HIV (A PSYCHODRAMA) 2
sleeping under tundra, denuding duvet thunder, with a heart of redtime summer, our weeping
hearts accord; accord to the lamplight, the winter coming softly: sleeping under tundra,
denuded sleep records.
this is the sickness of Heady Invitro Varnish; HIV by any other name would still paint thick.
snoring under lightning, with an eye of death devising, sleeping under tundra, duvet thunder
clicks. though we be sure, sure that Love is
Hero Nero, sleeping under tundra, our souls attain
no spire.
Chapel of Love, cathedraline weft of widow; snapping as we snooze, the socket lover wails:
Xanadu, no paradise, just masturbation in a window: sleeping under tundra, duvet
thunder
rails; rails as severed hammers bang in nailed masectomy, bang and bang again, with lover's bed a moon away: sleeping under tundra, denuding duvet thunder, Xanadu, no paradise, snores into
decay.
Halo Heaven? then what for motile angels,
what for cherubs, seraphs, what for Victorian War?
No, less motile angels than strangeness being strangled; less the child made holy than murder
on the moor. though we are sure, our hearts go out on empty, though we are sure, our hearts
run
out of heat. though we are pure, pure as passion's enemy, denuding duvet thunder, the
angels' hearts don't beat.
Demnos, cloven bastard, barterer in God's linen, cut from cord at centre, umbilical kings die by.
time was the proof lay in schemes
of Lenin, now, cut cord at centre, the schemes lie in the sky.
summing up summer from a sickling enemy, doing our buttmost to drive away the Lord, no
man is the all of us, the cemetery core of us, the sickla, the Hitler, the Samson in the forge.
duvet thunder, what brought night so dear to us? where in the bed did death of light
revere? what for the best of us, the alabastic breast of us; what for the serpent, the breaker of
the spheres? duvet thunder, what brought night so near to us?
where in phallic latency does
our humour lie? what for the grave in us, the orthodoxic gay in us; what for the forsaker, the
Maker in the eye?
nobody knows just where sex came from; doing what it will, sex is a laugh; no! sex is chaos;
the science of Hubris: sex is a doctor the acid atom's bath. coming on soundly, sex is
automaton; sex is the cradle of iron gone wrong - Heady Invitro Varnish, sex is all sickness;
HIV by any other name would rise against the strong.
this
is the song of Los, the Blakeian Apocalypt, rather, this is shit-dip, the sheep demesne gone
blind: world under world, the weal of sex is Shibbolith: sex is daughterback, the nickle fish in
brine. searching for passion when all is Pornograph: Internet
darling, can you tell me your
name? Duvet Thunder?! God knows, the best is lumber: all sex is spinal puncture, is
pornosapphic shame.
Sleeping, always sleeping, doing our best to suffer, doing our best to wash before our bodies
foul:
Eliot, Sweeney - coconut will copulate - best to have no children than to wear an urban
cowl. true, pure, sure, how hearts reach out forever; reach out across the void to find a
wedded light! No, no marriage enters, just madness epicentre: the
young reach out for
everything, reach out & touch the knife.
denuding Duvet Thunder, sleeping insane forever, reapwalking like a terrorist, parading death in
Love: no more, just screaming peeples, the pupils under seagulls, scavengers,
destroyers, haters;
dementia in the bud.
coming on hotly, red Woman earns her tampons, coming on redly, womankind is owned by all:
time was the girl of ages wrote love on molten pages; time was once all love, now the heat of
love must
fall.
Duvet delusion, duvet thunder, duvet denusion, divan number: slagma, smegma, petrolleum
lampage: 666, the sensual soul meets outrage, 666, the sexual soul meets outrage, 666, the
sensitive soul meets shoutrage, 666, the enteric soul
meets shoutrage
UH/
..
..
APOCALYPTIC?
As cold slowed men meld sin with hymns, then a sea of limbs
Will shatter
O, when once old sin sucks false quims, then a tree of swings
Swings where clutter
Feeds wind to sex butter.
Ssss.
Buttresses bend bairns where idiot abusers cry for shutters
And, loathed, a red barn breaks fire inside sainted lovers
Ah.
And cold slain hens crackle as coded pigmen suck saviours,
And, o, as fast wrens fight for a dead war,
Then, rogued, raping roses reap rope from a sea of fathers
And I will jack my fathers
Sss.
Buttresses dagger inside a feather
And, made old, a fascinating mirror shines where leather
Disappears.
*
As entertaining sparrows feel for fast winds, then
Blamed minds melt, and a river inside women must
Raise rope from delved
Dolly mixtures
O, as entertaining meadows drown, then sex rust
Feeds metals to mirrors
Lo.
I will centralise an empty animal
Lo, I will rend my eyes inside a faking mammal
And, when once eyes die,
Then flowed fast lies will sunder my sky,
And there is nothing inbetween us…
Ssss.
As enterprising dagger men drink dust
The fierce fishmen suck dolls from drunk dust’s
Strange vision
Uhh.
Bled bulled men summon sleep where
Red skulled hens roast on a stair,
And mad muscling madams melt, and prayer
Summons ghosts to shared
Gods and semen
Laaahh
As slain summer birds break, then
Blinded blondes bust out from women
*
O, when god has a sex ghost, then a river raised from loafs
Shapes skulls from dragons
And, la, when god has a sex host, then a mirror raised from coke
Coaxes death with wagons,
O, my Spanish father feeds fists to fishy nets, and soap
Crashes inside a cradle
Sss, when once a lady river dies, then a sea in a candle
Cracks.
And a birthday candle in the skies lashes
Hands and rats
Sss
When once god has a sex ghost, then pinioned dopes
Stone coded loved cats,
And I hear lovers pawing sparks where bats
Claim cunny from slain packed
Pussies
La.
Endless vast flyways cry outside a free way
And strobed boys drive where slept graves
End.
*
As fishermen of mermen writhe inside
Oceania
O, as fishermen of fast quim wed lies
Then closing sea rivers hire nets to eyes,
And, as fishermen of sex hens hear Ides
Come running from red rain,
Then vast veering fished kicks raise
Nude minds from brains
Sss
As viscous seahangers crash, then graves
Must glow like sleep,
And fast star damners dream of old days
And old days are loud now
Uhh.
Occupants of aliens fly, and mad space will ride
A naked open moon
And, laid, a sea of dunes drags ships from
Gear, and fat fastening feather men always collide with
Dogs and moonlight
Sss.
Naked nude minds melt into lamp life
And, coned, a rocket in silk flies inside space-light
And, domed, a rocket of milk
Crashes,
And sex milk is shed
Uh.
As nut raids nut the harder, then milk raids will tread
Gulls and razors
And here now is my dimetrodon.
*
O, as an endless muscle cries for rain, then a neon city
Slays sex with pity
O, as a trendless tussle cries, then veined rained ladies
Cut lips from a deity
Sss.
Endless men folk smack emptying sea family, and
Where once killer trees fall from false hands, then
Wed wetted bed posts
Whip the clayed buttocks of god’s host
And motels ring as sleek dresses dress lost
Girl hirelings
…
I will centralise hands and heels as a sea in a cross
Collapses,
Oo, I will enter sand as hawed whored sex moss
Picks a sea from a lady
Uh gilded guilty cosines caress mown babies, and Loss
Drags deaths for hot cold laid bees
Ssss.
I cannot summon summer from a flower,
I will never summon winter from snows
And, lo, as lazy naked lovers suck a sea of hours
Then naked nude scissors will suffer chilled crows
And I am led where tauran Spain hears slain need
Come shooting bulls in the West,
And, lobed, a sea of gulls cries for rings as death
Dreams of a failed genie
Sss.
As powders in a bottle chafe, then Rex
Owns a pet dragon,
As peddlers in a kettle rape, then Death
Owns a dimetrodon,
And, eyed, dinosaurs in a drum deck
Jack reptilian summer guns
Ehh?
I cannot summon summer from a flower,
I will never summon winter from snows
And, o, as a dizzy book of hours sucks chilled crows
Then snaky naked scissors will sink knives where droves
Slice home bake
And me and macadam will shoot and shake
Outside
Whirlwind eyes
And me and macadam will shoot and shape
Inside
Whirring sea tithes,
,
END.
*
AND DEATH IS NOT THE END?
And death is not the end
When once breath kills friends
Then death is not the end
And death on you depends
O
And death is not the end
Where once the moon attends
Lunar dogs
Then bitten shied cores
Send sex to God
And men seek festive Blood
And death weds Lovers
O
And death is not the end
When once breath intends
Dolls and false skin, then men
Draw daggers from children
Sss
Whence carnival spun sin
Sucks pigs, then rude hymns
Cry, cry, cry,
And death is not the end
And death has killed friends
Sss
The lion’s den seems skinned
By dud coastal cats
And me and sin hire old rats
To sunder me
And death is not the end?
*
O, as I survive my mind, then roasted women
suck hangers...
****
After a nut raid, a city inside a blind lay
Sucks old juice
O, after a beer strangles a noose, then day
Will dawn like a loosed
Hot headed female kitchen
Uh.
And, after seashores fail, then dying slaves
Shape nudity from classrooms
And, uh, as naked staffrooms die, then spoons
Swirl where wax fingers swoon
And my house will rot where a teaspoon
Stirs babies
Sss.
Endless emptiness cries as woven glass ladies
Die, die, die.
O And as slain soft graves raise us
Then, burned, cremated babes break us
O, as a saline city cries, then
Blazed, a sea of spies sucks old dust
Sss.
Me and madam moon hear old lust
Crying, and as stars cry then sex rust
Drags dolls for kittens
O, and as slain soft graves raise us
Then, turned, cell dating hears bad cuts
Digging sex and empties
Uh.
Me and father moon hear cold lust
Writhing, and as stars slide then musk
Sucks elephant tusks
And cows, closed, claim gods where
Blanched blancmanges bend prayer
And we sleep on the stair.
*
This dared sunrise suffers hot scented pain
O, as a moon in disguise cries, then
Devils in eyes weep tides
And, la, when once cold tides die, then
Bad boats go insane
Sss.
This dared sunrise suffers hot rented shame
Oo, as a gun in a rise drives, then shot flame
Must suffer gods and snakes
And, lain, slain sawn swans will shake, shake, shake
Sss.
A city inside a tomb must bury live lusts
A lady inside a womb must cry where dust
Sends scents homeward
And I will blaspheme where screwed birds
Dig pecked egged curves
Oo.
I have overheard cruel kittens crying for rain,
Ah, I have overheard fooled gibbons
And I have heard both fire and flame, and
Trendless lazy veins must
Bring me home again
And I have heard sex inside its name.
Laa, I harden where blind love raises pain
Lo, I summon summer when seized hot rain
Sends flowers to sleep,
And I heard both fire and flame, and
Endless hazy filled men must send sleep
Outside a sea of sex shame
And I seem insane
Oh?
Sucked slain swarms duck down as sound
Dies away, away,
And I have seen both fire and flame
And I know now that we are insane
And ashes slice eyes as vineyard names
Disappear…
*
As excess sucks sad life, then a sea of roses
Raises scent from Christ
O, as excess cuts a wife, then a tree of light
Cuts caves from posies, and fled flown night
Sucks bright dreams
And, lain, slain sex rubies scream
And, maimed, I have seen seized screens
Sss.
As excess cries, then rocks flow from bright
Withering sea slides
And, robed, a sea of dives drags dun sprites
And blown boys writhe
Uh.
As excess rides, then a hot faked war drives
Homeward
And we are riding in the rain
And we are kissing storms of pain
And we are cutting caressers from salt veins
Sss.
I overheard guns as a gilled goddess rained
Down, down,
La, I overheard suns as one billion names
Drowned, and
Old scathed minds glow like the blind
And, as bright as hands, a sea of minds
Dies
Ohm.
I have heard men at the very break of time
Emptying fished female wine
..*
I will always suffer for you
O, I will stand beside you, and I will see you
Suffer fire and flame, and
I will always suffer for you
Sss.
When once bad bairns rock in a shoe
Then I, stabbed, will sire a slain noosed
Parrot…
****
MSN, HALT
(after Jim Morrison's
The Unknown Soldier)
Make a grave for the LAN-mine soldier
Nestled in your web-searched shoulder
The LAN-mine soldier.
Breakfast where the net is read
Televisual kids misled
Malformed living loves
undone
Bullets strike their hyper lung
And it's all over for the LAN-mine soldier
And it's all over for the LAN-mine soldier
err-uhhhh.
MSN, halt
And it's all over for the
LAN-mine soldier.
Yahoo!
uh
do spiders end?
*
(a popsong rewrite of T.S. Eliot's
world-famous poem)
Let us go then, you and I,
When the evening is spread out against a winter's sky,
Like a patient etherised upon a table,
Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets,
The muttering hectoring retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap motels
Let us go then, you and I,
When evening is spread in a winter's eye.
Let us go through half-deserted streets,
The muttering hectoring retreats
Of restless nights in one-night cheap motels
And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells.
Let us go, let us go
ohhhh.
And indeed there will be times
For the yellow smoke that slides the streets
Rubs its backs upon the window-panes;
There will be time, there will be time,
To bare a face to the faces that you meet;
There will be time to murder and create,
And time for the works and days of hands
That lift and drop a plastic plate:
Time for you and time for me;
Time for you and time to see
And time yet for one hundred indecisions,
And for one hundred visions and televisions
Before the scaling of a gallow tree
And indeed there will be time
To wonder, ‘Do I dare?’ and, ‘Do I dare?’
Time to turn back and descend the stair,
With a bald-spot in the middle of my hair
(They will say: ‘How his hair is grown from air"
All the women say: ‘How his hair is grown from air"
Do I dare or do i dare
Do I dare to care
do i dare to climb the stair?!
* O
My car
Exhales
sex dust
-i am on the bust
Laa
my keen car rusts
and mean kinema sweats lust,.
In a minute there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will reverse
In a minute, there is time
For decisions and revisions which a minute will enhearse
Do I dare
Disturb the universe?
Do I dare disturb a lunatic hearse?
ohhh, Viol?!.
For I have known them all already, known them all,
Have known the ev'nings, mornings, afternoons,
And I have known the eyes already, known them all,
The eyes that fix you in a formulated grave
And when I am formed, sprawling on a pin,
When I am pinned and wriggling on the wall,
Sex writhes
And lightning entertains
Violation's zimmer-frame
aha...
aha
O
My car
Exhales
sex dust
i am on the bust
Laa
my keen car rusts
and mean kinema sweats lust
*
Arms that lie along a table or wrap around a shawl
Are not here at all
And how should I presume?
And how should I begin to forgive?
Alabaster moonshine
Soothes my sprig
ah, ooo,
Do I dare or do i dare
Do I dare to care
do i dare to climb the stair?!
Shall I say I have gone at dusk through narrow streets
And watched the smoke that rises from the sleep
Of lonely men in shirt-sleeves,
Oh, Goodbye sweet love
laid God, help me?
uh ho...
*
And the afternoon, the ev'ning, sleep so peacefully
Smoothed by long fingers,
Asleep…tired…Death malingers
Stretched on the floor, aside you and me
Should I, after tea and cakes and ices,
Have the strength to force a rape to Isis
And, in short, I am afraid:
And, in short, I am sun-laid
Fuck Fuck Fuck
Kill Kill Kill
Thrill Thrill Thrill
OOOOOOO!
and rides live for
Viol
OOOOOOO.
* aha
O
My car
Exhales
sex dust
-i am on the bust
Laa
my keen car rusts
and mean kinema sweats lust
Would it have been worth while
Would it have been worth while
If one, settling a pillow or throwing off a shawl,
And turning toward the window, Lo!
’
Othello was
Masked Mario
`Ohh?
`Marello was a pumis
O.
My car
Exhales
sex dust
- i am on the bust
Laa
my keen car rusts
and mean kinema sweats lust,
Stretched on the floor, here beside you and me,
Should I, after cakes and scalding tea
Have the strength to force the moment to its aces
I am no prophet - and here’s no great matter
I have seen the moment of my greatness flicker,
And in short, I am
gun-raised
and in short i am afraid
zzzzz
ssss
Othello snipes
Darkness
And the seas burn, burn, burn *
I grow old…I grow old…
yes, yes, i grow cold
uh i grow old..i grow cold
Here there are sausage thumbs
And surrealist pictures
Hanging from four walls
Here there are sausage sons
And woman painting dentures
Inside the daughter of a wax scroll
*
Lightning delves for
A thunderflash
Galileo
Seeks space
Oh! come see the sleeve around Christ's face?
Oh, do cum
O- do use a staplegun?
*
I do not think that mermen will sing for me
I have seen them riding seawards on the waves
Combing the white hair of the waves blown black
When the wind blows the water...
We have lingered in the chambers of the sea
By sea-girls wreathed with seaweeds red and brown
Till human voices wake us,-
la let's get out of here and raid the town,
.
lahh
We drive christ back home?
...
O!!!!
Ohhhh
My car
Exhales
sex dust
-i am on the bus
Laa
my keen car rusts
and mean kinema sweats lust
Dolls drool, drool, drool
skulls rule, rule, rule
DID ALADDIN FEED ME
THE END?
BLOOD
SONG (by jim bellamy)
Bearing loaves & fishes, going gung-ho for the Son, into rooms of tender,
the moon fires like a gun: set in Cimmerian slaughter, like a flunkey
diamond filled with chaff,
slittering the wrists of daughters, the Ghosts
of Judas flash. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are
u going to the Summer Seance? Mute in verbal
gossamer, snapping twigs with
zen-eyed glee, pastelling after spider tombs, the Christ of Heroes swims
the sea: dread is the thunder's whisper, motors thrum in eyes above;
slittering the wrists of tarantula riders, the Ghosts of Judas
deny all
love. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the
Summer Seance? Eighteen lazy pharaohs, like sickle spies, cleave pyramidic
dreams: pyrrhic victory under rainbow, the sword of duty breaks its
scream: screened on widow windows, like a seminal river maundering by,
slittering the wrists of iron sidlers, the Ghosts of Judas siren high. Are
u going to the Summer
Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance?
Late in graves of powder, setting no store to the cannon of doubt, sat led
ded in canyon chowder,
the clamerine angels spume & pout: summoning
sermonics from sulphur, like a wheat-eyed fairy, Mary sighs: slittering
the wrists of Zion's pariahs, the Ghosts of Judas haunt & fry. Are u going
to the Summer Seance? Are u going to
the Summer Seance? Are u going to
spend time with the ghouls of abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
No more to fields of rapine azure, no more to Indians spitting rhyme: no
more the gas, the permeable prism: no more the light inside
the spine: no
more the spike-skeined sentries, no more the soldier in the lung: no more
the leather under breath, no more the lovelorn graves of cum. With beauty
under cancer, a rose tattoo of bludgeoned fear, the metal Ghosts of Judas
rise upwards from the spheres. Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u
going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to spend time with the ghouls of
abeyance? Are u going to the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer
Seance? Are u
going to break thru to spiritual pleasance? Are u going to
the Summer Seance? Are u going to the Summer Seance?
ahhhhh....
Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run
-life destroys as
peace defines - come take the womb & make it grind.
knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; you know the rules, now go on the run.
The moon gets cold & the stars grow older; no more the moon, just look
over your shoulder - the
darkness maims as the summer declines - no more
the womb, just destruction in the mind.
Your palls of white are closing, lady; four palls of death, four palls of
closet red - night is the madness, all-deposing - no more the womb,
just
destruction in the head - we've seen the summer climbing softly - the
truth is dreaming, a million tombs behind - no more a life, just birth in
rumour's posing; no more the womb, just destruction in the light.
Knife
the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the sun, lady, knife the sun;
knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife the goddamn sun. come on a trip
& the acid heart shall seize; come on a trip & the heart shall greet
disease; come swallow
rot & sense the heart run red; come swallow rot &
see the child run dead.
Knife the sun, lady, knife the sun; knife all the men you've ever won;
knife at the wards, at the hospice in the lung; knife all the men you've
ever won.
Loved loud women, always did; loved loud women since just kids; -
come take this Lord away; loved reeled crime since we raped day.
Inveigal my territory as if it were sanity, strike at my history as if it
were air: summon up demons, let music murder me: in the sun's charity, let
madness flare. Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in a
cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at
my history, sever my wings.
I never knew the sun of
Simeon, I never felt the world inside my words: truth is all darkness, an
artless state of sentience: a nightbird in purdah, my soul denies its
verve, suffers under murder &
buckles into sadness, leprous as a sinner
whose senses curve.
Pall walls around me seek to find security: locked in
a cage, the bird within me sings: inveigal my territory as if it were
sanity, strike at my history, sever my wings.
As if I ever knew the
gunshine of moving, as if I ever knew the bullet laid bare: as if I ever
knew the riflers at my pocket: seldom knowing any, no God on high answers
my prayers.
Pall walls, or is it something close to recusance;
something
close to subvention that makes my soul decry? To search for passion's
sentence is all & all love's presence: pall walls, or is it fury; more,
the devil in love's eye? Never finding thunder, just stalking after
ravens:
setting no light to harvest, this song of ether reaps the poor:
lying backwards in a chamber, seeking moons in wells of night, the life I
lead is seldom waking, its breastmost way, a cloven spite.
Pall walls,
endless under prism;
a prison of spectral torture, the gaoler's hands
decree: sermoned under lightning, struck dumb by passion's raping,
entombed in endless blackness, this man of bone receives.
Pall walls
around me seek to find security: locked inside
a cage, the bird within me
sings: inveigal my territory, strike down my destiny; let go the spires
that music might win.
...
This is Planet Birth: let no man tell you birth is glad: this is Planet
Birth: let no woman make
you sad.
Under fire & under azure, Planet Birth
is all to see: let no man tell you birth is plenty; Planet Birth came from
the trees.
This is Planet Birth: umbilical as lust, the cradle's yawn
disproves:
this is Planet Birth: let no child tell you birth's amused:
under mud & under oil, Planet Birth denies its toil: let no God tell you
birth is plain, Planet Birth came from the rain.
Planet Birth, Planet
Birth, Zioning
in the Dark, beneath the earth, like ded zephyrs from red
skies, Planet Birth comes flailing by: wailing under hammered sirens,
beneath the sun, the earth must fail: Planet Birth, Planet Birth, let no
gladness see birth wail.
In the tombyard, sundergrinding, abortive as the
Son of Love, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, Planet Birth, the boom of blood
drops here... See Less?!!!!
copyright 2019.
Boytown
story...
if u should sleep about a thousand years; if u should pay a billion pounds
in bent arrears; if u should carry your jewellry in a bad swag bag,
u'll
be doing the hedonist rag. if
u should fly on a plane to distant climes;
if u should drink from a bottle of vintage wine; if u should dabble in
diamonds while waving a flag, u'll be doing the hedonist rag.
hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist rag - the less u do, the
more u'll have - hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist rag - the less u prove, the more u'll stab.
if u should
masticate a dinner in scarlet spain; if u should build a cellar in the
darkest vein; if u triumph over others thru smoking a fag,
u'll be doing
the hedonist rag.
if u should heal the rich while decrying the poor; if u
should deal in wealer-deals without a cause; if u should try your best to
stamp out the mad, u'll be doing the hedonist rag.
hedonist,
hedonist,
hedonist rag - the less u do, the more u'll have. hedonist, hedonist,
hedonist, hedonist, hedonist - hedonist stab...
Lady at the crossroads weeping, by your troth, you are in keeping with the
stars and all their
souls - lady at the crossroads, roll.
lady at the
crossing mount, by your troth, you are in count with the dreams that
sailors have, as they sail on seas of crabs.
lady, lady, take to me and save me; lady, lady, u and i were one;
lady, lady, take to me and save me;
lady, lady, u and i were one.
lady at the crossroads weeping, farriers
shall stave your sleeping, and the heavens up above shall acclaim u in your love. lady at the crossing fount,
time and tide
shall swathe the
mount, and the tears shall fade away, as the tyranny decays.
lady, lady,
take to me and save me; lady, lady, u and i were one; lady, lady, take to
me and save me;
lady, lady, u and i were one.
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh
in streets of penates malice, i laid down on the way; for privateers in
palace, pirates sired my grave. weeping in a truckstop, with my guarding
angel gone, like the
ever-yearning clock, i never bore a son.
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh.
on a rillside stands a funster, with ways not human-made - in his heart,
he is a teamster who sings a serenade. for a walk
upon an ocean, this
funster will give all, but as time implodes in motion, this funster's on
the fall.
lal-lee-lal-lah-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lahhh.
my boytown story's over and my mother has gone home.
such is the law of
lovers, that this story moves no stone. for a pocketful of misery, i
ravelled on the sea - as much as rhyme is ended now, this boytown murders
me.
lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah, lal-lee-lal-lal-lah,
lie-lie-lee-lie.
THE END
*
Copyright 2019
*SPATIAL SUMMER - A CURTAL SEQUENCE BY JIM BELLAMY
Spatial summer - led ded asteroids collide & bruise: a comae on a fender,
like ashen love, our vehicle lords disprove. Set red beneath the hashpipe
- a sigma seance - the ghasted gods conceive:
spatial summer - like
wicked truth, the ark of death deceives. Demnotic mumma, semen drummer,
when once the ghost began, what news?
In which angled park of angels; beneath which road did time confuse?
Under dicta, under spanish fervour,
which the sword of light
that carries us back home.
Spatial summer, sunder, thunder; dogdayed rite, which way love's dome?
Spatial, the sickle, first purdah ghost of israel; spatial, the number,
the cretaceous hero's war; spatial, stained suckotash, skein of
ultraviolet; spatial, adolf stickla, the scream behind the maw.
Spatial, demeter, ruined ruby of red sacrifice; spatial, the void, the
glove-gleamed scent of hero's death; spatial, the winter, the staining
artifice of emptiness; spatial, spatial sumner, doom deriver in the
fuse
of breath.
Whispered acritudes in ferment, such are the fusions love can't keep: sat
in churches full of eagles, led ded as summer, death dements our sleep.
Sapt at veinmost,
thundered under metal, scarlet under sadness, our
laughing heroes wail. Like a womb-tomb ghostling, burned where birth is
madness, a knifeling in a rumour, this spatial summer rails.
Spatial summer,
drummer, sunder, thunder - slammed in hatred's hand, the
Freudian chieftan rules: sirened under mania, in a bonded state of
failure, under dreams of empty hallways, hallucination spools. Spatial is
our fusion, spatial, our confusion: spatial, sickness summons; in petrol
pools, we hear light's flames:
spatial is our rumour, the coming of all humour:
spatial, our cloven vestuaries, our schemings
under rain.
Licking the phallic towers, coming down from dementia,
our spatial drum, denied in beats of maternitizing scream, like the
druggard gut round the heart of the sun, dignifies the ghoul
in the pastel
wards obscene;
slitting wrists of powder, letting no ghost go.
Spatial summer, drummer, sunder, thunder: slammed in hatred's hand, our
summer truths forego.
Spatial, the sickle, first locker ghost in scarlet;
spatial, the number, the cretaceous hero's war; spatial, drained
suckotash, skein of ultraviolet; spatial, adolf stickla, the dream behind
the maw.
Spatial, demeter, ruined ruby of red sacrifice; spatial, the void, the
love-lamed scent of hero's death; spatial, the summer, the staining
edifice of emptiness;
spatial
summer, doom deriver - led ded fission under breath.
Spatial summer, zero thunder, spatial, spatial summer:
spatial summer, delusion; fusion sunderer,
spatial, spatial summer....
Meadow baby logic, madam hypnogogic: baby, lady, Sexy Sadie's rocket; for
these bad fruits, I rail & sail into a century of masochistic sockets; &
then the shogun berry rolls, rocks & rolls adown my pickled
chin, & meadow
baby is Sexy Sadie & Sexy Sadie sires me a meadow wind, & meadow is mellow
& meadow is yellow & meadow baby logic is a chinless halo, & meadow baby
is Sexy Sadie
& Sexy Sadie is meadow baby king.
Meadow baby logic, madam hypnogogic: baby, lady, Sexy Sadie's rocket;
gorillas going sonic are the sermons in a bonnet, & meadow baby,
crabber-locker lady,
is pornographic sonnet to the sea, & pornographic
sonnet is a rocket going sonic & rocket going sonic is a mad oak tree, &
Sexy Sadie is crabber-locker lady & crabber-locker lady is meadow baby
spring & crabber-locker springtime spreads its wings.
Meadow baby logic, pornographic sonnet: baby, lady, crabber-lock laconic;
if I take me to a dance, shall the crabber-lockers rave; if I take me all
a prance, shall a crabber lock my grave? & if Sexy Sadie ain't meadow
baby, might the crabber-locker lady cry? & if meadow baby ain't Sexy
Sadie, might the crabber-lockers reach the sky?
.....
Spatial summer, spherical azure void:
in the screams of endless thunder,
time's red asteroid,
like a scarlet sickle rumour, lams aside the sun:
like a
womb of endless number, the tomb within us drums.
Moon, dawn opus,
forest forge of metal heroes:
deep in dogday crucifix, the ark of summer burns;
like a tauran epitaph, with destruction
slit in mind,
under domes of lightning, the dreams of summer grind.
Coda lantern, language in denial -
light, what for the hearse of God?
In which room of leather, under which
dark wing of tides,
beneath which summer river, does the dark avenger ride?
Spatial summer, stabbing force of
fuse inside the head:
wind swiper, sweeping softly, how now shall
recusancy tread:
what for the metal peeples, the hedoned herods under glass:
what for steepled injun stones,
what for bones beneath the vast?
I am the one who opened the sun, I
am the one
who opened the moon,
I am the one who opened the tongue,
I am the one who opened the womb,
I am the one with eyes on empty,
I am the one with zen-tithed
skin,
I am the one with eyes on enemy,
I am the one with lizard sin,
I am the one with snake-skin sentries,
I am the one with snake devise,
I am the one with
the no. on my casket,
I am the one with
rattlesnake eyes.
Spatial summer, endless sunderer,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me penury,
shend away the spheres behind all wonder,
thunder rumba queen, come lend me century;
rend away the asp, the Abaddon sheet,
rend, shend, bend; burn the summer from
my meat.
I am destruction, a circuit circus
turning endless:
I am seduction, the bud of Oedipal demise:
777 is the no. on the transept, 777 is the no. on the sun,
777 is the no.
on the signet, 777 is the no. on the gun,
777 is the no. on the magnet, 777, magenta blood is all,
777, the snake of ashen conflict: 777, the serpent thunder
on the crawl.
No more
for news, no more for blues,
no more for vendors on the rise,
no more for news, no more for clues,
no more the summer in disguise:
no more the idol empty,
no
more the graveward mind,
no more the angel emery,
no more the razors
in God's spine.?
I am the sun, the Cimmerian guardian:
through doors of gold, my haloes
razed away:
I am the one, the Cimmerian guardian:
through doors of gold, my heroes broke away.
End.....?
copyright 2019.
12 seas under?
a looking-glass mind
o as nooses naped times, then wards
woofed like a lost whore
when once we heard the raw
then we sucked a nutty maw, &
eyes entertain the rich & gone.
donned a dolly's broached drams
& as a wayfarers wept, then
eager eaten riders rode to deaths
outelbowed strangers heap streams
o a bed of bended bull-ballet reams
old-facials
bites adown the moon....
& the flies of lifers
lock blued boys in breaded kecks
.o baking moils melt under flexed
fawny urbane castles...
huh! huh! huh!
boom inside a hollow muscle,
& cadillacs of wasted green-rivals
rot aside a fillet brain...
rudeness for a father
& confines of lather
soap a dilly boy?
.
oh caked baby bumting hoists
eldeberry glue
oh faked bobby spunking heals
heat fascinating buddy flu
& bonfires built from wine
jam a jazzy jet with nude vines?
a passion play
& dragged Gods never pray?
DIE?!
\\Copyright Jim Bellamy 2019.