must
Choose to sin or else wither.
Hell
is filled with spent souls.
One on the other, hist'ry gathers
Opponents from its clashing sun.
So we descend further into torture.
We experience more the cunts we nailed.
painfully tethered to hell's winds,
We shove the weight
of death until
Life buries madness in Christ's grave.
How is it that we sin and wither?
Like waves that crash against the coasts
Of extraordinary dying, souls gather
And the hooks of experience constrain
One arm held out and
a further askance.
Of avarice and wrought excess, I
Discern the plagues of indolence.
All of the gold found in the moon
Must ask fortune for its soul.
This world's great empire stains
The robes of life. Enchanted souls
Drift
down corridors of flame.
Here great indolence plagues you.
May you receive god's teachings.
Hell is fuelled by harpies that
Smash the teeth of children who
Devote their afterlives to blue
Movies. When shall magic preach
The
darkness of the words man
Spews from off his crippled tongue.
The weight of hell denotes change.
We point by name one thousand souls
And mordent pity breaks lost life.
Half-lost inside decrial's coils,
We speak with those
who cannot shine.
Where dictators line life's mind
The light of love contaminates
The stillness of lust's burning field.
With joys denied, love illustrates
The fairness of death's body.
With joy made strong enough to cleave
The fame of god, time's heart must sear
Veins with timeless fierceness and
The fires of fusion sunder sex.
Now man will speak and hear the dawn.
Man's birthplace is a township built
Nearby the shadows of life's grave.
Malignant
breezes fashion death.
Sometimes we read with glances joined
With madness: deranged eyes must smash
The kisses of a mouth sealed shut.
Death must swoon and thence the cut
Shade of death will dye bright red
The heart of life.
Man thrills with heat.
Overwhelmed by books which plead
For violence, woman delves her curse.
Girls read of Lancelot and drive
The waves of life. Cerberus
Sunders darkness with his teeth.
Struggling where the lakes of hell
Swell inside the mouths of night,
Gobbets of red earth will shield
Sounds and motion from death's plight.
The moment when man gnaws his meat,
Fists will gather grass from out
The blaring focus of the killed.
Man's eyes are red,
his beard blue-black.
With ended life, the ousted moon
Bids mankind to weep and cry.
Temporizing light with gloom,
We answer to life's misery.
Battered by rain, the temples of
The dead enamour romance to
The blue-black centre
of life's
Reign. With slow steps rambling
Against the mountains where men
Judge the burning of the stars
Of time, the future lives of
The waiting dead go searching for
The hostile power of death.
Eternally resounding, life
Skips the speeches of time.
VII
As soon as hell colludes with
Its circles, we shall curse
Afresh the pains of life.
Painfully once more the howl
Of creatures buried in time
Will roll their weight against
The chest
of man's enemy.
The waves of death will treat
Humankind with wrongness blown
Down. The wails of god shall
Fill the shells of war
With sound. Noise will petrify.
Hell is filled with apemen.
With bliss, rejoicing romance
for
Forbidden needs, hell's primal stage
Follows rivers round the sedge
Of wretchedness. This dismal wabe
Of oceans turning blue-then-black
Glazes death inside its sea.
Strangeness fellows stars which slink
And I lean forward
with intent
To hear the curses of the void.
Like rain, all raging, outside death,
The wisened master of decrial
Departs by foot to find the maze
Of love. Do not desert me now.
I have no guides to judge death by.
Drawn to
peril, vexing hell
Dismays the guardians of night.
Hell is filled with mutants.
Demons scramble back and gates
Contrive to block our through road.
The insolence of love is downcast.
Someone is coming to open the doors.
Already by our side, the crew of death
Blasts the tongues of the bolted flame
And flames weave circles with the rays
Of fire. Unbolted, the sentience of man
Drives the mind of time to its brink.
Demons shambol and the remembrance
of
Life refines the muteness of love.
Someone is coming to open this city.
Our adversaries slam the portals of
The entertained. Intermittent pools
Of gas drink blood as the waivering
Casts of the killed curate for killed
Children the route to the other side.
Someone is coming to cpen this city.
A secret bridge contrives to erode
The road which leads into the sun.
And then I say to man: 'Do not feel
Dismayed by my vexation: I shall not
Murder
time with my going nor tame
The madness of this elemental sphere.
Earth is safe and is saved by
The killed.'
Someone is going to open this city.
VIII
The beast of hell fell shrinking where
The ground descended into
gloom.
We descended deeper down.
Despondent, earth appeared to mourn
The cross-of-god. Who is it may
Heap together shame and spite?
We dance around and hurry for
The tortures of the film-screen
And there we visualise sex
Smashed. Another country calls
For guns, bombs, knives, gas.
In this dead life we use a mind
So squinty-eyed that in the spent
Gardens of the culled, we croon
Against the burning of the killed
Night. The gold-leaf of the moon
Breaks the hymen of betrothed
Woman. The wearied soul of
humankind contends with
The foolish creatures of the stained
Glass found burnished where
Fists are clenched but closed.
This life is an unkind brawl.
You can see,
my son, how ludicrous
The briefness of man's living seems.
According to his judgment, life
Can not stop turning but then stops
Short.
Where foaming springs quicken
Man's ambition, dismal quiet
Must charge the passages of
life
With marshland. I saw people where
Teeth were tearing piecemeal.
My kindly master explained:
'Here there are ghosts for whom
The sullen sweetness of the air
Made bubbles surge from out
The gladness of life's borrowed
day.'
Then at length I came to town.
And life's dry bank was shrouded in
The eyes of god. Where dismal smoke
Spoke the words of hell, I
Rose from the surface of the Styx.
Hell is filled with fetid lords.
We cannot enter
now except with
Woe. God says that passions will
Glow like eyes. Three hellish furies
Transpose to proclaim womankind.
Of bright green hydras, here the rain
Of hell entreats the flinching blast
Of storms which ride forevermore
The madness of death's horde.
Understand that learned lairds
Must fear the crash of tide on tide.
With these two hands, I expurgate
The turbid waves from out death's skies.
Sound will spill from out a drum
Of oil. The forests
of the saved
Must fear the vile collision
Of battered trees and dustclouds.
The roar of sex will scorn lives.
You whose mind is cleared by
The lessons of the dead must
Tear from off these mudbanks
The fearsome crash of
the disclaimed
Souls of space. Verses god has written
Will make Medusa come. Ah,
The Furies bay for blood and
The trusting motions of the stained
Skeins of life devour time.
The veil of these strange stanzas meld
With the
faces of rhyme.
Turgid oceans rave inside
The thwarted cities of the spilled
Bloods of the preternatal dead.
Anxious to yearn after fear,
We swallow the knives of the
Forgiven. Forgetfulness derides
The livid dead. Secured,
life's bulb
Rots away. The punishments of lithe
Filthy humans stride the streets
Of mourning. The anguish and the high
Parapets of sex and death
Crowd the graves of anguished tribes.
God devours the coffers of
Stone. With
converts on the rise,
The lids of Christ were raised.
Heretics lie days deep in sand.
The quickened prising of the void
Eliminates the passions of
The roaches found enshrouded where
The soils of darkness spume.
Hell is filled with living-rooms.
IX
A savaged beast fell into the ground.
Man descended to the fires which
Made justice from the crashing Thames.
So we descended to the umpteenth mile.
Torture strode the heavens and
Death's
opponent rode the blue horse
Of time. People hurry as they glide
Elsewhere. In pain, collisions with the stars
Cursed afresh the softness of time.
We dance around. Here I saw more souls
Contaminating swiftness with the killed.
Experience
of life did not unveil
The god of hell. God answered "Silence is
Proclaimed from heights which cannot
Sack the universe's ills".
I curse afresh the riders of this storm.
The ugly brawl of romance must
Wear away the phantoms of
the day.
Ignorance may plague you. Please receive
The mask of heaven's features. Death
Rejoices as he turns. I saw the slopes
Of hedonism crush the warrened waves
Of lime. Where foaming waters spray
A dismal watercourse, the peoples
glide
Against the clouds they've shaded. I
Gaze intently at the bared and ruddy
Muddiness of faith. Teeth tear away
The clotted veins of terror. Red eyes
Turn toward the shallow muds enclosed
Inside the ashes of the dented void.
She who bore us lives forevermore
And the sight god gave us praises love.
New cries of lamentation reach my ear,
And I lean back to peer intently out.
A kindly master says: 'A city draws near
Whose name is Death.' The walls of
the bleak
Place I was born enshrouds the lithe space
Of life. Drawn from peril, desertified lives
Stay at my side. With departures from graves
Engraved in the biers of the coffins held
Up high, the figures of the living spend
Seed
where blackness creeps about the moon.
Crowds in these graves hold sepulchers grown
Hotter than flame. If we continue to walk
Between anguish and peace, the world of pain
Shall deny sound and soundlessness proclaim
Followers of every
sect. Horrible pain
Entombs birth in the anguish of this mind.
Sepulchers glow with the beat of the sun.
Leaving behind this world, I see the day
Cry for the lamentation of the dead.
Crazed with rage, fierce bodies define
The
wails of the killed. Before we've made
A satisying trip through flame, Lord God
Sights us and turns against the jade
Bodies of the knifed. Man peeps into
The fitting coasts of the colour blue.
Before we've sailed we cross a lake
Of burning. I lean forward to find
The world above us. Lamentation scrawls
Words upon the graves of the raped
And the embraced form of the stars
Spears the vice of the unsexed ghouls
And ghouls displace life's sunrise.
Ferine
mangling cuts the nameless thread
Of the worn. Eyes seize the coasts of spent
Rain. The terrain of the darkened dead
Draws from peril the departures of
The ripped apart. If we can desert now
The deaths of those who are tempered by
A foolish death, then the gates of hell
Will open and the swiftness of the sky
Desire to speak with the monsters of
The night. Displaced, the masters of
Space decline. Love remains here
Dazed by God. We hear the wise
Voice of
the masters of the sky.
If we can venture further then
The insolence of lust will spear
The portals of the entrance to
The face. Someone is coming to
Open death's gate or else
Love contrives to lock its door.
Vexed, we walk
too slowly and
Blast the martyrs of the spilt
Blood contained inside the vile
Phials of the roads of hell.
My own flesh is stilled by
The quagmire of the spended
Shades of the living killed.
Be sure that the mud of sex
Drowns the wicked leanings of
The murdered or else exhume
The spirits of domed heaven.
I am scared and plainly see
How the route of hell is formed
And I have been down there.
Everything in creation thrills
To the tricks
of this conjuror.
Hell is filled with manitous.
When flesh dies, questions must
Raise from the dark the earth's crust.
We travel alive with intentions borne
Upon the biers of the malformed.
From the waist up, behold this man.
His sound interrupts from the scorned
Heart of the stained. Red blood bakes
The flesh of the maimed. Behold man.
Now rail along the pathways of
The tortured and the raping lives
Of chidden children on the rise.
Draw back and
hear the dread alarm
Of nobles. In this spasmoid space
Question secrecy and dance.
By virtue of blind genius
Weep. And man is straightened by
The shades of time. We gaze again
At shattered luminaries. Flight
Ordains the visions
of space.
Already my eyes seek the talk
Of punishment. Oh tell me now
Of intervening words or else
Rule supreme inside the clouds.
When things draw near, unravel
Defenceless peoples from the horde.
What time will bring
proves senseless.
Remoteness grants us words.
X
The knot of reason ravels with the failed
Carnage of the hanged. Gods answered me:
"Like someone with true vision, you appear
To bear your sadness with you and
If I hear
rightly, you appear to see
Remote things well. My light entreats you."
Who rules supreme as when the fault of God
Bears lies from out the lips of his flock.
When things draw near us, we must flail
In useless space or else the underworld
Defines its present tense as interfurled
With knowledge. The repellent of disdained
Music must strike perfume from the floor
And in that scent the odour of the foul
Rise from out the rivers of the Styx.
Toward the centre of this
foaming life
We follow paths of madness and deranged
Fingerings of woman. High up where
The topmost rim of deep-cut living grinds,
We stand inside a pen of canibals.
The stink of heaven dwells in the abyss
Of hell. Excess drives
us far where
The master of the flames inside the soul
Tends the wickedness of foresight drained.
Because violence involves the dead
And because violence apportions blame
To mankind's dead, the ruinous offense
Of living extorts
despoilers for
The coins on their eyes. Simoniacs
Pump their pimps for bonds of love
That further life. The special trust
Of impassioned lust creates
The nest of love. Forsaken dreams
Add distaste to life's definition.
Divine
Intelligence shapes art
From out the pools of sex and life.
Nature shakes.
Of gross deception, burst campaigns
Of Charon sail death's ferry west.
Into the waters of the dead
We turn ashore. The mud-clad signs
Of Phlegyas
roll the hands of God
Inside the cuts of rivers worn
Away. We guide a single boatman
Down the furling streams of sworn
Fire. The boarded boat we claim
Convinces Jesus of his death.
With skimming stones contained within
The
wont of ghosts, Medusa sprays
Venom where the fumes of life
Glut the sickness of the void
And ancient daemons ride the bays
Wherein a coat of needles raves
Against the caverns of the dazed
Killed. The ancient prow of
This
ship of death leads girls
To address death's future woman.
Being laden with its gulls,
The spirit of the Florentine
Crazes rage with disembodied
Tears. Niobe lives inside
Pure fire. The dogs of time
Rape the faces of the
spurned
Dragons of this spatial place
Whence madness seizes fuel.
The fields of softness spark
Embers from the flames of
Decrial. Words dissemble fear
To find the ark of sex
Smashed. I give to hell my
Sensual voyage.
Romance rides
The writhing spectres of man's
Sensuality. The teeth of crime
Lie rotted where death's empery
Smites the muses of the tamed.
Drive swiftly and set loose
The hungers of the killed.
I am the man your father
was.
Move quickly while the scattered
Stones of the rubbished smatter
The walking ways of the torn.
We can't progress to seek the tides
Of mutant seas. The makers of
This raped terrain are indolent.
The Minotaur of romance
speaks.
We must be wary of our guides.
The Duke of Athens deals his blow
Up in the world. Beast, take away
The sacred bull of woman's speech
Or else inform the new-born child
Of mutancy. The infamy of Crete
Conceives within
a false crow's shell
The broken foetus of the dawn.
We must break loose from the insane
Or else the chasms of the speyed
Will denote ravines in their spoils.
O hell is filled with vermin.
XI
The alp-like place we choose
to climb
Denudes the steep bank of death's hill.
Because of what we were, there is
No living side to hell. The peak
Of hell forms passages to loss.
Conceived inside, we rage without
The blasted chasms of the starved.
A bull
breaks loose and takes away
The guides we honoured when live.
Up in life's world, the murdered
Tribes of the living treat
The deathblow of life's aftermath.
With heaven's weightedness enclosed
Inside our thoughts, the masters
of
Denial bridge the deadened veins
Of thought and the ruined trials
Of covetousness entertain
Centaurs. In the furnace of
Hell's hillside, we are driven by
The torments of the living word.
Because our will is nasty, we
Smash with stones the walls of
Grief. I seek a moat of fire.
Enshrouded in the woes of blood,
We keep our eyes above the ground.
Violence hurts us but where life
Is done, the briefness of sex
Hails us from death's distance.
God nudges us and hangs his own.
When singing alleluia, Christ
Companions us with disembowelled
Sense. The challenge of the noosed
Pisses in the wind. Troops slant
Against the challenge of their
Slantedness. When Charon spoke,
He said: "Go back and guide your men
Then turn away and double home."
These words mean nothing.
...
There is a place in hell renowned
For bodily touches. The member of
This pack is surely a thief.
Bent, the torsoes
of death's breeze
Show us where power lives.
Rending his potency from flame,
Nessus rips apart his fire.
The embers of his manhood rains
Embers on the fjords of
The piercing noise of time.
And in time, the music of
The
strange offends the boughs of
Hell. Alone, the vision of
Clocks that spin against time
Will trip with their heirs.
Let me show you now where
The larceny of living reigns
As if a king. This king spins
Around the clocking tides
Of death. And Charon speaks:
"Go back and guide your men
And then return home."
These words meant nothing.
With hell's justice in God's hands,
The scourge of living earth must
Turn dark. The wayfare of the dead
Must tear
the boiling moil of man
Away from his fair skin. The drawn
Curtains of the moon milks life
Away from pissing teats. The dull
Heartbeat of the snared defeats
The lost. The blood inside brains
Will cross with killing fields
And
the canters of life's horse
Drag the saved deep down where
The tares of fusion drive
The Kelpie from life's bearth.
We goad Attila and Pyrrhus.
The warfare of the public drinks
Pure blood from rectal stains.
Charon speaks
and aimless tales
Storm the teeth and tongue of
Sextus. Carmine bleeding shells
Nuts from the blasted bones
Of sanity. Tears, unlocked from
Love's sinking stream, dive
Days deep into the ferine pool
Of listless lives. The
clawed
Feet of the ghastly splash
Sea-water where there is no sea.
These words stink of rot.
Hell is filled with prisons.
XII
Come somehow from the peoples abroad,
Our guide believes that awareness is
Heard on
every side. Bewildered, I
Hear voices wail. The heat of hell
Breaks off at the wrist the shrouded
Plants of the grave. I reached my hand
Into the forge of the murdered and
Became panoptic. The masters of
Despiction danced where
passion waned.
The incredible sound of space
Struck from the thoughts the grove
Of killings. Up front, the twirled
Knives of the violated stabbed
Skin from the flesh of the void.
Nessus had not reached the side
Of space.
The leaves of planets rolled
Paths of green in blue-black tint.
The souls of serpents spurted spit
And moaned. Compelled, I chose to
Blood as one the colognes of
The mad. The keys to hell's descent
Enticed me with possessions.
Mindlessly, we clambered forth
From mountains. In the vice of court,
Justice broke apart the very
Ligatures of sense. The sexed
Burdens of the plants we found
Inside the foetal ground
Tore whores from out the lids
Of Caesar's
eyes. Sense, inflamed,
Drove fatalities from out
Life's glories. Both sleep and life
Turn inside their ether. Harlots never
Kept secrets. Locked inside pain,
Silence drives the engines of the mind
And tyres burn inside flame.
Inside the mouth, the teeth of crime
Enlarge the spirit of the chewed.
Bent, the torso of mad Nessus drives
The heirs of God. Sextus meets
His troops whereby the turning feud
Of silence strips away
The companions of hell's
spies.
When Charon spoke, the zephyrs of
The burned defined the route
By which glib phantoms fly from
The missions of the earth
And Charon says: "Fly from the air."
But air must live above
The magnates of hell. Companioned
by
Nessus, man denudes his red flesh
To find the spirits of the quelled
Packed inside a bag of larceny.
The Power of hell defines the feared
Word of love. The troops of mankind
Steal away the earnings of the stayed.
Charon
speaks and says: "Go back and
Glide into your homes." Words drown
In mutedness. Bound in knots, sense
Imprisons light in nooses ripped
Apart where the necks of hanged
Humanity delves the drowned
Lakes of infirmity. This dark spot
Whereby the sparks of woman blend
Her saps with healing overturn
The utterance of a sigh and men
Yield the wild saplings of
Defiance. Harpies, feeding on
The foliage of sadness, pave
Pain with passion. Inside death,
Exhaltation
shouts against the sky.
We too shall come to rest, each one of us
Intending life to kill. The space above
The spatial will tend our living lives
With lies. Hell has a furnace which
Constrains our living nighttimes with
The storms
of death's climb. We are
Not defined by sleeping. Woman sounds
The muses of her birth. We must deride
The night or else go blind.
XIII
We cannot speak or else go blind.
Pyrrhus weeps and men find
Infernos sweeping from
the bed
Of time. The madness of time
Must enshroud hell with dead
Spectres. Sextus storms the tomb
Of love. The graveyard of death
Blackens heaven with the swoon
Of life. Fled lightning beats rolled
Tides. The seas of fission
snare
The eyes of Christ. Lord Jesus lies
Buried in his own head.
Deadened, passion writes the words
Of fear. Bad verses glean the spires
Of prayer. The hymnals of the raped
Define the muteness of the maimed.
The epicentre
of hell's flares
Meets the swiftness of the speared.
Man is mated by his knifed
Veins. Glad woman looses shame.
The world is carefully refined
By murder, sealed over.
Charon says: "Revoke your kids
Or else dictate a route
home."
His words have no true form.
The centre of the fires of hell
Pokes death's clit from out the
Foreskin of the stars. Time
Traps the limbs of death in
The pox of crime. The criminal
Shape of law dilates the
Pupils
of the skies. The dried
Muses of death's eyes drain
Mud from out the stained
Rills of heaven. Ramshorns snarl
And the fish inside the coils
Of brooks define the curled
Ashes of spurned heaven.
Cold Hades freezes over.
XIV
We get soft treatment from the west.
Pushed down in turn, we suffer Christ.
The lawless shepherds of the Word
Cover us. The treasuries of birds
Flap deaf wings. Our speeches must
Seem intense but die all of the time.
Forbidden, the hapless trances of
Truth forfend the long sleeps of
The staved. We get soft treatment from
The King of France. The boldness of
Saint Peter flounces with our
Disproved flesh. The vehemence of
Our guardians implodes
our dreams.
Opposing palsies, mindlessness
Imagines us and burns to grey
The blackness heaven's godlessness
Decides. The judgment hell decrees
Rears its head. Man raises death
From out the earth. Hades defines
The chill of
molten hell. Bacchus
Wades into love's stream and
Drowns humanity in wine.
The seer who charged the earth with
Maleness mans the motors of
Hades with the petrols of
The fuelled. Resuming bodies from
The pools that settle
in the streams
Of Christ, the hellbound bells
Of flesh let cry their tocsins.
We roam hell's world as if
Deified by funerals. The thrilled
Raze with fires the yearning
Tribes of bleeding humans staved
Above the colour blue.
Thieves
Rape Thebes. The soldiered coals
Of mastered killings roll
Inside the pulsing fold
Of heartlessness. The scribes
Of France enchain the arms
Of fierceness. Sextus rides
The peoples of the screwed.
Above us they
appeared - the men
Who hurtle with the moon. Sex
Smashed from death's hearthside
The kingdom of the slain.
And our eyes are bedazzled
By eternity. The woven straw
Of fearfulness lies heavy
Upon our guts. The stars
Crash
against the shrouded
Clouds. O hell's spent mind
Cuts infinity's sheared
Spirit. We are then pursued
By Providence. O, when shall
The coursing sluice of time
Paint us with the juices of
Girlkind?
XV
Hurtling
along with death upon its tits,
The slogan of the dead draws near
The keepers of life's filth. The crest
Of madness draws this spent mind close
To splitedness. Too heavy, man compares
With monks who wear their cowls enclosed
Around
eternity. This eyeless face
Transgresses darkness to reveal loathed
Companions to the flies of ruled times.
The dissembling clutches of lust's coast
Transcend the wickedness of man.
The capes inflicted by death's child
Will drape
across the litheness of
God's eyes. Infamity proclaims killed
Kids.
Guns, bombs, gas, knives
Impeach the laughing sprays of
The dead. The arches of life's cries
Create the coda of death's song
And eyes inflame the croft
shift
Of workmen digging in the
Sands of the splendid maimed.
The Kings of France entertain
Men who drug their beers with
Sex. Simoniacs campaign
After sex.
XVI
Weeping, with looks of defeat,
The cloakrooms
of the killed peer
Deep into the rivers of the beat.
On the inside, the dazzling eyes
Of fusion snap away the cries
Of owls. Magpies perch upon bones
And the fowls of winter constrain
Infinity. As ever, we are viewed
By companies
that slap against blue
Emeralds. The Tuscan speeches of
Swift speaking crack apart the
Stars of the killed. Waters of vile
Compatriots curate a bent vale
And the witches of the hunted thrill
With punishment. Upon the bottoms of
The spent, the cautious spires of
The Tuscan spurt the sperms of
The stewed. Hippocrisy
Gyrates against the screwed
Blackness of the spewed
Seizures of death's veins.
Snakes - frightening swarms - must lead
Into deeds,
not words. Snakes lie
Commended by their magic chill inside
The confines of serpents. Death breeds
Heliotropic safety. Thrust between
Night's horde, Medusa rapes away faith.
Where legs entwine, the tail and head
Of reptiles boast
no more about scales.
These hands of time lie intertwined with
Malignancy. The nude and terrified
Contend the running figure of a man
Too raw to stand. This thrusting erse
Seems numerous. The density of tanned
Hides directs
brute sex against fear.
Without a hope of hiding nor a chance
Of dancing, nakedness defines the span
Of life. These hands are tied to
The legs that meet behind the backs
Of twining salience. Petitions call
For deeds, not words.
The book of Thess
Confines the hopes of madness with
Insured selfishness. The mouth of Hell
Speaks of death as if constrained in
The chewing lips of the slain.
Actual words - from the new and old -
Maim the poetry of snapping
teeth.
Our hands seem manacled. The headmost
Words of fury rape away the East.
Intwining head and tail, the croft birds
Of silence say words which
Impeach denial. Our leaders ask shade
To impose God or else the burned
Plight
of hell inflames the sins of
Dissembling fear. The shone stone
Of blood and rage is skimmed where
Lakes do not provide the waves of
Bloods spilled.
XVII
To be born again every hundred years:
During this life, we gather
grain
And rise from out the fields. I deny
That God is cruel. A sinner must
Rant and rave or else delve
Devilry. Medusa seeks her horde
And the storms of madness will collide
With tongues of venom. Life shone
And now the
palour of disdainful lies
Must parry nerves and dance inside
The grievous smiles of woman. Spies
Storm the secrecies of humankind.
And I have told you to bear grief
From out this earth. When we break
Through, please tear the thick
clouds
From off the moon. Tears enshroud
The open eyes of passion. Tides drill
Whiteness into cumulus. Grief
Seems stormy, bitter, petulant with
War. The fugues of Israel comprehend
No end to murder. Where Mars draws
A vapor
from the lightning of the sun,
Florence blasts away the ashen bays
Of time. The incinerations of
All circles of hell create a wall
Wherein the demons of death
Squirm as if worms. A lake of spit
Defrauds defiance of its red cloak.
Incinerated, human living winds
Down. A dragon with spread wings
Burns away the signum of raped
Infants. In the meadows of killed
Soldiers, sadness rifles the stirred
Rills of the cannibalised. The aped
Rising of the cropped
entertains
This lake of blood named 'Birth'.
Life's path lies blocked but chained
To screaming. Sinners wake to find
A swamp of sleeping ramming at the eyes
Of death. The word of dying peers
From out the sedges of the sniped
Lake of death. The bitterness of lithe
Spirits bears humanity from
Its wabe. The stripping female figures of
The spended stars curate church.
Burned, the Theban wall of christ
Dabs its fingers in blood.
XVIII
If I had
harsh berating rhymes to
Fit inside the soul of womankind,
All rocks would converge and thrust
Sex at the evening sky
And then I could completely describe
The bottom of the universe -
Not a task suited to the tongue
That
whines Mum and Dad. May
The muses of my madness help verse
As when it helped my mind die.
O horde, beyond all others ill-got,
Who dwell in this hot place too
Hard to speak of: better you
Are born of sheep or else death
Shall
lay you. As the toads lie
Snouted in their pools, may I
Glean the noise of ugliness from
The gleam of shame. Or else might
Teeth chatter in the stork's beak.
Each of us hold our faces turned
Down; they testified to cold tongues.
After a time, the misery of looks
Bore eyes which interknitted with
Dead heaven. Death issued from
All bodies."O you whose breasts
Are crushed together," I said
"Who are you but woman bent back?"
A peasant woman often has
dreams.
Turned purple with shame, cheeks
Lock together with their glow.
These eyes bore deep. After time
Has glanced away heat, bright ice
Harnesses cold with hell's wade.
Tightly intertwined, the feats
Of man corrupt the
strokes of
The ghastly. Frozen in punishment,
Freezing passion shakes the seas
Of deadened lives. My name is Love.
This crime committed against you is
Repaid by death and dying. Pray,
And let the glibness of your lives
Forgive
mankind. Although I'm dead,
Accept the vengeance death may reap.
As on earth, so in hell.
IXX
"And see if you can make it."
As though from dark indeed, the voice
Of Charon smashed apart the verve
Of distant man. This
party I knew
Had journeyed down to where shades
Blew from burning stones the laid
Girls of the night. I heard them
Laying waste to urine with their
Lips. Their caves appeared closed.
I neither died nor stayed alive.
The wetness
of death's woman
Dripped from walls of fear and
In its place, stagnation danced.
Shadows killed the place where
Plato stood. Sextus swiped my sex.
I neither died nor stayed alive - time
Reproved me with its wits - denuded,
Life and death became as one and sent
Its emperor to seal my grieving mind.
From out a giant's height, this world
Grew closer and thence surrounding
Space enshrouded me in visual nerves.
Strong with pride, befitting heaven's
Dying day, the head of hell implied
A night of silence. The teeth inside
My jaw were wrenched from out my
Brain. "This soul," my master said
"Is born to suffer." Thence awake,
I saw the skin upon my back defy
Its cleanliness.
The day I rose,
I saw psoriasis constrain me
In schizophrenic cages. Time brought
A sickly therapy into my throat.
The words I wrote were voiced with
Stupidity. The machinated skull
Of sensual sensitivism overrode
My need
to piss. I ate shit raw.
XX
Envision the whole of man and
Find his size proportionate with
Hell. Or else define the fled skies.
In this pluperfect fire, the sum
Total of man must appear small.
The fragments of mankind
are
Burned to dour ashes. Sense shapes
Man from out his dying parts and
Offends his death by seeming scarred
By flame. The scorching signum of
Men is bent by searing. Heaven lays
Waste to the sound that signals gloom.
Man
must burn his favour and thence
Fire becomes too wicked to consume.
The swiftness of man's burning lays
Glamour on the line and thence heat
Cracks the riven surface of woman.
Man without woman is too cold.
Hell compounds mankind
with his girl.
Fires derive from sin their truth.
We stood in hell for hours and hours.
Fear disclaimed us yet we stood
Dissembling love with our fears.
Manitous strode above us and
We drank our fill from hell.
Little men
rode from out the dark.
Chiron sailed. The lightning of
Death chained us to our dreams.
Telephones disturbed the dark.
Panoptic saviours slammed sound
In the place of true vision.
Thence Calcabrina screamed aloud.
Her trip
worked and we flew
Against the flight of fury.
The heat beneath out feet leased
Narcissus with his looking-glass
A lingering glance at God.
Engorged with humours, burnt
Desolation razed the looks of
The ideal sinner. Pausing,
heat
Mouthed away the singing plight
Of Mamma and Dadda. The muses of
Amphion walled Thebes and shall
Press their juice against me.
XXI
After a swift run, fathers and sons
Seemed torn apart. I woke before dawn.
O,
my children, who went with me when
Whimpering during sleep was not fraught?
O, when shall sleep refine my soul?
Inside me when I turned to stone,
Apprehensively, I scorned my home.
O you hard earth, why didn't you
Plead for
calm. Ah, mad hell,
When shall the face of creativity
Rise from hell. Oh, Pisa! You
Shame the students of your fair
Land. Slow as your steeled neighbours,
Helpless children teem from the earth.
The cold has sucked all feeling
from
My face. I wear a visor and turn
Faces up from out the void. Drunk
But forced back to sanity, thieves
Storm all found ages of mankind.
I thought I lived for hunger's pain
Alone. I bit my hands for grief.
Then I saw
the silence of
My world reform as grievous clay.
O you hard earth, why didn't you
Open up for mankind's gang.
When we have reached the day
When woman suckles feeling with
The callus of the numb,
Then men shall depose the
mad
And softness rise above them
And youthful songs devise
For innocence. I do not cry.
The fame of having chosen death
In the place of life storms
The swarming streets of time
And routed senselessness
Pierces the
lids of lithe
Woman. O you hard earth,
Why didn't you open when
Ferine femaleness was sworn
To open?
Clothed in this wretched flesh,
We plead for you to be as one
For we have stayed alone.
I neither died nor kept
alive -
Consider with your own wits when
I became leader.
XXII
And death goes down the Dominion.
Mother-naked, strapped at tongue,
Guns, bombs, gas, knives
Entertain the horde with fear.
"That soul", my master said,
"Suffers."
Judas, head locked inside
Christ's fled mind, defined the
Flailing legs of the little men
Who spewed from every corner
Of love's bedrooms. In the lounge,
Luxuriant strangers strode
All four walls. Livid, lives
met
The quietus of the drowned and
The knave of heaven spoke once more
About the flickering light of
God.
We rush upward to a cavity:
The hollow where we stand lies
Below the mists of charity.
Veiled inside its seas,
the killed
Rise. Beneath the hemisphere that
Canopies the murdered, sense
Smothers God's face with fear.
Belzebub lies wailing in
The tides of entombed life.
Some of the pretty things God
Has borne for us smash apart.
We climb from out the blue and
Dig inside the dirt for truth.
Well-worn, we ascend from the wynd
Of time. The shining world above us
Has guidance. I went into time
And found the space inside my head
Developed. Apertures of
time
Delve the mind of man. The shone
Lanterns of time dwell within
The sleeping mind. Time involves
Dreams and a mind devoid of pain.
The mind in the back of this head
Travels when asleep. Man knows
That his mind is intune
with
The incubation of his dreams.
Time is a nightmare used by
The rear of one's head. Eyes
Drink from the rear-end of
One's mind. Rest defines the
Route of the path time climbs.
The cat on the mat you own
Indulges quests
after time
And time is ferinely owned
By sleep. The back of time
Dwells in the black of night.
The rear of my head shapes
Time from sleep. O, world
Seek the apertures of time
Or else lie drowned.'
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Copyright JDB 2004
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