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A NIGHTMARE?
ONCE upon a time, I dreamed in a nightmare
Of a world of eyes and a world of flairs
There, where the leaves fell madly from the trees,
I sensed eyes heave
into madness and despair
And here there were eyes that slithered in black;
And here there were eyes that danced at the back,
And where time roistered and blew quite away,
My memories were foistered in the eyes of decay
And, o, what
a world was here constrained
In the eyes of the spheres and their ravaging rains
Ah, what a wasteland was here seen,
Where the eyes of the world slid down into a dream.
As if from a cloud or some loud shroud of sleaze,
Here flittered
eyeless demons and heretic, eyeless screams.
Looking down far into the eyes of pain,
I sensed my vision van and crash inside wet grain.
This man who fears no shade of dark
Nor any death inside its dart
Must come to shear away the bright
And rape Abandon with foresight.
These
verses, shorn of manna's shape,
Must madden as the dawn's decline
Rends away
all happy dreams
And shears away the light's recline.
Eyes in eyes that know no
route to the maiden at its root
Of the sun inside her murder, must disclaim a mystic murder.
Twice the times that make us live must proclaim the singer false,
And the witness to death's rills must disclaim a narrow pulse.
Eyes in eyes
that know no route to the maiden at the heart
Of the moon inside her rage, must disclaim the veils of art.
Twice the times that make us vie with the atoms of the dead
Must proclaim all living cruel as the sentry in god's head.
Of night
the poet's nightmare lives a cimmerian grove of gloves;
Gloves on parried hands of heat that rend away death's throttled meat.
This crashing noise inside god's brain decries the sickness in the veins,
And eyes must know the route to cite
each turning christ of deus night
As love that lives for aimless lust lists the shutters in the dust,
Breaking doves with violet skeins, wrought inside their daisy chains.
Twice the winter in the hand
swipes away the Judas lambs
And the scorning of death's mind severs off a maiden wynd.
A wasp within the dome of theft stings the creature in the lobes,
Warping nooses from the drifts of the cretin in a rose.
Twice the world is born today from the arcs of roundalays:
Twice the hedon, twice the blast, of love's
preacher under glass.
And the birth of Judas man must condemn the Jesus clan,
Reigning where all frozen fearing slights the Word inside its searing.
Twice the world is born today from the arcs of roundalays:
Twice the hedon, twice the blast, of the spheres inside their flask.
The poet's nightmare ends with fuck and cracks a phallic yearning,
Shended
darkly where love's luck flights the dawn in spurning.
Twice the moon inside the vein warps away a singer's gain-
Thus this earth is all-absolving, co-created in its rolling!
Do not proclaim
the rivers false
Where the rocking lightning grows
Nor bark away the flocking pulse
Where death's winter thunder glows.
The poet's nightmare ends with truth that cracks a ferris at its root
And cuts the chords of kingdom come, shended as death's orizon...
sweats. eyes, first
coptic of the rock that wrecks. eyes, as endless as
the hunter's suffrage. eyes, as endless as the neon meadows. eyes, this
girl gathers shells for her furies. eyes, this girl farms
the shores for
truth. eyes, no man is the endless sickle sentry. eyes - underhouse, the
fire's uncouth. LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! LAMERICA! fist the fusion,
make her scream. LAMERICA! the serpent dream. LA Child, LA Wild, LA Wild,
LA Child. the home is burning, let the winter come. the home is burning,
let the madness come. the home is burning,
as wicked as the sea. the home
is burning - let sulphur be. the home is burning, as trendless as the
dawn. LA Wild, LA Child - no more peace, just form...
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MORE SONGS?
O, as countless widows cry for the past, then meadows under mirrors
Raise ash from specs
O, as counted meadows die, then shadowed sundered sea lovers
Drown
Sss.
O, as endless gallows hang sin, then, la, blamed pharaohs deck
Jumping jacked whored sounds
Uh
I will blaspheme down the visions of the breath
La, I will cut dreams,
And sex ochres, laid, claim the callow from a screen, and death
Weeps for male feathers
O
O, as counted minnows die, then fish feed clasped fists
And rage ends
Now?
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And I shall never leave death’s side
O, as faces wither, I will never hear eyes shaping
Wet divorce
Sss, and I shall never leave death’s side
Uh- men and women suck nude salt as sweet lies
Writhe,
And, oh, as laden ladies kick love, then shed lives
Die, die, die
OO.
I will offer blood to barley…
I will suffocate like honey,
And, as slain birds yell, then spastic money will
End…
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Rented eyes will always tantalise
Blind tides
O, as rented spies centrialise naked skies
Then blown men will ride inside
Sea horns
Ssss a swelled smell of thorns adorns mad minds
Sss .. a walled cell of porn adorns sickened rhymes
And dolled diggers drag
A day trodden sea hag
Sss
Rented eyes will forever see lies
Crying
Dinted sky will forever hear tithes
Dying
And blithe and bibled countries dream of dabbed
Dolly men
Oo
Coded whales are left to die…
Emptied sails are left to fly, and men dive
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This side of a slid mind, mental faces flicker for
Flipped screens
Lo, this side of a lit mind, mental faces suck whores
And men, flailed, force flame as fierce fast claws
Crack like a cut dream
O.
This side of a sidled spine, mental aces deal cards for
Carmine pontoons
Sss when once cold killers cry for mirrors, then war
Wages darling poltroons
And, laid, laden ladies weep for babies, and sex maws
Kneel against the sky
La-.
Gilded guilty gullies grasp a shitted brolly
Idiotic berets cry for berries as dollies
Force feed beans to cold men
And, lo, as I slide from sleep, then women will
Wail inside a sea of loud trees
And, torn, annals in bees bury beds inside huge milled
Mirrored men
Sss.
La, this side of a lit mind, mental faces suck sin
o-la
this side of a ripped dime, mental American skin
waxes beards from elbows
and westend men cannot mount a clotheshorse without
bleeding down the decks of the grave
.
We rave?
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Endless insouciant emeralds cry for gilt rain when
Endless empirical rainbows cry for slit veins, and me and men hear
Coded killer trees suffering bruised trees,
O, as endless insouciant emeralds wail, then a sea of slain bird men
Accesses limed lifted bees
Uh.
When once blind blondes bake false bread, then mirrored wet women
Writhe,
And, lo, I cannot let go until warders whip bled caged walled lips
And, o, I will not go until sunvisors suck writs from sectioned hips,
And endlessness marries swelled bells to lies
Ohm.
Trendless insouciant families fade., and wedded sex cries
Crash inside
Laaah
Treaded tree killed memories fade, and bedded sex slides
Marry sin to fathers
And, ssss, I have seen sin suffer as laden soft bobbies bat
Pandas and cloaked crap
And ghosts are arrested now
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I attest to this city moon
O, I intend to kiss you but this city moon
Weds lights to hearsay
Sss.
I attest to a city dune
Oo, I intend to wed you but my neon tune
Cannot wed the grave
Sss
I must find faces fixing where
Blind blonde bawds bend stairs
And I will move upstairs
Uh.
I confess to my piety when dust
Cries for rain,
And I shall regress as lust
Dies for pain
Oo.
Menstrual suns burn us, and
Bodying tongues bite us,
And me and a slain bread crusts
Feed us
Ohm,.
I will hear you always
I will fear sin always
And god will save you always
Sss..
Where once old butter men
Spread trees then
Teetering beemen will upend
Dead salts.
-..
Bled bad bins will bind
Eyes to blind red minds.
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A nuked naked nude light cuts a soul
O as nuking nude naked life cuts a foal
Then men and sex folk
Will ride to city sleep
Uh…
When once eyes pray, then blind soap
Sucks cold lovers
And eye in eye, a river in a rope
Strangles
Sss.
Inside wed angels, I hear dope
Caressing cold minds,
And slain birds must see tines
Cracking like curry combs
And curry combs have honey
Uh.
As milked mazy madams mind
Cells and plasmas
Then fled flame fastens wine with
Trod fish waves
And iced illing light digs
Dolls and dazzling gemmed pigs
Oo
I will enter a bead as green kids
Shine like ribs
And there is a candle in the sky?
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O as dazzled dreamt dreamers dig dust for rain
Then desolate daggers drag dared guns, and cities in veins
Cry for neon plasmas
O, as forcing fear famishes fans, then vast stoned brains
Brag where cities stop
And, laid, slain slashed cots crash, and suckers in trains
Drink sex rot
And men and slain ashes blow dolls where coded stains
Fall down a rode wrist
Uh - ssss…
Wide wives weep as fast faceless kisses marry cloned lips
And, la, where once vaginal missives
Marry down sex crypts, then bled bent bone bites snipped
Candy leopards
Laahh.
As lady midnight drinks sex waters then
Bad baby moonlife drinks raped mortars, and women
Grind to sleep
And, lapped, juices in a jeep jack tears as sugary sex wheat
Summons sirens from chickens
Ooooo.
Ideal idioms of death drag dolled men
And ideal pigmen
Cry, cry, cry
Lo
AHH Men..
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And, o, as the idiot side of sex hears hirelings made
Old as raped lightning, then
Scissoring soulfish suck sands from old women
And, lo, as the idiot side of sex hears ghastlings made
Cold as raped loving, then
Blenching bees bend honeys, and vast vile graves
Grind oats for sweet dust
Ssss.
And, lo, as the idiot smiles of lost Love sear babes
Then bladed blind blithe babies rock dead slaves
And bad biddy boys will
Bounce down from a screen when odes to ills
Smack pealed dills
Ssss.
Ivory insouciant embers fill up god’s thrill…
Ebonies send mirrors where old closed hills
Slay beards with sliced waxed willed
Hands and heels
..
Old killer kings cut sweet dreams,
Cold rivers wring a neck of dreams
And old odes to false faces sing for the wind as slain mills
Tell tales of mirrored reels
Ohm-.
I turn a dun screw
I burn inside dew, and bastard brothers fill
Films and dunes
And ices cut lit snow, and hurled hills
Cry, cry, cry,
And crowed snowed men hire icicles to scissoring chill hills
And I am a boy in a wrecked sheet…
Ahh
Zzzzzz…
Entertaining ice men cometh
Centralising Christ men punish
Dolls and demons
,, uhhhh
.
Ice covered me?
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Copyright 2017.
incest tarot (a punishment)
Peeple derange, peeple change, peeple rave in scarlet skein, peeple maim,
peeple change, peeple rave in scarlet vein.
when denied, the peeple kill,
when decried, the peeple thrill.
peeple derange, peeple change, peeple
rave in scarlet skein. sun is dead, moon is dead, wind is dead, rain is
dead,
womb is dead, croon is dead, love is dead, life is dead.
peeple derange, peeple change, peeple rave in scarlet skein, peeple demote to
prove their madness, peeple promote to prove love's sadness-
moon is dead,
sun is dead, rain
is dead, brain is dead, childhood splits the mind in
four, derangement splits it all the more.
peeple derange, peeple change,
peeple peep and peeple drain; life is largely wanton woman, wanton woman,
largely children. love is dead,
lust is dead, dream is dead, scream is
dead, Everyman meets mania parish, mania parish is getting punished.
peeple
maim, kill, rape, strip, score, suck, slay, rip. sun is dead, moon is
dead, wind is dead, rain is dead, womb is dead,
croon is dead, love is
dead, life is dread.
change, maim, change, derange, maim, change, maim,
derange, maim the loves you take for granted, change the loves that deem
perverted. under halo, under hollow, under bible, dying wallows.
peeple
derange, peeple change, peeple change, peeple derange; peeple derange,
forever, always, peeple die in empty hallways?
incest tarot, incest marrow, blood wedding, blood wedding. flume of
sickness, spuming
witness, blood wedding, blood wedding.
the cloth of
christ is incest perot, the shrouds above, a split-spine tenet. incest
weaver, incest leader, blood wedding, blood wedding. slick of moansigns,
slick of foamsigns, blood wedding,
blood wedding. cryptic slaughter,
madam-daughter, blood wedding, blood wedding. the signal sun is seed at
zero, the eunuch drum, an isis hero.
flume of sickness, spuming jenet,
crown of clitzoid, sounding senate, wharving rumour,
sea of mud, cimmerian
state in bud. blood wedding, blood wedding, the spines are midnight, blood
wedding.
no time to dream, no time to breathe, no time to live, no time
for ease, no time for breath, no time to die, no time for truth,
just
endless sky.
the spines are midnight, blood wedding, the spines are
blasting, blood wedding, the times are crippled in narrow motion, the
shrouds above, phaposian oceans. incest tarot, incest marrow,
blood-to-bone, bone-to-blood,
the sallow cheek reveals dead sunday, the
dreams gone after, funeral comedayze. dazed forever,dazed in loved, dazed
forever, dazed above, the seed is zero, the eunuch summer, blood wedding,
blood wedding.
in the times that
break apart, from spire to shinbone, rhyme, who is all
and all the slave to the eagle in the mind, (where goes the angled knock
of seered and serried graves),
in the oceans of the heart, the sires of
music rave. and should the angels
drop from hireling heaven down; (or
should the shining crop of corn and capeseed drown), then there would be
no rhyme except the light that shifts, and the sires of music, lopped,
would spiral from the pith.
not for the shroud or
flame of biblebook or
flower, on the spindrift wires of time & the motions in a tower, (for the
stations of the breath & the seashores in a spine), whereby the seasons
drift, the sires of music chime. & should the angels drop
from hireling
heaven down; (or should the shining crop of corn & capeseed drown), then
there would be no rhyme except the light which shifts, & the sires of
music, lopped,
would spiral from the kiss.
fed-up with contusions,
fed-up with the shame; fed-up with saint peter &
his pearly gates of flame: a tapestry was woven, a tapestry of fear: in &
out the cyclones, christ whispers in our ear. i cannot make it here, i
have no stone to own: this earth
of mutineers is ever bleached at bone.
i cannot make it here with god's roundalay; the world is minus Sun-
there's
nothing more to say. Lal-lal-lee-lah-lah; lal-lal-lee-lah-lah;
lal-lal-lee-lah-lah; lal-lal-lahhhh
LOW ARE THE TEACHER'S KNIVES?
.....
jimbellamy 2019
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